CHAPTER 48: The care I need

-CELESTINE-

KARINA’S WORRIED face flashed at me. I woke up and I could feel the cold all over my body, shivering and getting into my system.

“Wait. I’ll get you a towel,” she said when she saw me dripping wet.

I hugged my body, and my hands were shaking from the cold. I don’t think I even realized I fell in the pool because I put the bench near where I was swimming. I fell asleep and the dream I thought had brought me to disaster. I thought it was real; it was just another dream wished to come true.

“Here’s the towel.” She reached for me and circled behind me. The towel hugs me and gives me comfort, but it didn’t soothe the freeze I felt. “Come on, let’s go inside.” She helped me to stand up and go inside the house.

Karina directed me to the bathroom, and she took off my clothes that were still dripping.

“It’s very cold outside. Why did you even think of sleeping there? It’s great that I came here to see you. I might not be able to catch you alive if I don’t come,” her litany one after another and I looked at her, watching what she was doing.

She put me in the bathtub and bathed me. Since the heater was turned on, I did not feel the cold. The heat also replaced the warmth of the water and the coldness of her palm.

She dried me when we finished and gave me the replacement clothes.

“Maybe you can dress. I’ll just cook porridge. I hope you don’t get sick.”

I just nodded and watched her close the bathroom door. I was already dressed when I came out and she was already busy cooking what was in my kitchen. I passed in her back and went straight to the bedroom.

I lay down on my tired body. I wanted to sleep and not wake up anymore.

I felt like I had fallen asleep when I heard her voice.

“Don’t sleep yet, Celes. You need to eat.”

I opened my eyes and looked straight at the wall clock hanging across the bed. It was three in the morning and I was wondering how she get in here. All I knew was that she couldn’t get in right away because of the guards outside.

She helps me to sit. She took the bowl of soup that lay on the bedside table and grabbed a spoon, then blew to cool it immediately and front it in my mouth.

“How do you feel? Be strong, Celes. We’re going to meet your boyfriend, right?”

I just swallowed the food and didn’t bother to chew it. She cooked the porridge too soft.

“He already knows,” I mumbled.

Her forehead frowned at me. “W-What? What did you say? How did he know?”

“Let’s not talk first.”

She lowered the bowl. “I want to help you, Celes. Pretending or not, I will stay by your side. I will not leave you.”

I just sighed when she touched my cheek and cut the distance between our lips. Her mouth was boiling as well as her breath. I could feel her tongue inside and how tender she was kissing me.

She slowly laid me down on the bed and I will admit I was also carried away by that kiss as if I didn’t want it to end. One of Karina’s hands was behind my back to support the kiss we were sharing. Her other hand was already massaging one of my brea.sts. She does it lightly, and she massages my chest lightly.

I moaned softly as our lips pressed together.

I opened my eyes as we both gasped for breath and our lips parted. I stared into her pale eyes as she looked serious and met my eyes.

“I think I want you, Celes,” she breathed, almost in a whisper, but I could hear them clearly. She took my hand and brought it to her thigh and crawled it down until my hand reached the pearl she was hiding.

“Don’t,” I said. I stop myself. “Let me… Let me get a rest. I just want to rest.” For now. My mind has a lot of chaos. Messy and things feel weird to me.

She left on top of me, moved, and sat down next to me. The bed was big, it could fit both of us.

“I am not leaving. I will stay with you.” She gripped my hand until I just felt drowsiness slowly visit me.

Extreme tiredness, anxiety, and all sorts of problems I knew were bothering my mind. Maybe I’m just maturing. I used not to bother the people around me too much. But when I met Karina, after meeting her, everything changed.

“SLEEP MORE.” Karina’s smiling face was what I saw when I opened my eyes. She never left my side as she promised. She stayed until I woke up.

I don’t know if it was just a hallucination, or I was imagining she said she wanted me. Yes, I heard her say that before I went to sleep, but I’m not feeling well. So maybe I just made a mistake.

I want to confirm with her, but I am also afraid to know that she might be joking or I am just delusional, so what I heard isn’t true.

“I-Is my face dirty? Why do you look at me so serious?”

