Twenty-five

The rule is two to not die and the maximum is five to not become a hungry and uncontrollable animal. In the first three days, not even the slightest bit went down my throat, but on the fourth, I managed to clear the entire stock.

My luck is that Vincent didn't tell his master about this.

"One more, just one more and I swear I'll stop!" - I talk to myself opening the fridge for the eighth time.

While I was committing a crime in the kitchen, that door, that damned door they wouldn't let me through, was staring at me like I was a living being.

I swore there was a light above it, that stole my attention influencing me to do wrong things.

"—Never go through that door!"

On the day Benjamin came through that door, even with my thoughts filled with curiosity, I didn't question him about that strangeness. He had said that he heard us from a hallway, a hallway that no one would have guessed existed inside a kitchen behind a glass door. I spent the whole day with that in my head, until I noticed that outside the house, there were ventilation grids scattered throughout the garden that connected an air conditioning unit.

"I looked for the font for hours and couldn't find it!"

There was no place in that house that had a ventilation pipe, or anything that would explain that air device. The house itself was already too cold to need air conditioning, which led me to walk through that door. The problem is that when I put my hand on the doorknob, Vincent came in with a panicked expression on his face, scolding me for any action I had taken to go the other way.

"I promised not to go, but now it's impossible to resist!"

I get closer to the glass, fantasizing about that magic light calling my name. The closer I got the more my fingers itched.

- What are you doing?

"CUM!"

I spin to the entrance with a jump, my body cold and my eyes red.

- You scared me! - I say next to the glass.

Longing. He only realizes this suffocating feeling he never imagined existed inside him, when he sees me in the kitchen and gets a pang in his chest.

- Now arrived? - I ask going to throw the blood bags in the trash.

I was sure I was going to get a scolding, a very well given scolding. I hadn't cleaned up my mess above the sink and to make matters worse I was caught doing something stupid.

— Yes... -is calm, watching my distress.

When I pass in front of the large mirrored electric oven, I come across my round breasts, seeing that I was still wearing sweatpants and a lacy bra.

"My God!"

I have my back to him, stuck in front of the oven not knowing what to do.

— Get up! -he spoke. - Then I'll come up to talk to you!

I don't look at him, I don't even argue, I just run out of the kitchen and up the stairs like a madwoman.

"It's every shame I go through..."

I throw myself on the bed, immersed in the humiliation I just went through. With the house empty, I allowed myself the luxury of going downstairs with a bra without fear of being seen or spoken to. It was impossible to imagine that after almost seven days, Benjamin would appear just when I decided to step out of line.

The pillows around me were tired of getting punched whenever I used them to vent my anger. That whole room was upside down with messy blankets and fallen sheets. There had become my nest and I refused to undo the mess that made me comfortable.

"I see you really liked it here!"

I sit up in bed scared, seeing him standing in front of the bed.

"Fuck, why do I never hear him coming?"

I pull the blanket in front of my chest, sitting in the middle of the mess facing him.

"You were quick in the kitchen!" - I comment trembling with fear.

He looks me in the eyes, the same red eyes I was too weak to control, and then he looks at my hand in front of my chest, which is shaking as it covers me. His silence starts to poke at a part of me that makes me turn into someone else. A person who was unable to deal with anxiety whenever he arrived by surprise.

That's when, bothered by what he was seeing, he comes towards me with that screaming body of his, which covered my views. Every step he took made my insides scream. It wasn't fear, it wasn't desire, it was just anxiety crushing me for not knowing what was going to happen.

- It's okay... -he said taking his hand to mine, at the same time he sat down on the mattress. -You don't have to hide from me!

Gradually I open my hand, letting the sheet reveal my bra.

— Forgive me for the horrible things I said to you that day! - he asked all calmly, showing his regret inside his eyes. -I should have said what really worried me and -

— You don't need to explain yourself... - I say touching his fingers on top of the blanket.

His blue runs towards my hand, watching my fingers encircle a small part of his large palm.

"Where have you been all this time?"

I had no right to ask that, but those days without him were the worst days of my life.

- Why do you want to know?

My expression changes immediately, causing my hand to curl up in apprehension.

"The rudeness will begin!"

— Mila! -he looks for my fingers again. -That's not what I meant!

— I know you don't owe me an explanation about your life, Benjamin! - I say pulling my arm.

I unfold my legs in order to get up and move to the edge of the bed wanting to get out of that hell of a room. Unusually, Benjamin's strong and muscular arms pass in front of my belly, circling my waist until I return to my back on the mattress. I'm taken aback by his attitude, feeling his knees sink into the foam as he stands between my legs, his entire frame above my body and his arms encircling me at the sides.

