Vol 5 Chapter 835: diffusion

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"I knew it not long after I knew Amanda," Zhang Yan didn't lie to her either.

Huang Jingping, who felt quite angry at first, turned out that she was the last person she knew. Hearing what Zhang Yan said, she suddenly felt a little hard to say.

Although there was no explicit statement between her and Zhang Yan, it turned out that there was still a tacit understanding, and giving birth to Amanda was an act of breaking this tacit understanding.

Similarly, after giving birth to Amanda, she hid it for a long time.

Zhang Yan could only hear the sound of pulling paper towels over there.

Alas, at the same time, the end of the world is degenerate!

"Jingping, you know, I don't have any position or qualifications to express my opinion on this matter, but, as an acquaintance, I think, as long as you think clearly, you will know what you should do."

Huang Jingping is now a little bit unconscious, otherwise, as far as Zhang Yan she knows is, she can say such a thing at this time, and she must have thought about this issue in her heart for a day or two.

"Which question must be clear first?" she asked.

"That is, do you love him? In other words, in the future journey of life, do you want to drift away from him, or do you want to continue to be with him?" Zhang Yan asked.

The reason why she can speak so smoothly about these questions is because during the period of self-exile, she thought about it many times, and she thought about it many nights.

I thought about the sea, thought about the mountains, thought about the sky, thought about the desert, thought about the grassland, thought about the city...

I couldn't sleep for a while, but fell asleep without knowing it....

After figuring out the problem of this outline, it is easy to determine the next course.

She believes that Huang Jingping will be able to figure this out sooner or later, but, relatively speaking, her current **** is greater than that of herself, so she is under greater pressure and, therefore, is also hit harder.

She heard silence over there.

She understands that for Huang Jingping, the answer to this question does not need to be thought of. The key to the question is how to convince herself, accept such a fact, and how to make herself so tolerant.

The song sings, "The person I love the most hurts me the most," while saying that is very reasonable, it also expresses its helplessness.

Often, even if he or she hurts you the most, he or she is still the person you love most.

Therefore, for Huang Jingping at this time, the biggest problem was how to turn a corner: when I was so painful that I was so heartbroken that I couldn’t breathe, and I wanted to stab him a few times with a knife (perhaps, click with scissors) Just a moment?), you have to think about how to forgive him.

At that time, under the premise of understanding this, it took nearly a year to barely turn this corner.

Don't know how much time she needs? It's just a combination of various circumstances, it should be impossible for her to spend so long to spend.

"As long as you think about this issue clearly, the other issues are technical issues, what do you think?" Zhang Yan said.

There seemed to be completely silent, Zhang Yan called out, "Hello? Are you still listening?"

no response.

After asking again, Huang Jingping finally spoke, her voice erratic, "I am,"

"So, I personally think that in such a situation, if you separate for a period of time, it's okay. If he will still dangle in front of your eyes every moment, your anger will gather more and more. Then, you may do Tell me something that I regret, say something I regret,"

"At this time, I can't see him, I can't see anyone if I want to scold him, I don't have a chance to do things that I might regret later, and I have a quieter heart, right,"

Huang Jingping felt that what Zhang Yan said made sense.

To be honest, if Feng Yiping hadn't left early yesterday morning, he would definitely be unable to control it and would be angry.

"So, you let him out, yes, you want to let him know how great, you want him to learn a lesson, and you want him to respect me...you,"

She braked in time and replaced "us" with "you".

"When you feel calm down, and when you think about what to do next, let him wait."

In this case, Huang Jingping still cannot be cheerful.

"If this is helpful to you, I want to say, I personally think that he has always been worried about this matter. You know that he is a person, and his ability in this area is his shortcoming."

"With his character, with his care for you and Amanda, I don't think he will have an easy life like this,"

"I hope you can feel happy after hearing this,"

Huang Jingping couldn't help thinking, indeed, he must have been under a lot of pressure these days.

Bah bah, why should I sympathize with him? Didn't he enjoy the happiness these days? That Ma Ling's appearance, that figure....

It's no wonder that in the past few years, no matter how busy he is, he has been so thunderous that he has to insist on exercising, huh, starting today, he has locked the gym door.

Just when she felt sorry for him for a while and hated her for a while, Zhang Yan said over there again, "What I said may not be right, but from my knowledge of him, if there is one In this way, I can solve this problem without hurting you and Amanda, nor the other party and the child. I think he is willing to pay any price."

"Even if it is, let him alone, doubly bear all the pain, he is willing,"

Huang Jingping's heart moved again.

Similarly, judging from her understanding of Feng Yiping, he would indeed do such a thing.

Zhang Yan over there was also silent for a while. When Huang Jingping was about to shout, Zhang Yan spoke again, "I'm sorry, I have to go to work now,"

"Okay, I'm sorry to bother you for so long. Not only can I find no one to discuss these things, but in fact, I don't even have anyone who can listen. I'm much better now, thank you!"

"But I really hope that you can come to the United States once. We all understand that he will hear your words in his heart."

"You overestimate me too much," Zhang Yan said, "I'm sorry, I really have to go back to work, goodbye!"

"Goodbye, thank you! We will contact you later,"

Just when Huang Jingping was about to hang up, Zhang Yan called again, "Jingping,"

Anything else? "Well, you said,"

"Actually, I know that when you ask me, you are not asking for advice, but wanting my support, right?" Zhang Yan finished speaking and hung up.

