Chapter 3070: self-abasement

Dong Siyue also persuaded: "Qingqing is right, you are only in your early thirties, you have a decent job, you have a postgraduate degree, and your appearance is not bad. You can definitely find a good man, better than that **** Yu Shaoning."

Lu Ziqun shook his head, distrusting himself: "How can I be so good, I'm not good-looking, I'm not a native of Pingjiang, and I don't have a house. Which good man will want me, and it's more tiring to marry a bad one."

It's better to live by Yu Shaoning, the big deal is just a partner, Yu Shaoning maintains her dignity, she just lives a single life, doesn't spend Yu Shaoning's money, and doesn't care about his business.

Ye Qingqing frowned. Lu Ziqun was much more inferior than when she was in school. Lu Ziqun was confident and enthusiastic in the past, but now she has an inferiority complex in her bones. I don't know what she has experienced these years.

"Ziqun, you used to be a confident and sunny squad leader Lu, and you are not afraid of difficult things. Why are you so timid now?"

"Yeah, you've become too much. Before, you couldn't rub the sand in your eyes, but now you can still endure your husband's cheating." Dong Siyue said more seriously, really didn't understand Lu Ziqun's thoughts.

Lu Ziqun laughed at himself, "I didn't have self-knowledge before, but after I entered the society, I realized how stupid I was. Don't look at me as a graduate student or a university teacher, but in the eyes of many people, I'm nothing, just a little boy. The girl from the county town is still not good-looking. She has no money, no house and no help. Local men look down on me, and people from other places dislike me and can’t help him. Hehe… I’ve been afraid of blind dates all these years, and I’m really tired. "

When she was a graduate student, she only focused on reading and did not listen to things outside the window. After graduation, she stayed in school to work. She was not too young, so she began to think about lifelong events. Colleagues and friends were enthusiastic to introduce her, both local and non-local. She went on a blind date, but the reality gave her a severe whiplash.

Men with better local conditions, even if their education is lower than her, do not look down on her ordinary appearance, feel that she is too old-fashioned, and can't act like a spoiled child. Even when they are on a blind date, she can feel the other party's disgust.

The local men who saw her were not in good condition, the house was a pigeon cage, the education was only a junior college, and the job was not satisfactory. They did not despise her, but Lu Ziqun despised them.

After being beaten many times, Lu Ziqun stopped dating local men. She relaxed her requirements and found a man from a foreign country, a highly educated man who worked in Pingjiang like her.

But she thought very well, but the reality still gave her a heavy whip, and those men also looked down on her.

Because she is not a native of Pingjiang, has no house, is alone in Pingjiang, and has no help, those outsiders just want to find a local girl in Pingjiang, even if the education is lower, so that they can save thirty years of struggle.

Lu Ziqun sighed, "You don't know, after graduating from graduate school, I dated more than thirty times, sometimes ten times a month, and each time it wasn't satisfactory. I don't look down on it. Although there are some people who pursue me, they are all out-of-towners who are just as weak as me, and their appearance is really unsatisfactory. I'm not afraid of your jokes. I just want to find a good-looking one. , having children in the future can change genes, don't be ordinary like me."

Therefore, as soon as Yu Shaoning appeared, she married without hesitation.

There has never been such a good-looking man who has ever pursued her. Even if the other party is married for a second time, and he is not enthusiastic about her, even if he has no love in his eyes, she still married because he is good-looking and because Yu Shaoning can help her in her career.