Chapter 20 days
Creed POV
I watched closely as Rizden slept soundly next to me. After our conversation last night my siblings told me they would help Rizden especially Van.
I parted the hair that was blocking Rizden's face and looked at her gentle face.
I can't lose this woman. If the only way for her to live long was to be a vampire like us I would.
I looked at Rizden's neck.
"When a pure vampire bites the neck of a person mixed with affection, this person will become a vampire."
I remember what Fin told me. I’m not a pure vampire, I’m a vampire mixed with a wolf.
"Creed ..." I turned my gaze to Rizden who was still blind. I felt her holding my hand that was hugging her.
"Have you seen me yet?" I asked. She slowly opened her eyes. She smiled and shook her head.
"No." she replied. Suddenly my tears welled up.
"Creed I don't want to be here." She says.
"Where do you want? I'll take you." I said.
“I want to be in a paradise.” She said.
“Let’s take you there now.” I said.
"Do you want to tell me something Creed?" She asked stopping me.
"N-nothing." I replied.
She nodded then closed her eyes again.
"I've changed my mind. I just prefer to sleep." She said.
"Rizden ...."
"How long will you keep me?" She asked.
"I know after two days I will die." She said so I stared at her face.
She was close -eyed and it was as if she just didn't have what she found out.
"I want my coffin to be Floral white, I'm dressed in black and I want to wear red lipstick when I'm inside the coffin."
“What are you saying Rizden?” I asked. I saw the smile on her lips.
"My brother ..... When I'm gone, I hope you take care of him." She said.
"Rizden that's right, no ... You can't be lost." My tears immediately flowed.
She opened her eyes.
"We'll make a way for you not to get lost do you understand?" I asked and wiped the tears that dripped from my eyes.
She smiled.
"Why? .... Why don't you want me to lose Creed?"She asked.
"Because ... Because when you're gone, who will be my secretary? Then I don't want to .... I don't want to take care of your brother." I lie. I still can't, I still can't admit to her how I feel. That I would dare.
"The doctor said ... Your cancer cells are bad but .... But I will make a way for you to live." I said and held her left hand.
"I won't let you get lost." With that I could see how her tears flowed in her eyes.
It was as if my heart was squeezing as I turned to look at her.
"There's no way Creed, no matter what chemotherapy is done to me I know I can't handle it." I shook my head.
"No, not Rizden ... There's still a way. My brother told me that your life can be shortened." I said.
She laughed.
"In what way?" She asked.
"When .... When you become a vampire like us." I replied. She was silent. The smile disappeared from her face.
"That's the only way Rizden ... That's the only way." I said and kissed her hand holding mine.
"Then why don't you make me a vampire now Creed?" She asked.
"I can't." I replied.
"I thought you didn't want me to disappear?" She asked.
"Yes, I don't want to lose you but ... I can't make you a vampire because ... I'm not a pure vampire Rizden, I'm a vampire mixed with Wolf." I said.
"And the only thing that can make you become vampire is a pure vampire who loves you." I added. She laughed.
"The opportunity doesn't seem to suit us Creed." She said.
"We'll do it another way. That's a promise." I said.
She held my hand that was holding her.
"In my estimation, I only have two days left before I die, right?" She asked
I stared at her face, she was losing hope.
“Do you trust me Rizden?” I asked.
She smiled.
"I have a lot of trust in you Creed." She replied causing my heart to beat faster.
I have a plan.
