26

Lia Hamilton

Well, he didn't answer and that made me sad, I tried not to show it, however I was taken aback by Lazzáro kneeling in front of me and looking at me with deep eyes.

"What can I do to repay you for all this?"

I averted my eyes from him and sighed I replied.

“You don't need to reward me with anything material. All I want is for you to live, to be well and happy, to have hopes and dreams again.

“There has to be something. That was too important and too risky. His eyes searching me for answers.

That moment was painful. I confessed to him, told him I loved him and then he asks me what he has to do to make it up to me? What was I supposed to say? Scream that I just wanted his love, for him to let me love him now? Why couldn't he see that this was what I wanted?

“I need to do something for you. You saved my life and if I still have a chance, I can pay for a treatment to reverse everything toxic inside me. And…” I stopped listening to him.

I wanted so badly, so badly to cry and curse at him. How could he be so cynical knowing that what I wanted was for him to give me his heart like I gave him mine.

- I do not want anything. I whispered in a low voice. He should know...

Didn't he hear what I said? Who loved him?

"How not?" He got up and stood face to face with me.

- I'm leaving. I walked away going to the door.

Lazzáro's chest pressed against my back bringing me to a stop, his nose inhaled the scent of my hair and his lips released a soft gasp.

“Why are you leaving now? he asked softly into my ear.

I shuddered, even annoyed by the way he ignored my love. When his hands touched the skin of my shoulder, sparks of fire ignited inside me.

“Do you understand how all this is very difficult for me to assimilate so quickly? - his voice so deep and low.

- I understand... - I really understood, but I was upset.

“I can't promise you much until things are settled. What I can assure you is that I will take care of you forever, even if from afar.

- Why are you talking like that? We've figured it all out, you're not sick, you're being poisoned. I muttered in a choked voice.

“We still don't know what they used, what the consequences of that will be. No chemical is ever used without consequences, whether good or bad and it's eating me right now.

I was silent understanding his words very afraid of them.

— My lips are trembling with the desire to tell you everything you deserve. But I still can't, because my whole intention is not to make you suffer. I swallowed hard, burning with feelings for him.

"And what will become of us in that time?" I asked confused.

- I don't know.

And so I decided it was time for me to demand something from him.

“I want to stay here today. I want you to make me yours all night and tomorrow I'll leave without looking back. So, you will only take care of me from afar as you promised and when everything is resolved for you, I will be waiting for you. Just don't take too long because I might get tired of waiting.

Lazzaro Bartholomeu

"Are you offering me just one more night?" The last? I questioned, devastated by everything I found out at once.

Lia was proposing to me for just one more night, which was comical since I told her so many times I was desperate to have her body on mine.

She shook her head yes.

"I fucking want it." As I want. I said even though I knew everything she said after that.

That the next day he would leave without looking back. She would almost be running away knowing I couldn't chase after her. Her happiness was the most important thing for me, Lia couldn't love me when I was condemned to death. I had discovered the truth and even though I was torn apart, with hatred and a vengeance, I knew that I wouldn't stay that way, that poison had its consequences and until I proved otherwise, I couldn't tell her that I was madly in love.

I just prayed to heaven that she wouldn't get tired of waiting for me.

I took her lips voluptuously, thrusting my tongue into her mouth, feeling her unique sweetness and texture. I took her in my arms carrying her sensitive body compared to mine, to the sofa. I took off her clothes quickly and in a hurry, she also did the same with my clothes, leaving both of us undressed.

I looked at her perfect body like a work of art. My muse. I almost drooled through my lips feeling my cock painfully hard. I moved closer, kissing her lips, needing to feel her, taste everything about her while I was still here. With my right hand I went down to her wet pussy, crazy about me, ready for me.

I parted our lips to look at the look of pleasure on her face that I loved so much as I circled her clit slowly. Lia's body twitched as the pleasure grew, she moaned wildly leaving me on the verge of orgasm just looking at her feeling the pleasure that only I could give her. And I didn't stop until her legs were shaking and her throat was screaming loudly from orgasm.

We were both breathing hard, I was delighted to have given her pleasure and she was pleased to have felt the pleasure. And as always, she surprised me.

- Now it's me. he spoke in a soft voice.

I sat down on the couch at her command, closing my eyes and groaning as I felt her soft lips covering my cock. The movements clearly inexperienced but that left me on the verge of premature ejaculation. I aided his head movements by biting my lips nearly tearing them off.

I couldn't come without first being inside her, pulling her up until she was straddling me. And then inch by inch I reached into her extremely tight, hot, wet interior. I could go crazy with pleasure and horny at that moment, I think I was already crazy.

She began to go down and up with precision. We don't take our eyes off each other and we move together, making the thrusts strong and delirious. I had never made love like that with a woman, it was frightening for me to have to see this girl suffer, that was the end for me. I knew some things she'd been through and I couldn't make it any worse.

However, I knew I was very wrong to be there inside her, making love to her so hot. Was this or was this not a wordless illusion?

I was all wrong. Lost.

Slowly the moans were intensifying giving way to our release of pleasure, I came inside her without caring about the consequences, I confessed I was irresponsible. Lia had her orgasm so intense that it was almost impossible to control the spasms of her body. My heart was so fast making me discover that the beats were different, that something changed in me that day.

I shouldn't have let it happen. I shouldn't have fallen in love, it shouldn't have happened the first time, I shouldn't have taken her virginity. I shouldn't have given the slightest hope I did even without wanting to. It shouldn't, because what I would have to do in the future would be terrible.

And even for a few minutes, she would suffer.