Vol 4 Chapter 205: Missed

Feng Yiping’s physique, who is naturally afraid of the cold, made him put on his jacket as soon as he left the airport. The night before and yesterday, he was blowing on the roof of the building and blowing on the sea. When he returned to the capital, he would not dare to have such a leisurely feeling. .

In fact, the weather will be fine, the sun is bright, the sky is blue and the clouds are very light.

After more than ten years, at this time, this kind of weather, but one day or less, it will be another two months, and the hazy days will be normal.

Looking at the still green sidewalk trees on both sides of the road, looking away from home, no, getting closer and closer to the villa, Feng Yiping suddenly felt a feeling of walking with relatives.

This place where I have studied, worked, and lived for several years now feels less and less homeless.

Home, it can be in Feng Jiachong, where parents are, it can be in Silicon Valley, where Huang Jingping and Amanda are, or it can be in the house of Washington, Maling and Vincent.

But it's definitely not the place where I want to stay alone now, this place is now more and more like my own home.

The closer he got to the villa, he missed them more and more, and the lone geese who would stay in the desert and never want to go home.

"Uncle, will you take me to the Canton Fair next year?" My nephew Wen Hui did not understand Feng Yiping's feelings at this moment.

Like his elder brother, he has not been to the true South yet, especially when he heard that his brother also went to Hong Kong.

Hong Kong, which he has seen in so many movies and TV series, is also a place he longs for.

Owen quickly gestured to remind him to pay attention to the front.

"If you pass English, I will take you to America next month."

"Really? Don't worry, I promise," his mouth grinned to his ears.

It's great to be young! It's so simple!

This kid, eating a piece of fruit hard candy when he was young, could be silly for a long time. Now he is an adult, but he is still so satisfied. If he is like him, it will be much easier.

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However, in his eyes, the nephew who has not grown up and has been carefree, in fact still has his own troubles.

When he got home, Feng Yiping had just entered the study with his front feet, and he followed him with his back feet. After several times, he finally squeezed out a word, "Uncle, my dad, he is calling us. He wants to make a date and want to ask. Ask us for opinions,"

"Set a date?" Feng Yiping was taken aback, and then reacted after a while, "Your dad is making up his mind to start a family with someone again?"

As Feng Jiachong's life is getting better and better, not only Feng Jiachong's married young men and women are very popular in the past two years, but even widowers like Feng Huafu have become a sweet pastry in the eyes of many people.

The two children are already grown up, and the starting point is so high as soon as they start to work. One is driving Feng Yiping and the other is driving the female president of Jiasheng. Will you be worried about them in the future?

Not only will it not be the burden of the family, but it will be able to give back to the family forcefully. Feng Huafu, a bachelor who seems to be getting happier, is really the number one seed client in the eyes of the matchmakers in Sili Bacun.

No way, among those close to Feng Zhenchang and Feng Yiping, he is really the only one who is old enough and qualified.

Feng Yiping heard from his mother that since last year, his family was really busy. In the beginning, there were some divorced fathers and daughters, and now there are girls who have not been out of the cabinet.

Of course, when my mother said this, she was also very proud. She attributed all this to her son, not his son. How could everyone have such a good life? How can Wah Fu be so popular?

Is this really set?

Wen Hui nodded dullly when he heard Feng Yiping's words, "Well,"

"Sit down," Feng Yiping pulled him onto the sofa and sat down, "This is a good thing. I remember you and your brother agreed, but what's going on now?"

"I miss my mother," Wen Hui said with a cry.

This is really!

"When my mom left, I didn't remember anything,"

Not to mention him, his hard-tempered mother, Feng Yiping was not big when he drank pesticide and left.

"I only remembered her appearance by looking at her father's marriage certificate under the box, but whenever I think of her, as long as the word'mum' is mentioned, I feel very warm and relieved, just like when she was a child. Like me,"

"Close my eyes, I can still feel her, I always feel that she is not far away, looking at me, at that time, I always feel my heartbeat is connected to her, I am here, she is Over there,"

This is the so-called bloodline!

Wen Hui raised his sleeve and wiped his eyes, "Uncle, I only have one mother, and I won't call others mothers again,"

"I understand, I understand," Feng Yiping touched his head. These days, he shouldn't be left alone here.

There are some things, even without thinking, time and space are constantly separated.

In some positions, no one can replace it without discussion.

"It turned out that they asked me for my opinion, and I felt okay, but now, the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it is."

"I understand,"

Yes, there are many things, and they always have to come before they find it unbearable.

