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I don't know how to help myself up to the balcony, and his hawal around my waist is like I'm going to separate from him.

He was smiling, but his smile was tinged with pain. I don't know, I caressed his cheek until I caressed his lips.

"Smile, emon," I said, and he smiled loosely, touching both cheeks as if shivering.

My heart beats so fast, and it feels like I am flying. I first try to put aside my anger and choose to be happy. Even now, I feel like I will lose everything in one wrong move and I don’t want that to happen.

He said, "Don't frown, the baby will infect you later." He then pinched my nose lightly and hugged me from behind while he sang a song I didn't know.

It's nice to feel this way. What if he doesn't take advantage of me, and I'm normal from the beginning, and there's no problem?

"Emon," I called, and leaned my head on his shoulder and took a deep breath.

"What is that blow?" he asked. Then I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. As if I was softening and my breath was being drawn

Everything is normal if we meet at the perfect time. You know that the situation and circumstances are not like this, "he tightened his grip on my hand and kissed the side of my head and caressed my shoulder.

For me, the time and opportunity for us to meet is perfect, so I hope you don't think that what happened to us was bad. Even if there was a part that wasn't really, let me not worry. Happy memories will replace all the bad events, "he said, and my tears fell as I stared into the distance and the crowded backyard of this house.

I'm still really lucky. Because somehow, I leaned in even though what happened to us wasn’t really right.

But do you think everything is right? I asked and she just stopped caressing and took a deep breath before I was blinded by the wind. My hair stood on end with a warm wind blowing on my neck and I tightened my grip on the railing and his hand that was already on me. and caring for it.

Even though I'm confused, there are parts that say I did the right thing, and there are also parts that say it was wrong because I took advantage of your weakness instead of helping you, right?" I nodded, and he laughed before turning a blind eye.

You know that I will blow everything for you, so please. Don't drive me away from you. I'm sorry that I took advantage of your weakness, but the formation of our child I will never regret because that was the right decision I made in my whole life. No matter what happens, I never thought it was a mistake. "I turned to him before I hugged him tightly. I was a very bad mother to my son because when I first found out, I wanted to lose him to me.

But now, especially since he said that, I don't want to release my son anymore and I can see my life with him.

Especially since the one who gave me the child is the woman I love the most, so I have nothing more to ask for. You haven't completed all my prayers, "he said, then I nodded. His hand was not fixed behind me because as he caresses it, he feels good. It's like he's calming me down and he's doing it right.

"I know that I'll do everything for you," he whispered, then I nodded while hugging him and I felt like he was smiling now.

"Anything for my Queen?" he said, then broke away with a hug from me and stared at me while smiling. His breathing was very gentle, relieving the problem.

He changed our position and he is now leaning on the railings. He is still smiling at me and the way he is staring is really melting. He also made my heart beat faster and pulled the strand of my hair to the back of my ear, where his breath now became rough.

"I love you, my blew," he said, then I touched his nape with something wet to win me over, and when I looked at it, I seemed to soften where I was standing, and he rested his head on my shoulder.

"I love you so much, blow, I love you so much," he said. My tears came one after another and I cried one after another for help.

Julian stood there, holding a handgun and smiling at me.

Why do I feel like I’m going to explode in a rage and my hand is bent?

My tears came next when ejiq and emon's uncle came. I was confused as they carried emon down to take him to the basement of their house. I didn't ask why because I went straight outside to see if Julian was still there. He was no longer there and there were men following me and watching over me.

"What happened to Blo?" They asked as my tears were flowing no longer felt the flow on my cheeks, my hand was shaking, there was blood on my palm and my eyes wanted to close.

"I saw Julian. He's the one downstairs when Emon and I changed seats." I explained as his uncle gestured with his hand and the man cut his chin and they took me to the basement. There was a woman supporting me downstairs and rubbing my hand with blood.

...

2 months later,

I was still kneeling at the altar while praying fervently when I felt a small movement in my womb, and I just smiled.

Two months ago, when Emon went comatose, they weren't telling me what was really going on with Emon. I was just holding on to one. She will wake up, I'm sure.

I slowly went down to the basement where their cousin, who is a doctor and serves as a doctor at their HQ, is.

"You were able to rest, you blew, you know your baby is not well when you don't follow your instructions," he said and stroked my stomach.

"First grandson of the elder," he explained, and I smiled.

"What, how is emon? When will he wake up? " I asked and the smile disappeared from his lips. His lips became a line and he averted his eyes.

He said, "We still don't know when he will wake up. The doctors I know also looked at him and said the same thing." He said, "Then stroked my back to greet me again." My tears flowed again.

I want him to wake up.

"Don't despair," he said, then I hugged him and entered the room where Emon was.

The volume was attached to him and something was also placed in his mouth and in his hand with dextrose inserted.

I sat down and stroked his hand. They said the coma could hear what we were saying even though this was his situation.

Wake up, emon, I've grown up. We stole our baby, "I said while caressing his right hand.

"The baby is starting to move in my stomach, you know, maybe he's looking for you," I laughed, kissing his hand and closing my eyes.

This is probably the most painful thing that has happened to me.

"Promise, when you wake up, I'll marry you." I said, then cried even more and broke my heart.

I love you too. I'm really crazy. I fell for my rapist, "I said, then stared at his face.

Didn't you say you'd do everything just to make me happy? Please just wake up. That's what will decide for me, emon, nothing else. "Then I stood up and slowly approached his face to give him a kiss on the forehead and say goodbye.

I always want to be by her side, but I can't because I'm pregnant and it's for my health.

I wiped all my tears before leaving, and there was Ejiq, standing and playing with his gun.

"Your best friend won't really touch you." He joked and walked with me.

"What do you mean?" I asked, from Sya Ngumisi.

"We caught Julian coming here. Wanna play?" He asked, then pointed the gun at me, and without hesitation, I accepted it and followed him.

I swear, I'll kill her until the last bullet. There's a gun I can handle.

Damn, I'm excited. Finally, we can see what Khalil tried to hide, "he said when he opened the door and there was a woman tied there, while the other room had a glasswall where Emon's uncle was standing.

Without saying a word, I pulled the gun and pointed it at Julian.

"I'd love to punish you so badly," I said, and smiled.