I couldn’t wait for her to speak. I immediately grabbed her with a kiss. Deep, intense, and warm kisses that give me comfort. I am relieved when I’m with her and knowing she didn’t leave, holding my hand ‘till I open my eyes again, makes my heart filled with joy and excitement.

“Do you think I’ll get left behind you?” She stood up and took the soup. It was filled with smoke again. Maybe she came out to spoon a new one until I woke up and it is a new set of hot soup.

I shook. “I know you won’t leave me, Karina. You are the only one who can understand me. All the things I’ve done through. I am tired of fighting. I want to give up.” To be honest, fighting is very tiring.

“Eat first. Then let’s talk about everything. You need to be strong so that we can fight together against the people who oppress you.” After saying that, she left the room.

She’s right. I need to eat. I need to survive, no matter how hard life is.

When Karina returned, I finished consuming food and water. As well as the medicine, I took it all. He was carrying a banana and an apple when she arrived in the room. It was already peeled and sliced and placed on a plate.

“Eat fruit too. This is good in the morning,” she said, handing me the plate she was carrying.

I looked at the wall clock again. It’s almost one in the afternoon. That means I slept for a long time.

“You just don’t know how much you worried me this morning. You’re chilling, so cold that whenever I hug you or the warmth of the comforter, still you chills. Your body was hot before, so I brought medicine.”

“Y-You took care of me?” I asked her and couldn’t believe what I was hearing.

She nodded. “Of course! You need to heal so you can get back at your boyfriend and get revenge. Whatever you order, I will obey as long as you will be strong.”

I don’t know what strikes me, but I immediately take the plate with those fruits and eat it. It seemed like I had to believe her. It should heal me soon because I know now I had an ally, and that is Karina.

“Good girl. Because of that, you have a reward from me.”

My eyes twinkled as she took off all her clothes until only a pair of underwear was left.

“W-What are you doing?” Yes, I like what she’s doing, but I’m not feeling well. I haven’t been able to romance her yet, especially in my situation.

She knows how to dance the sexy way. Grinding the hips as she approached me. She had already removed the top and was still slightly shaking it as she grind her hips in the air. She tries to dance sexily and effectively because she is good in that field.

“Y-You know, you don’t have to do this. I’m not well—”

“Are you rejecting me, Celes?” she asked me softly with a flirtation in her voice.

“Not now. I have my period. It usually takes two to four days.”

“I didn’t say… you should undress, too. I am yours and you will take care of everything.”

I couldn’t move my seat on the bed when she took something. It surprised me to see that she was already holding the vibrat-or. I knew I had put it away, and I didn’t notice she already knew where it was placed. She seems to have memorized all my stuff here.

Invitingly, she passed the vibrator on her body, which made me crave. She ran it down the bulge of her brea.st up to his folds. She turned it again to her, wetting it with her saliva around it.

I didn’t expect Karina can do this. I love what I am seeing. Especially when she was only doing that for me.

The heat of my body rises and I feel like I have a fever from what she is doing. I’ll admit I am carried along the way. I feel like my mouth is slightly gaping and saliva is coming out while watching her satisfying herself.

She shake her hips again and the vibrator looked dil.do was already soaked with her saliva. She pulled out a wooden chair and laid down the vibrator standing while supporting her hand and she slowly sat in and the vib.rator shoot on her hole. I was surprised to see that the panty she was wearing had a cut in the middle, and seemed to have a hole that looked intentional for such a theme. I can’t believe Karina is this wild and I love it. I love the way it feels.

It shocked me when it shoots into her tunnel and she had her rhythm of going up and down from the toy and moaning delightfully as her hand squeezed her bre.ast exchanging into another.

“Ah… fvck Celes! That’s so delicious…” she shouted deliriously with another growl and obviously made me excited. I wanted to be the one doing it to her, but I have no choice but to stay in the bed and watched her oozing with her wetness.

I was shocked when she put the last number of the vibrator and she made a loud moan and for a while, her body quivered and a lot of juice came out of her that dripped down more on the chair while the vib.rator was still buried inside her hole. Her body was still shuddering from the orga.sm she had made.

She knew how I love to lick that dripping pssy and kiss her all over. I wish I can do it, but in my state, I can’t do anything but wait and watch until my turn will come.