Vol 4 Chapter 209: Love is very important

"Are you okay?" Feng Yiping didn't care about Zhang Yan's resisting posture, and asked on the camel.

Before the leader of the camel let the camel sit down, he jumped off the camel's back again and walked towards Zhang Yan in sand-filled shoes, "Hungry, thirsty?"

"Have you brought water?" he asked Wang Minghai.

"I brought it," Zhang Yan took out a water bottle from his backpack. It was the one he gave it a few years ago.

It turns out that there is still reason, knowing that you need to bring water to such a place.

"Are you hungry? I heard that you didn't eat it in the morning or at noon."

"Can't eat, don't feel hungry," Zhang Yan shook his head.

"go back?"

She still shook her head.

"Wu Qian, go down, I will sit with her, do you have anything to eat? I am a little hungry,"

So he left a small pile of supplies in front of him, energy bars, chocolates, biscuits, beef jerky, apples..., and a perfect naan in a plastic bag, which was left behind by the camel leader.

"Don't eat it?" Feng Yiping split the naan into two halves, tearing apart the mustard roll that I didn't know who brought it with him, and quickly made a mustard roll. After a bite, he thought it was not bad.

The main reason is that after seeing Zhang Yan, my heart feels relieved and my stomach feels hungry.

"I have this," Zhang Yan stretched out his hand, holding two chocolate wrappers in his palm.

Feng Yiping was dumb, yeah, why should I worry about her being hungry?

To be honest, this is an authentic foodie. I don’t talk about other things. I remember one quarrel—why it was. I can’t remember the specific reason. Zhang Yan felt wronged that time and cried.

But the point is that when she was crying, she was still eating an apple.

After nibbling, he secretly put the nucleus on the table-this is the thing that impressed Feng Yiping the most, because the scene was very interesting.

Why is it sneaky? It may be because the nuclear was not thrown in the trash can, but on the table.

It may also be because she realized at that time that while she was so wronged that she was crying and crying, she also ate an apple by the way, which might greatly weaken her performance, so she acted surreptitiously, hoping Feng Yiping didn’t see this Thing, or ignore it.

This is enough to show that this is definitely not a guy who will be hungry.

Zhang Yan was also complaining about himself at this time, secretly hitting the extended right hand with his left hand.

Why did you show this to him so wickedly? Didn’t you say you ignored him?

"Just now you were sitting here, eating chocolate, watching us looking up and down the mountain?"

"I didn't look at that side, I looked at this side," Zhang Yan still held his hand and turned to his back. This side is the vast Gobi.

"It's spectacular, right," Feng Yiping said.

Zhang Yan did not speak.

"A place like this will immediately make you feel the vicissitudes of life, and let you deeply feel your insignificance and helplessness. In such a place, people will miss those who are very important to you more."

Feng Yiping took a sip of water and swallowed the last naan into his stomach, "For example, for me, that's you,"

This is the first time Feng Yiping clearly said this in front of Zhang Yan.

In the past, although two people understood each other's mind, they didn't make it clear, and they were still hazy.

Zhang Yan moved, but still did not speak. Then, he took a step to the side to change the distance between her and Feng Yiping from two positions to two half positions.

"I know that it was my fault. I didn't handle it properly, which led to the situation as it is now. So later, although there were more opportunities to meet you, I did not do that because I I don't dare to face you,"

"Hehe, in this world, now you are the only person I dare not face,"

Zhang Yan still didn't respond, only the wind passed through the wilderness, passing by the screams of the undulating sandy mountains, and there were murmurs of people over there chattering but unclear.

"Have you been to Mogao Grottoes?" Feng Yiping asked.

"I've been," after hesitating, Zhang Yan squeezed out two words.

"Do you believe in Buddha?"

There was no answer.

"I am definitely not a devout believer, I shouldn't be a believer in Buddhism, and I am not sure whether there will be an afterlife, but I seem to believe that there should be a past life,"

Feng Yiping took a bottle of mineral water and sat on the top of the sand mountain. No matter Zhang Yan did not respond, he continued his stand-up comedy to the end.

"Or, I believe, there are certain things, in the dark, there is indeed a certainty,"

"Remember me when we first met?" Feng Yiping asked.

Zhang Yan nodded imperceptibly.

"I remember very clearly," Feng Yiping said, "It was the eve of the Spring Festival in 1995. You wore a sky blue down jacket, a red woolen hat, cotton shoes, and a pair of gloves on your chest. It should be cold. Blowing, my face is a little red,"

"Your brother Zhang Hong, playing with the puppy in the roadside field,"

Zhang Yan finally couldn't help but glanced at him. To be honest, she didn't even remember these details at the time.

"Do you know how I feel when I see you? Inexplicably feel my heart beating very fast," Feng Yiping put his hand on his heart, "inexplicably excited,"

"Although it is the first time I saw you, I am also very sure that you are a person I am very familiar with, very familiar, but in fact, it is more than that. To be precise, it should be my relative and the most important in my life People,"

Zhang Yan turned his head to the side, but his heart jumped up.

When I first saw it, the most profound thing was this.

At that time, it was also inexplicable that Feng Yiping was very familiar with it, like her own relatives. She remembered that she would have asked her father if Feng Yiping was a relative of her family, and had she met before?

This is why, the first time she met, she accepted a gift from Feng Yiping-the backpack, and the set of stationery, water cups, hats, and walkman in it...

You know, she usually doesn't accept anything given to her by relatives like her uncle and others, or at least, she has to ask her parents for their opinions before making a decision.

