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Lilian POV

Pain.

That is what I felt the moment my mate's large fanged teeth bit down on my neck, the feeling was so strong and filled with immense pain but it only lasted a mere second as the pain turned quickly to pleasure, almost instantly making me moan out and dig my nails into Demonia's back.

The shock of the sudden switch from pain to pleasure has my eyes rolling back into my head as I feel our mate bond deepening to the depths of our souls, I feel the connection clasp together, almost like Demonia was the missing piece to my soul and now it's complete, I feel at one with my mate.

I feel alive, we are bound together for life.

I feel his fanged teeth slowly leave my neck and the sensation of them leaving my neck sends a flutter throughout my body, the sparks igniting another flame inside of me, between my legs.

Demonia's touch is skilled and addictive, every inch of me he touches or brushes up against has me forgetting that we had only just met, he has completely swept me off my feet and impressively dropped me on my back, in bed.

But I shamefully had hoped for this, one would be a fool to not be attracted to Demonia Black, not only is he devilishly handsome, he's thoughtful, serious and he is very direct. Things I am definitely not used to in a man.

All I have known are boys and stuffy old men around me, Demonia makes me feel special just from a simple glance, I am sure many have glanced his way since arriving here, but his eyes were solely focused on mine.

I feel him lean back from my shoulder and I open my eyes to see a sight I will never get used to. He has blood on his lips that has dripped to his chin, his white shirt is long gone and his chiseled chest is bare and shining from the moonlight, it makes his beautiful red glowing eyes do dangerous things to my heart.

I really want to run my fingers through his messy tousled hair, I wonder if it's as soft as it looks? I am envious of how easy he makes everything seem, such confidence is almost too much for me, any more and I won't be able to hold myself back, not even in public.

"Fuck, you taste too good." He huskily says as his tongue licks the bottom of his lips, his fangs and actions alone cause flutters between my legs and speed up my heart rate, he is such a beautiful man... I'm completely awestruck.

I have no idea what to say to such a man. My wolf desperately wants to shout it all out, I LOVE YOU, MATE ME. But I do not share her confidence, especially so close to an actual dangerously enticing man.

He spreads my legs as he smirks down at me with a look I can not place, it scares me that I am not scared of how he looks at me like he wants to consume me entirely until I am nothing but a mess on the bed.

I want it, I want to be a mess if it's him...

"Please..." I groan out shamefully as I bite my lower lip from ogling him.

His grin is smug as he stares down at me with such immense power. "Words, Lilian. I want to hear exactly what you want me to do..." He says slowly as he lifts my leg up, glancing at me with a knowing smirk. "..what do.." He licks my toe, causing me to groan out. "..you want." He says lowly and his voice causes butterflies in my stomach.

Wow... oh my..... moon goddess, give me strength!

I swallow my nervousness back. "I want you to.. touch me... more, here.." I say shyly as I feel my face grow warm from the way he intensely looks at me like he can see right through me.

His smirk is scary but I find its making the flutters inside of me deepen. "Lift your ass." He says,demandingly, causing my nerves to spike at what is going to happen.. it's finally here, I'm going to have sex, with none other then my mate, the most handsome, sexy and devilishly alluring man possibly alive.

I lift my ass as told and he rips the undergarments off me in a single motion, immediately throwing them across the room, I watch completed fixated on his next move as Demonia pushes the blanket off him whilst his large hand is holding onto his very large length.

It's intimidatingly big, really big infact, I couldn't even fit my hand around his impressive size, it's thicker then my arm and bigger then anything I could ever imagine, I begin to wonder if he is real and I am not having a really shameful dream.

I drink him in and admire his body, he is completely out of this world..

Demonia still have my blood on his face and if anything, it should make him look terrifying but it doesn't, I feel my wolf and I agree that red is definitely his color, he swallowed a piece of me and knowing that he has a part of me in him.. wow...

But I know it doesn't end there, next he will have.. a very large part... of him in me.

His rough hand touches my pussy and I moan out unexpectedly, causing him to smirk ardently at me. "No backing out now sweetheart, this is only the beginning." He says staring into my eyes as he begins to stroke his impressive length as he shoves fingers inside of me.

"Nggghhhh!" I cry out as the pain becomes too tense to keep my voice silent.

I don't know how many are inside me but it hurts, it hurts so much, my eyes are blurry and tears fall from my eyes, he is punishingly teasing me as he pushed them in deep, so deep I feel every inch of his fingers choked tightly against the walls of my pussy. "P-Please, it hurts..!" I beg, gripping the bed as I bite my lip, tears falling from my eyes.

He begins to move his fingers slowly out of me and I begin to feel a little better, until he pumps them back into me, causing me to cry out, yet again, begging him as I begin to moan out, the pain slowly making me enjoy it, and I cant believe my first time is like this, rough and no mercy.

It's too much, but I strangely crave more, I want him to do whatever he wants to me.

I hear him chuckle out. "You are such a dirty girl, look how wet you are.. like a whore, tell me mate, do you like it rough?" He whispers out darkly, the huskiness in his voice makes me clench around his fingers as I feel a blush rise to my face.

He begins to pump into me harder and it becomes too much to bare as I cry out whilst moaning from the sparks of his fingers, the mate bond making it impossible to hate this as my toes curl from the intensity rising.

I have never felt like this before, his fingers are torturous but addictive, I'm terrified of myself and then again, I wanted this, I wanted him.

I open my eyes and see he is bigger than before, if that is even possible, the more I glance at it, the wetter I become, Demonia can sense this as his smirk turns serious as he removes his fingers from deep inside of me.

His eyes never leave mine as he brings his fingers to his blood trained mouth, he wraps his tongue around his fingers and my stomach clenches as my pussy flutters.