Chapter 3189: Oh, it's useless to act like a baby (90)

  Chapter 3189 Oh, it's useless to act like a baby (90)

Wu Haishan gently stroked her hair and sighed helplessly: "Yani, when your sister looked down on me, I sweared at that time that I will let you live a good life with my own hands. .

  Give you and our children a bright future, give you the best life, and let your sister admire me, but later I learned that reality is far more cruel than I thought. "

   "In the past six months, the pressure has been too great, and my temper is getting worse and worse. Sometimes I will be anxious, but please believe me, I am really unintentional."

   "In fact, the more this is the case, the more I hate myself, my incompetence, and my inability to give you the best life, and make you suffer so much with me."

"You said that I always drink and come back so late. In fact, it’s just because I feel too uncomfortable and I don’t want to come back and send the fire to you. I want to keep all my troubles outside. Unfortunately, I don’t If you didn’t do it completely, it still hurt you."

  Wu Haishan spoke affectionately and touchingly, his eyes were red and the corners of his eyes were wet with tears.

When he first came, he was indeed full of hope and enthusiasm. He believed that with his education and abilities, he would definitely be able to make a fortune here soon, so when his parents, siblings and siblings wanted to stay together, he did not object. .

  After marrying Su Yani was hindered, after her sister objected, his self-esteem was indeed hurt a bit, but this did not make him negative, on the contrary, it stimulated his motivation to try to climb up.

  It was the unsatisfactory job hunting, and then reluctantly entered the current factory. After entering the factory, he was ostracized and ridiculed. The accumulation of blows made him finally recognize the cruel reality.

  He had indeed hated his incompetence time and time again, and he had indeed worried about Su Yani, not wanting to show her bad side in front of her, so he went home as late as possible.

  But later, after meeting Zhuzhu, he suddenly didn't want to stick to it like this anymore. He wanted to take a simpler shortcut. He wanted too much to succeed, and too eager to succeed.

  He wants to live a good life with his parents who have worked hard all his life. He wants his younger siblings to live a good life with him. He also wants the woman Su Xiaomei who looked down on him to take a good look. She was blind.

  Su Yani did not expect that he would cry, and she was a little at a loss, "Haishan...I...I don't blame you."

Wu Haishan wiped the corners of his eyes and put her in his arms: "But the more you don't blame me, and the better you are to me, the more I feel guilty and feel that I am not a human being. How can I get angry at you when you are pregnant? Do you harm you by talking nonsense?"

   "And... and I did something that even I can't forgive myself, I... the ring I gave you back is fake, I carefully selected it in the boutique."

"I wanted to be with you so much. I wanted to marry you so much. I wanted to give you a beautiful wedding. I wanted you to marry me happily like other girls. Other girls have , I also think you have..."

  Wu Haishan suddenly hit his head with his fist, as if a beast struggling, his eyes were wet and he kept blaming himself.

   "But I'm useless, I can't do it, I can only sneak around the boutiques in the city ridiculously, to pick a cheap ring that I think is beautiful and special, but can't hide it in any way."

  (End of this chapter)