CHAPTER 14 (Part 1)

Talliah Eryn Castillego POV

ONE WEEK had passed since Rainer and I back to each other. After what happened in the classroom. Rainer and I understand each other more. Being in a relationship with Rainer I felt very happy every second, minutes and hours.

A week later we didn't fight much. If we had a small misunderstanding we immediately talked and listened to each other side. We immediately fix our problems. I do not allow the day to end without fixing our problems.

We made so many memories in the past week. We go to the beautiful places. Sometimes Lana was with us. I can't contain the happiness in my heart as if the happiness I feel is only temporary. I would be lying if I would say that I'm not afraid of hurting.

I maybe a strong and independent woman since the tragedy happened in my life. But now I'm afraid of losing someone. When my father died I'm still a child back then I couldn't fight for him. Now I promised myself that I don't want to lose another person that is so important to me.

I will fight 'cause I'm afraid of losing him. Even I'm the one who will fight for him. I will do anything just to protect him. I will face satan if possible.

Rainer thick black brows met in the middle as he saw what I am wearing. I smiled sweetly at him as he raked my whole body. His intense gaze makes my knees wobble but I didn't let him see that I'm this weak when it comes to him.

Rainer walked closer to me still brows furrowed. Why is he so grumpy all of a sudden? We were happy to come here earlier.

Suddenly the hairs on my nape rose up when I felt his hand lightly caressing my waist up and down. I gulped when I smelled his manly scent. Damn my baby smells so nice.

"Is this still a bra?" He asked coldly while holding my bikini string.

I lowly chuckled causing him to look at me with his dark eyes.

"What's funny?" He asked irritably as he tightened his grip on my waist.

My lips rose up for a smirk when I saw his annoyed face.

"Baby this is bikini. And it's style like this." I said while smiling.

He started at my bikini bra before he looked into my eyes again.

"It looks like your chest is about explode. Look." He said annoyed while pointing at my breast.

I caressed his jaw with a smile on my lips. Is he annoyed because of my bikini? it's normal that it seems to explode if you look at my chest because it's really big. Is this the reason why he is irritated now?

Because of that thought, butterflies suddenly flew in my stomach. Why does everything that Rainer does, says and reacts thrill the hell out of me? This is how I'm crazy for him?

He looked away from me and suddenly turned around. My lips parted a bit. Is he that angry to my bikini that he has to turn away from me? I gritted my teeth and my brows furrowed while looking at his back. The fuck did he just do?

My eyes widened when I saw Rainer looking for something in his bag. What is he doing? Will he go home? We just got here and he's going home right away just because he's annoyed by the bikini I'm wearing?

I'm about to open my mouth but I shut it when I saw him slowly walking towards me together with a white plain shirt in his hand. My lips parted when I saw how serious he was while looking at me.

I blinked when he suddenly put his T-shirt on my body. I closed my eyes when his smell hit my nose. Rainer chuckled making me open my eyes immediately.

He looked at me with amusement in his eyes. He bit his lower lip while looking adoringly at me.

"It looks good on you." He suddenly said while looking at the shirt I'm wearing.

I looked at his very happy face while looking at me. He's happy huh? Does he have mood swings? It seems that he was just irritated, and now he is happy again.

I felt my heart beating loudly inside my chest as I saw how happy he was while looking at me wearing his shirt. Every time he smiles so genuinely at me it makes me weaker. Every time he laughed and looked at me lovingly makes me drown even more.

I think I will be forever drowning because of him. If he was the only reason why I was drowning deep then I will gladly be drowned. But I also want him to be my savior. I want him to help me from drowning. If he's not the one who's going to help me. I'd rather just drown for my whole life and never come up.

If Rainer won't be my savior. I will lovingly accept death. My life would be a waste... if he's not the one who's going to save me from drowning. I want him and only him.

I blinked my eyes when I felt Rainer kiss my temple. I want to cry because of his sweetness. I've noticed in the past week Rainer became more sweet and cling and I love him more because of that.

I can't help but to be emotional when he's this close to me.

"My shirt looks good on you," he whispered hoarsely in my ear.