Although I even had a text message exchange with Feng Yiping later, this feeling became clearer as I grew older.

So three years later, I saw Feng Yiping again and went out alone with him for the first time. This time she remembered clearly that it was in a park in the county.

On that day, in front of this person who had only met two sides, I was very at ease. I didn't feel unfamiliar at all. It felt like, as if I had been together all the time.

"Some books say that each of us is incomplete when we come to this world. We are always looking for our other half. From the moment I see you, I feel complete all at once, so I I'm sure right away, you are the other half I'm destined for," Feng Yiping finally picked up everything.

However, Zhang Yan became annoyed. In that case, why should you still find a girlfriend?

It doesn't matter if you find a girlfriend, this Zhang Yan can accept, men, men like him, how can they not fall in love a few times.

Furthermore, to tell the truth, although she must be somewhat hostile to Huang Jingping, after a few contacts, she reluctantly discovered that she was indeed a very outstanding and outstanding girl.

However, you even gave birth to a child!

What else Huang Jingping said to herself, "I know that the person in Yiping's heart is you all the time, so I won't marry him. It's only you who marry him."

what is this? Is it pity or charity? Or the mercy of the victor?

"I know what you are most worried about is me and Jingping. It's me. I really blame me. I didn't handle it well. But I really don't know how to deal with these things. You believe me, this is really no excuse. , In this respect, I am a mentally retarded,"

"Jingping had a good impression of me when I was in junior high school. Although I didn't say anything clearly, I was mainly afraid of hurting her. At that time, I thought that after the high school entrance examination, I would naturally part ways with her, and we will meet again later. There are few opportunities, and some things will naturally end without a disease."

"It was true at the beginning. After the high school entrance examination, I was in the city. She was in the county and had very little contact. However, after she graduated from normal school, she actually left the job assigned by the school and ran to the city to find me."

"I must be a little touched and feel responsible for her, so I let her stay in the city. Later, I found that I was also reluctant to bear her."

"Jingping actually always knew that there was someone in me. She didn't know that it was you until we were really together, that is, the year I was in my freshman year, so she took the initiative to meet you later."

Zhang Yan would naturally not have a good face, Feng Yiping raised his hand, "I know, I am not firm enough, I know I was wrong, but later, things just happened like that, it has already happened,"

"Naturally, I feel very sorry for you and dare not face you. I want to forget about you from now on, never contact you, and not delay your life. I tried very hard to do this."

"But, the harder you work, the more helpless you are. In the end, I have to admit that I am true and I can't do it anyway. I forgot about you."

Zhang Yan finally got the action and kicked both feet of the sand fiercely. Didn't his experience over the past few months prove this the same, the harder he worked, the more helpless he was?

"Jingping had already thought about giving birth to children, and I also liked children very much, so I agreed, but I really don't know what she would say to you that time."

"She really didn't mean anything else when she said that, just that she feels sorry for you and feels guilty,"

"Is this the ending you most hope for? Be with Jingping first, then marry me?" Zhang Yan asked with disdain.

"This," Feng Yiping laughed dryly, "To be honest, I really haven't thought about it like this before,"

"Who do you think you are? You are the richest man, so you have privileges?" Zhang Yan shouted.

"Why did you want to see me in the first place? Why did you want to call me later, caring about me, giving me gifts, and ordering food for me in a restaurant?..."

"Why do you want to provoke me? Why do you want me to have a good impression of you? Why do you want me to feel that you are the destined person in my life?"

These words, Zhang Yan must have thought about it for a long time.

"Why did you provoke me, and while you gave me hope, you were with Jingping? Why?" She cried in her words and sprinkled sand on Feng Yiping with her hands and feet.

"It's all my fault," Feng Yiping closed his eyes and sat there, letting the sand sprinkle on his head, face, and body~www.wuxiaspot.com~ It’s just that no matter how much I did wrong, I am now I understand one thing very well. In my whole life, it is impossible to live without you, and I will never accept that you are with others."

"Why? Why?" Zhang Yan clenched his fist and rushed over, but when his fist fell, it only fell on his shoulder and chest.

"Fight, as long as you relieve your breath, fight," Feng Yiping said.

Although he avoided the key parts, Zhang Yan's fist was really not light, but Feng Yiping felt a little relaxed, and he had a reaction. The more intense the reaction, the better.

If Zhang Yan is as indifferent as she was at the beginning, no matter what she said, that would be really troublesome.

After beating for about a few minutes, Zhang Yan sat down on the sand like a slack, burying his head in his knees with his hands, and sobbing, "Why are you provoke me? Why are you provoke me?..." ⑧±妙(.*)pen ⑧± Pavilion ⑧±, o

Just like a repeater.

After a while, she felt that her shoulder was touched, and she slapped her angrily, "Don't touch me,"

"Paper towels," she heard Feng Yiping say.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Feng Yiping crouching aside, holding paper towels and water in his hands, "Now we must add water in time,"

Seeing him like this, Zhang Yan suddenly sobbed harder. She was not crying for anything else, she was crying for her own failure.

This guy should be the one I hate the most. Why can't I hate it now? Can't you hate him when you see him? Even feel that those hatreds are far away now?

ps: Happy Mid-Autumn Festival, everyone! Thank you for your support, thank book friend Gazi for his generous rewards in 1973, thank book friend Qiu Zhiguang for uninterrupted every day, thank book friend Mingyue's father, and I will not give a name for his enthusiastic support and encouragement! thank you all!