"Wenhui, don't be sad," Feng Yiping got up and poured him a glass of water. "Don't worry, no matter in your heart or in life, no one will force you to call someone else's mother."

"I also understand that at this time, you must miss your mother very much. In fact, it's not just you. Your brother is thinking of her, and your father must be thinking of her too."

"For so many years, it is not easy for him to pull you and your brother up alone, right?"

Wen Hui did not speak.

It seems that because of this, Feng Huafu is really angry.

"You are all grown up, and he is not young now. As an adult, a son, you must not only think about your mother, but also about your father."

"It is your responsibility to let your father live a good life in his later years, right?"

"Think about your father, not only is it not easy, but it's actually very pathetic, isn't it?"

"You and your brother are thousands of miles away from home now. Don't you worry about your dad at all? Don't you want someone around him who can care for him and take care of him for you?"

"I can take care of him, and we can make him live a good life," Wen Hui whispered.

"You, for example, your dad is sick now, it's a cold or fever. It's not a big deal. It's dizziness, fatigue, and can't cook. How can you take care of him? Go back right away? You can't do it, top Mostly make a phone call and ask the neighbor to take care of him, but how many times can the neighbor take care of him like this?"

"Even if you can do it, you'll rush back right away. Those minor problems are probably cured,"

"Even if you can do it, you have to get married after a few years. Is your wife guaranteed to do it?"

"There are some things you may not understand now, but after a few years, you will understand. After you become an adult, the one who can take care of you best can only be your significant other. In this position, no one can replace it."

"Didn't you think the same way before? It doesn't matter if you can't turn this corner for a while. You can disagree, but you'd better not disagree, okay? If you really don’t want to go back then, it’s okay. No one will force you,"

Feng Yiping believes that in this matter, it doesn't matter whether it is Brother Hua Fu or the one who decides to live with him, there should be such a mental preparation.

The two sons are now both young and old. They are both grown-ups. They have participated in the work, but now they are not big and they have not yet married. There are some things that can’t be turned around for a while. They can’t figure it out and can understand.

"Think about it. You don't need to follow me for these two days. You still work in the Pioneer Park. After two days, I will take you to see the Hongye of Xiangshan." Feng Yiping is also a little inexplicable now.

The nephew’s words also reminded Feng Yiping of a lot of thoughts, so when he and his nephew were eating at noon, he and his nephew were not very interested, so Wu Qian was also cautious with him. Only Owen was still heartless. It's so fun.

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Struggling to keep working in the office until 7 o'clock in the evening, Feng Yiping rarely worked overtime, and rarely lay in bed before 10 o'clock after dinner.

However, I couldn't sleep.

There are many kinds of constant misses in time and space, and there are more than one positions that cannot be replaced.

Whether it's with his eyes open or closed, Feng Yiping is thinking about the original things in his mind now, all of it, Zhang Yan.

What my nephew said seems to have opened a valve. In the past two years, because of guilt and thinking too much, I didn’t dare to think about it~www.wuxiaspot.com~ because I wanted to see too much, so I didn’t dare to see, so I never wanted to think about it. , The things and emotions that have been suppressed, all of a sudden pouring out, the waves are raging.

In my memory, scenes of the little things in ordinary days, the satisfaction that brought me, even all these achievements now, still cannot be replaced.

Even those quarrels before, now let him miss very much.

It turned out that the ten-odd years of being together reminds him of Zhang Yan, and he feels that blood is closely connected.

But paradoxically, what made him feel unable to face and unspeakable was that he now had two children, and these were also connected to him.

Before and now, it was equally difficult for him to give up. No, it was impossible to give up.

Once some gates are opened, it is difficult to close them again.

At more than 3 o'clock, Feng Yiping, who was still tossing and turning, simply put on a nightgown and went round the courtyard. At this time, he had never missed Zhang Yan so uncontrollably. ︽②miào︽②bi︽.*②阁︽②，

Similarly, at this time, he has never hesitated so much.

Why did Feng Yiping never look for Zhang Yan after traveling abroad for so long? Because he knew that this meeting was very important.

So he was very worried.

If this time the meeting did not achieve the desired effect, making things even more unmanageable, he could not bear the consequences!

It can also be said that he is running away.

However, there are some things that always have to be faced, and even after preparation, Feng Yiping also feels that it is impossible to prepare better.

He stopped, nodded to Wenhui and Owen who were standing in the yard without knowing when, and dialed Wu Qian's phone, "Notify the hosting company and apply for a new route with me as soon as possible. Tomorrow, the sooner the better, "