Chapter 3029 Reconcile with your past self!
On the forbidden area of life, Jiangnan is alone, looking at the dreamy reality in front of him, real and unique!
The time closed loop is formed, and the dream reality will no longer face the risk of collapse or cease to exist!
Originally, in reality, everyone made a system to change the past, but in dream reality, it has been perfectly reproduced...
So the original reality has disappeared and ceased to exist. Maybe what happened in the original reality will disappear in everyone's memory, as if it never happened!
But Jiang Nan will remember, will remember everything that happened in reality, because he has transcended reality, and he is the one who changed everything!
Jiangnan will remember that it is the people in the original reality who have gone through hardships and tried their best to create this dreamlike reality!
You will know that it is everyone's hard work that makes dreams come true...
Before disappearing, that self had already got the answer he wanted, and he had no regrets...
Jiang Nan rubbed his eyes and took a deep breath!
What I have to do now is to take the last step, solve everything, endow this only reality with a dreamlike ending, and then lead everyone happily and freely into the future!
Forever…
But... before that, Jiangnan still has things to do, and the regret in his heart has not been filled...
And now...it's time...
A long time ago, when Jiangnan figured out the basics of the forbidden domain of life, he looked at the pages of the past...
Because he wanted to see who his parents really were, and why they cruelly abandoned him and threw him at the gate of the orphanage in the middle of winter...
It's just that the last time, Jiang Nan didn't look any further after seeing himself being thrown at the gate of the orphanage!
He doesn't think it matters anymore, no matter who his parents are, it doesn't matter anymore...
Now that I have a beautiful and dreamy life, why bother to dwell on the past?
Maybe I don't want to let the complaint and hatred in my heart materialize...
But... how could it not matter?
The previous Jiangnan was just escaping, he just didn't want to face it, knowing the truth!
But now, Jiang Nan will no longer evade, he wants to find out all the secrets of his past!
This time, Jiangnan went back to the past again, back to that snowy night when he was a child. He wanted to see who abandoned him!
And she...how could she bear to...
...
In Jiangcheng, on a snowy night, on the street in front of the orphanage...
The winter night in Jiangcheng is silent, the temperature is very low, icy cold and biting!
A thinly dressed woman with a yellow and thin face was holding a cardboard box and wandering the streets for a long time!
She is too thin, only skin and bones, carrying a shopping bag from the mall, wearing a woolen cotton hat, her hair is very thin, like after chemotherapy...
He couldn't stop coughing, but every time he coughed, he avoided the cardboard box and kept his voice very low, so as not to wake Xiao Xiaonan in the cardboard box.
Looking at this scene, Jiang Nan's heart trembled fiercely...
Is she... is his mother?
I saw the woman holding the cardboard box, with eyes full of hesitation, walking towards the door of the orphanage, but she didn't take two steps, but she came back gritted her teeth, going back and forth several times...
It can be seen that she really doesn't want to send her child out...
Under the street lamp, the woman stretched out her skinny hand, caressing Xiao Xiaonan's cheek, her face full of reluctance...
"Mom is sick and won't live long. If mom dies, who will take care of you?"
"Dad is not here anymore, I'm sorry...I'm sorry, I really can't help it, I... woo~"
The woman cried, tears dripping down on the swaddle. She covered her mouth and suppressed her crying, but she couldn't help coughing...
"For the rest of your life, you can only rely on yourself. Mom can't accompany you to continue walking. Watching you grow up little by little..."
"You want to grow up strong, do well, and become a proud child of your parents?"
"It's a pity...Mom...Mom can't see..."
She rubbed her eyes, dragged her tired body, and put Xiao Nan in the cardboard box at the gate of the orphanage!
Then he closed his eyes and turned his head to run back, the road was slippery, because he ran too fast and fell down, his palm was cut by the ice...
But the woman didn't care, and ran to the lamppost in the distance, with tears in her eyes, staring at the cardboard box...
It was too cold, Xiao Xiaonan started to cry, the cry was very loud...
The woman wanted to rush out several times and bring the cardboard box back, because the one inside was her own child!
But she knew that she was about to die, and she couldn't give him a future, and she couldn't let her child die with her...
In the end, the aunt from the orphanage came out, picked up the cardboard box, looked around, complaining on her face, muttering about whose parents were so cruel, leaving their children at the door in winter...
The woman hid behind the lamppost, covering her mouth tightly to prevent herself from crying...
Watching this scene secretly, until the aunt carried Xiao Nan into the gate of the orphanage...