Huang Jingping was shocked for a while holding the phone.

The reason why she called Zhang Yan, indeed, this matter is really not even a listener, let alone seek advice.

In this matter, Zhang Yan is not only an object to talk to-because according to Huang Jingping's arrangements and ideas, Zhang Yan will have to face this matter sooner or later in the future.

That being the case, face it with yourself when it is not.

Whether it is for myself or for her, it is always good to have a partner when sad.

At the same time, Zhang Yan is also the only person who can seek advice on this matter-because she has similar experience.

However, if we go deeper, it seems that there is indeed some careful thinking.

She knew that if it was someone else, she would have to seize such a rare opportunity to separate herself and the guy who would attract her hatred.

But Zhang Yan definitely won't, not only won't, she should still comfort and support herself.

And her comfort and support are indeed very important to myself in this meeting.

However, this is really not my main purpose. If I can't find someone to talk to, I'm afraid I will be crazy.

The phone rang again. It was a text message reminder. She didn't bother to read it. In the United States, she would send text messages to herself instead of leaving a message on the phone. There will be no one else except him.

Carol walked in again, as if he had something to say.

"what's happenin?"

"Listen over there, Mr. Feng has a cold," Carroll said.

"Huh?" Huang Jingping immediately picked up the phone.

"Say he couldn't sleep and sat in the yard in the middle of the night," Carroll added.

Huang Jingping also saw the text message at this meeting, "They may tell you that I have a cold, so don't worry, there is nothing wrong, it should be fine without taking medicine, how about you, how are you?"

"I don't care about this," Huang Jingping threw the phone on the sofa.

At this time, it was close to sunset, and the sky was densely covered with clouds, but there was a beam of light, squeezing out from the gap in the clouds, just shining on the window glass, still shining.

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On the other side, Zhang Yan hung up the phone and did not go out to work immediately.

She was sitting in the lounge with her hands covering her head. Why should I say that? Why should I say so much?

Why should I persuade? Wouldn't it be better for them to separate with such a good opportunity? If you are smarter and think more of yourself, will you die?

But this kind of annoyance is actually only fleeting. Her nature prevents her from doing such a thing. If she does that, then it's not her.

She also believed that he would not like himself like that.

She would, even thinking, should she call him right away?

He should also be uncomfortable now, if he can tell him Huang Jingping's attitude, it should be of great help to him.

Zhang Yan sighed, let's do it, she was still typing the number, and another call came in, "Mr. Jin,"

"Hello Zhang Yan, how are you doing recently?"

"I'm fine,"

"It's fine. Now you have to think more about your own store. If you want to do it, you must do it well, but at the beginning, you must be mentally prepared to endure hardship."

"I understand, President Jin, I know you are very busy now, don't worry about my side, you can rest assured, if something really happens, I will take the initiative to look for you,"

After returning from Greece, she and Jin Ling often talked on the phone. Of course, it was Jin Ling who took the initiative to find her.

"No matter how busy you are, you can always squeeze out the time to make a phone call," Jin Ling said with a smile, "If there is nothing to do, then do it today."

"Wait for President Jin," Zhang Yan called, "There's really something to do,"

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Feng Yiping closed his eyes, lying next to the fireplace with the TV on, but he couldn't get in at all. He opened his eyes from time to time and looked at the phone.

The text messages have been sent for more than ten minutes, why there is no response at all?

Owen walked in, "Boss," he said a few words in Feng Yiping's ear.

"Okay, I see," Feng Yiping sat up, turning out to be useless.

In fact, the so-called cold is just a little sniffing. By tomorrow morning, you will get better.

He originally wanted to use this as a reason to let Huang Jingping contact him, but now it seems useless.

So, let's worry about tomorrow's work.

He called Page to make an appointment to meet tomorrow and have dinner together. In any case, work should not be delayed.

As soon as I hung up, a call came in immediately, "Happy New Year Mayer,"

"Why don't you notify me when you come back early? Didn't you say that, this holiday, you have to spare me at least one day? Or tonight, I'll wait for you," Mayer said.

Feng Yiping has a headache. It's all this time, but if he can spare the time, how dare he stay with Mayer alone for another day or night?

"Sorry, I have a cold, I have a bad cough, it is really inconvenient,"

"Have a cold? Did the doctor come to see it?" Meyer immediately shifted his focus. This cold is not a small illness for Westerners like them.

"It's okay, I guess it will be fine tomorrow morning," he didn't want to let his private doctor know about the matter of living out.

"Then you have to consider that it may affect Amanda at home, she is still a child,"

It would be fine if I was at home!

"Thank you for your attention~www.wuxiaspot.com~We have taken care,"

"Then you take a good rest. If you don't get better tomorrow, you must let the doctor visit home. If it's serious, you'd better go to the hospital. You can't go to work because of the health of your colleagues."

"Okay, thank you for your concern,"

"Then I will see you tomorrow, don't worry, I represent the company,"

"No, no," Feng Yiping said quickly. If she goes home, don't you know everything? "Shall we get in touch tomorrow morning?"

This is the result of a lie. A lie will always lead to one lie after another... In the end, there will always be times when you can't help it.

Meyer just hung up, and another call came in, "I heard that a landmine exploded, and it exploded Boss Feng from his home, and he almost ended up on the street. This is really gratifying!" I feel Jin Ling Smiled sincerely over there. Mobile users please browse and read for a better reading experience.