Chapter 1066: Autistic Huo Shao, Love Lumao (42)
Chapter 1066 Autistic Huo Shao, Love Lumao (42)
As for the possibility of falling asleep there for a while, it must be because he has not slept well these days and is too tired.
After entering the room, he wanted to go straight to the familiar big bed.
But the ghost awkwardly opened the bedside table.
When he saw a brown-skinned diary in it, he hesitated for a moment, but quietly took it out.
\'I just want to get to know her, not to peek. \'
stared for ten minutes, Huo Sihan finally stretched out his sinful hand and opened the brown leather cover.
A line of beautiful words come into view...
【June 6th: I got married today. Looking at the red book in my hand, I can’t believe it.
It was quiet around, I was sitting on the bed, very nervous, but thinking of my mother in the hospital, I had the courage again. 】
【June 13th: The people of the Su family lied to me. They said it was just a normal marriage, but I vaguely felt wrong. 】
【June 20th: Mom was very angry today because she knew that I married into Huo’s family just to get the Su family to pay for her treatment. 】
【June 26th: On the twentieth day of arriving at Huo’s house, he came back, but he was still very indifferent, and he didn’t even say a word to me.
I finally confirmed the guess in my heart, this is a marriage that does not favor me.
But this is the end of the matter, I can only go forward, my mother is still in the hospital. 】
【July 3rd: I thought about it for a whole week, but decided to try to save this marriage, even though it didn't start well. 】
【July 8th: I think my previous ideas were too naive. 】
【July 20th: Forget it, so be it, at least mom can survive, and being alive is the most important thing. 】
【August 10th: The second uncle called today.
I finally realized how awkward I was in Huo’s family.
I am in a bad mood, maybe I should drink something sweet, so I don’t feel so bitter. 】
【August 29th: Uncle called today.
When my father died in a car accident, I knew that the world was dark.
Today I finally know how cruel a human heart can be. 】
【October 1st: The streets are very lively, but I think they are far away from me. Sometimes, I really want to find a place where there are no people, live alone, without having to deal with complicated human feelings. 】
【December 5th: Today is my birthday, but I am not happy at all, I can even say that I am in a terrible mood.
The world is too dirty, I sometimes think, it’s better to leave, but I still have a mother. 】
……
Looking at those words with faint helplessness towards life and disappointment in this world, Huo Sihan's heart seemed to be pierced by a needle.
It hurts.
It hurts like never before.
Sliding through her mind, the scene of a little person lying pale on the hospital bed.
I imagined that it was such a small person, but when no one knew it, he was alone and strong to face all the injustices.
Facing the indifference and ignorance that he brought to him, he was clearly sad, but he had to pretend to greet others with a strong smile. Regret was like a tumbling wave that instantly drowned him.
Although he didn't like her much before, he actually didn't hate her.
He just got used to not getting too close to anyone, and he was used to not giving anyone a chance to hurt himself.
Unexpectedly, it was his instinctive avoidance that caused her huge harm.
If... If he can at that time, give her a little more care, even if it is a word...
Maybe, maybe she won’t be so hard, she won’t be so sad.
However... there is no if.
Covered the diary lightly, put it back, Huo Sihan lay down on the European-style bed.
The familiar smell surrounded him again.
(End of this chapter)