My heart jumped at his compliment. I looked up at him. He smiled cheekily while looking at me.

"Really?" I asked amused. He nodded his head immediately.

"All clothes will suit you. Even if you wear a sack, it still suits you." He said happily while staring into my eyes.

I excitedly encircled both of my arms around his neck. He quickly grabbed both of my waists.

"Should I buy sacks from now own?" I asked teasing him.

He bit his bottom lip to stop himself from laughing. Oh my baby is such a cutie.

"You decide, if that's what you want." he said and held back his laughter.

I lightly pinched his cheek so he snorted because of what I did.

"What if I want you?" I asked him with a smile. Rainer lips parted a bit causing me to laugh. I quickly kissed his lips while he was not himself.

He was about to chase my lips but I suddenly pulled away from him with a silly smile on my face. He tsk and shyly looked away from me. Feeling embarrassed now.

Laughing, I approached him and clasped our hands. He couldn't calm down because I tightened my grip on his hand.

"Unfair," he softly whispered that didn't escape my hearing.

"Let's go for a swim. I'm getting hot." I uttered while looking at him.

Rainer smiled, he took something from his pocket before he faced me. I let go of his hand first because he seemed to be doing something else.

"Turn around," He ordered and I immediately obeyed.

I immediately turned around and seconds after I felt Rainer soft and long fingers combing my hair. I closed my eyes because of the lightness of his hands while combing my hair. He grabbed my hair and tied it carefully. My sweet smile plastered on my face as I turned around to face him. the butterflies in my stomach are at war when Rainer puts some strands of my hair behind my ears.

He looked at my blue orbs using his brown orbs full of adoration.

Using his right hand, he carefully caressed my cheek. He pinched it lightly making me blush.

"You're beautiful so much." He uttered while softly looking at my face.

I closed my eyes and felt the beating of my heart. I think I'm going to have a heart attack. My heart beats faster because of Rainer. Only him can do it.

He has the power to take my breath away. He has the power to make my heart beats faster than it's normal speed. He has the power to make me crazy. He has the power to control me. He has the power to make my knees weak. He has the power to soften me. Rainer is the strongest because he has a power to my body, mind, heart and soul.

I wish time would stop... for us to always stay like this. But the sad truth is... time is running. And even if you wish for it to stop. It will never stop. The time continues running as our lives go on.

And all we can do is feel the ride of our lives and do fun things so we can have memories.

The light wind hit my face when we left the Villa. Rainer held my hand tightly as we walked together. We are here in some private resort.

I thought he would not agree to have a vacation with me. But I'm shocked when he agreed. He said if this makes me happy then he will go. He said he will support me in what makes me happy and he will accompany me to do the things that make me happy.

My heart melted because of what he said.

There are still a lot of people at the Resort. Maybe they're on vacation too, like us. I saw some sexy girls walking confidently in their bikinis. I would be proud too if I was wearing a bikini right now. but I'm prouder because I'm wearing my man's shirt.

Who's the luckiest girl right now? No other than Talliah Eryn. I smirked at that thought.

Three women passed in front of us. They're all sexy. I give them that. I looked up at Rainer to see if there was astonishment on his face. But I felt like I had fallen into a deep abyss when I saw him staring intently at me. He didn't even look in front! Rainer is looking at me intensely.

I was paralyzed by what I saw. Why is he looking intently at me? Do i have dirt in my face?

"Rainer eyes in front." I told him when I felt the awkwardness. Damn is he looking at me the whole time? Because of the idea I found myself blushing so hard.

Rainer slightly pinched my palm causing me to look at him.

"I don't want to, there's lot of idiots around." He looked weak while still staring at me.

My forehead creased at his words I looked around to see what he was referring to. I found out that there are so many boys looking in our direction. Probably to my direction.

I jumped a bit when I felt a mighty arm snaked around my waist and pulled me closer to his body. Electricity ran through my veins at his action. Damn boy so possessive.

My heart was jumping because of the thrill I felt because of his actions. I can't stop the smile that escapes my lips. I feel like I'm floating.