- Now I can talk? she asked above me.

— P-can... -whisper.

— I traveled for work and took the opportunity to resolve some financial disputes. -he explains exhaling heat.

- Okay... -I say sighing with him on top of me.

"But why did you want to know where I was?"

“N-nothing!

- Mila... -he knows I'm lying.

"You didn't call me, you didn't talk to me...

— I don't need to call you if I already know how you are!

"What?"

- As?

— I feel you... -he said, lowering his eyes to the middle of my breasts.

"I..." I hesitate to speak. -I missed you...

His eyes quickly return to mine.

- What did you say?

Your heart. I listen to his heart. What I said made his heartbeat quicken.

I rest my elbows on the bed and lean towards him watching his eyes follow me closely. I stay just inches from his lips and he doesn't pull away, showing no sign of my actions.

- I missed you! - I answer giving a light peck on her mouth.

I could feel his breath against my mouth, see how aroused he was just by feeling my soft lips touch his.

"Mila..." His voice trails my name, coming out almost in a whisper.

I place my hand on his chest pulling his body away from mine until I have my legs free. I push him away and with a light push I make his back hit the bed, at the same time I encircle his hips with my thighs sitting on top of him.

- What are you doing? - she asked giving sighs of desire.

- You do not want me? - I say whispering.

"I want..." he breathes. -But you know I can't!

- Okay... - I agree with her will, taking my hands to the clasp of my bra, freeing my excited breasts.

I throw the bra on the floor and then return with my hands to my own body, caressing my breasts and squeezing my nipples, sitting on his lap.

Benjamin "Fuck!"

"You love to tease me!" -he glues his back to the mattress and rubs his face with his hands, doing everything to control himself.

— Benjamin... -I lay my body over his, going up to his ear.

"We are not alone-"

- I don't call! - whisper nibbling his ear. -Please... -I beg with my breasts touching him.

“Why do you have to be so stubborn?

It starts to piss me off, especially since he was the one who started teasing me. It was always like that, I was quiet, he arrived and then ran away.

- It's OK! I pull away from his mouth, returning to sit on his lap.

"I want you Mila, I really do and you know it, but we've already talked about -

"Enough Benjamin!" - I interrupt him. -If you don't want to eat me, I can find someone who wants to!

The second I say that getting off him, his eyes fire and his hands brutally grab my arm.

- What did you say? -he's rude staring at me like he's never faced before. -Would you have the courage to have sex with someone you don't know?

- Let me go! -command.

- Responds!

— I'm tired of your games, I'm not going to wait for you to decide what you want while you play with me!

“Isn't it clear that I'm crazy about you, dammit?

"Then why all this trouble?"

— I would eat you a thousand times Mila, if it didn't put your life in danger!

"There's no one here for you to be worried about right now!"

- You will never understand!

"Go to hell, Benjamin!" I say with a jolt, getting up from the bed.

- So as to! He gets up from the mattress trying to touch me.

"I should never have let you near me!"

I walk away, but he insists on coming back looking for my arm.

- Let's talk!

- FOR! - I scream turning my face with the red arc inside my eyes.

"You're already losing control!" -he sees my animal side reveal itself. -Please, let's talk.

— I only open my mouth to speak now when I'm cumming on a really nice dick!

- Enough!

The veins on your arms become very bulging, your fair skin flushes with rage, and your fists clench in rage. The decent man who takes his role as a friend so seriously ends up evaporating when the one I wanted so much shows himself before my eyes.

Benjamin takes my body with surreal ease, lifting me over his shoulders until he throws me on the bed. He stops in front of me and undoes button by button on his shirt, looking at me with overwhelming surrender.

— If I hear you say one more time that you're going to go to another guy, I swear that... -he takes a deep breath, suppressing his anger.

I watch him lying there wishing he would invade me soon. His rough hands are in charge of pulling my sweatpants leaving me only in my panties on the covers, then they grab my ankles and drag me on the bed opening my legs for him.

"I don't want you to be afraid of me!" -he says that, at the same time he kisses my skin until he reaches my thighs.

"I-I don't have…" I say starting small moans.

"I'll prove you don't need anyone but me!"

This should freak me out, but instead I just focus on the intensity with which he pushes my panties to the side, placing wet kisses on my privates.

"Cum..."

His tongue touches my sensitive spot and starts sucking me very willingly.

"I-this..." I moan, clutching the sheets.

He was big, much bigger than me. His black hair was caught between my fingers as he wet me more and more with his saliva. The way his muscles showed when he sucked me and the way he stretched his other arm to take my breasts, made me ecstatic.

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