Chapter 3045: Is this mouth smeared with poison? (61)
Chapter 3045 Is this mouth smeared with poison? (61)
To say something cold-blooded, he doesn't care about these, even if it is his own life.
It seems that he was born a monster with no feeling. He doesn't know why he wants to live, and what is the advantage of being alive.
He just lives with the flow, and doesn’t want to compete with others at all.
Before the age of sixteen, everyone thought he was stupid, that he was moderate. In fact, it was just that he didn't bother to play with them little tricks that were not lethal.
All these changes started when he had a nightmare one night when he was over fifteen years old.
In his dream, he felt that he had fallen into a huge black vortex, spinning in it endlessly. It was dark in front of him, and his legs could not touch the ground. At the same time, a woman's ruthless words kept echoing in his ears.
After waking up from the dream, he only remembered the sentence, "In my heart, you are nothing." He can't remember the others, but he can clearly feel the kind of being abandoned, like a heart-wrenching pain. feel.
It made him wonder if he would just die like this.
This is the first time that he has experienced intense mood swings like everyone else, and it is also the first time that he has experienced a strong emotion.
Whether it is love, hate, or resentment.
For the first time in his life, he felt that he was actually the same as others.
Life suddenly became different, as if on a grayish-white scroll, a different color was suddenly drawn across.
Although he was so uncomfortable after waking up from the dream, he was as ecstatic as a treasure.
I thought that it was just a dream, it was not a strange thing, after all, everyone would dream.
However, he has been so attracted since then, almost as soon as he fell asleep, he would have this dream.
At the beginning, he was very happy. Every time he went to sleep, he fell asleep like a pilgrimage.
But after a long time, his body was obviously affected, and his personality became extremely irritable.
Later, he didn't dare to fall asleep easily anymore, at least he didn't dare to let himself go to deep sleep. Over time, he began to have sleep disorders.
The more he can’t sleep well, the more irritable his temper is, and the more irritable he is, the more he can’t sleep well, which has become an endless loop again.
The people in the family who came up to trouble him, or who made him feel upset, were all silently killed by him in various ways.
And he, for no reason, became the power of the Cen family’s generation.
His so-called father was sent to Africa by him. As for his mistresses, all of them were packaged and thrown out of the family by him.
His grandfather, who has always been aloof, did not know how to cultivate his mind when he was old. He was in a bad mood and couldn't control his emotions. He raised his blood pressure and had a cerebral hemorrhage.
Well, you have to surrender when you are old. No matter how much you toss, can you survive the years?
His young grandson did nothing, he himself was old.
Dreaming as soon as I fell asleep, causing severe migraine headaches and sleep disturbances. Such days have lasted for twelve years. All scientific methods have been thought of, but they are useless.
His sister suggested to find a monk in the temple to see, so he went back to the country.
Of course, he didn’t believe in any high monks. He just stayed bored. He wanted to walk around and inspect the domestic subsidiaries by the way.
On the second day of returning to China, he did not have time to find the monk before he met her.
There are many small alleys in Haishi, extending in all directions, like spider webs. He got lost.
Walking around in an old community for a long time, but did not go out.
(End of this chapter)