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...Uh~ I'm sorry..."
The woman pulled her hair in pain, and leaned against the lamppost... Weeping helplessly...
And at this moment, Jiangnan in front of the page has long been weeping!
He knew everything, the truth about the past...
My family is not very rich, just an ordinary rural family, renting a house in the city.
Coincidentally, Jiang Nan's father is also surnamed Jiang, and his name is Jiang Shan. He is an ordinary construction worker, not a martial artist...
And the mother's name is Liang Yu, and her health has never been very good. When her father went out to work, Liang Yu was already pregnant. Because she was about to have a child, the daily expenses of the family needed a lot of money, so she went out to work and earned a lot of money. can be more...
However, an extremely serious spiritual disaster happened in the place where he worked part-time. Jiang Shan died in the spiritual disaster, and the only pillar of the family fell down!
When Liang Yu got the news, she was undoubtedly in despair. Before the child was born, she lost her father...
Even though she received the pension, she could barely live on, but what made things worse was that Liang Yu's health became worse and worse, she kept coughing, went to the hospital for an examination, and was found to have advanced lung cancer...
Money is needed for medical treatment, money is needed for renting a house, and money is needed for giving birth and raising children. How can this be enough?
But Liang Yu still persisted and gave birth to Xiao Xiaonan, but she no longer has the ability to raise her...
The money in the family ran out, the illness couldn't be cured, and I didn't have a few months to live, leaving Xiao Xiaonan with no real relatives to rely on, how would the child live?
Liang Yu really had no choice but to send Xiao Xiaonan to the orphanage so that her child would have a chance to survive...
Where in the world are there parents who don't love their children...
After sending Xiao Xiaonan to the orphanage, Liang Yu came outside the orphanage a few times, pretending to be a passerby, looking inside, hoping to take another look at her child, even if it was from a distance...
But she still didn't see that Liang Yu died of illness in a rented house within three months. Before she died, what she was thinking about was still her immature baby...
In the future, he will definitely become mature, handsome, cheerful and optimistic, right?
At this moment, Jiangnan knelt in front of the pages of the past and cried loudly, crying very sadly, tears pouring down uncontrollably!
He stretched out his hand, caressing Liang Yu's pale and skinny cheek through the pages of the book!
"mom…"
Ever since he was a child, Jiang Nan has never called others that, but this time...he said it...
"Mom, your child has grown up, is very strong and promising, he is an excellent child..."
"The road of growing up is very joyful and happy. I am not alone. I have elders who care about me and companions who go forward together. It is very good, really good!"
"If you and Dad are here, you will be proud of me, right? You will..."
"I'm fine...really fine...you...you can rest assured..."
Jiang Nan cried and muttered, how he wanted to hug his father, mother...tell them all this, and his current achievements!
But...they're all gone...
I can't hold it anymore...
At this moment, Jiangnan felt his heart was filled, and the last knot in his heart was also untied...
From childhood to adulthood, Jiangnan has never hated and complained about his parents who have never masked. Why don't I have children from other people's families!
Why do they have mom and dad to take care of and a home and I don't...
But... all these knots were untied with Jiangnan's understanding of the past...
It's not that my parents abandoned me and failed to give me a home!
Mom and Dad love themselves!
love me more than they love themselves...
It may not be the best for myself, but it is already the best that my parents have...
enough! Really enough!
Jiang Nan rubbed his eyes, accepted his past, and reconciled with his past self!
Jiangshan...Liang Yu...
Jiangnan...remember!
Your children will continue to go on, chasing beauty, stepping into the future, and moving forward on a higher and stronger road!
I don't know how long it took, Jiangnan calmed down his emotions. Because Jiangnan's knots in his heart were untied and his thoughts became clear, the six ways of refining the gods became perfect. It is undoubtedly stronger than before!
Jiang Nan didn't think that the last moat of truth could stop him!
There are too many expectations, too many wishes on my body, and the only way to create the world is to turn ruthless and ruthless into pure white?
Shit!
The colors blooming in the body, the ups and downs surging in the heart, all kinds of tastes are the beauty and true meaning of life!
truth! Can't stop it either!
Jiangnan still left the forbidden area of life and returned to the gap between dimensions, before the system terminal!
Looking at everyone in front of him, countless eagerly looking forward to seeing everything he has now!
Everyone who is with me...
Jiang Nan smiled brightly...
"It's great to have you here..."
ps: If your parents and family are by your side at this moment, then...put down your phone, go hug them, and cherish everything you have! Cherish all the good things...
