Vol 5 Chapter 1330: doubt

The reason why Zhang Yan asked this was because on the way back, Jin Ling behaved very differently from when he came.

She didn't have a job. Soon after she got on the plane, she ordered a glass of wine, but Zhang Yan had watched the two-hour-long "Kings of Heaven" on the computer, and she didn't see that drink less.

It only shakes, shakes, and spins in the hand, just like those old people treat the two fitness iron galls in their hands.

So Zhang Yan actually wanted to ask, "Sister, can you take the time to exercise like this? Or can you cultivate your heart and soul?"

But looking at Jin Ling's current appearance, it seems not suitable for making such a joke.

She was a little bit unconscious.

Always look out the window, like that, like Feng Yiping outside the window.

However, Zhang Yan also watched several times outside the window. Apart from the magnificent but unchanging blue sky and sea of clouds, where is there anything else.

When I first left the airport, I could see other planes far away, and now I can’t see one of the other planes.

"My song? What my song?" Jin Ling looked back from the window, "Oh, you said he wrote it for me, no,"

In fact, how could it not? She even let out such ruthless words, and emphasized more than once that she would do what she said. How could Feng Yiping dare not do it?

The reason for her performance in this way is actually related to the song Feng Yiping wrote for her.

The song she got is "After".

On the whole, it is excellent, especially the few sentences on the back left. Jin Ling likes it very much, “How lucky to have you as your company, and tears flow through each setback. I imagine the future and always be with you. How can I not change the past,"

She felt that this was Feng Yiping's courageous guy who used the lyrics to confess her most affectionately.

Of course, the previous one is also good, such as the sentence, "If this life is like a journey, it will not be complete until after it has passed,"

It makes her puzzled, or it feels a little bad, and there are some, such as the sentence "Who has never doubted, believed, and waited and left, and it was worth it."

Although the phrase "it is worth it" for both of them is good, but I have always believed and waited, but I never doubted it, let alone left.

So, could it be that he suspected and left?

But, does he still have reason to doubt it?

I am always alone, but you are always in the flowers.

So, you still doubt me?

As for leaving, she felt that Feng Yiping had left more than once.

This departure is not spatial, but, how should I say, sensation.

Sometimes, she could feel Feng Yiping's affection for herself.

Even if it’s a "Hi" in a phone call across the ocean, you can hear it. Yes, they have this ability.

But sometimes, even if he was on the opposite side and smiled brightly, Jin Ling could clearly feel the deliberate estrangement behind that smile.

Feng Yiping silently emphasized to her that we are colleagues and we are just colleagues.

This kind of thing is actually regular.

For example, if he behaved more intimately the last time he met, then the next time he behaved, he would be very alienated.

Or, when Jin Ling was more straightforward, so did he.

In short, I couldn't help but rush in for a while, and then took a big step back with some panic.

If you change to someone else, you might think that Feng Yiping is worried about other people trying to make his money, but Jin Ling knows that that doesn't apply to him.

She also understands the reason for his performance, or she subjectively believes that the reason Feng Yiping behaves is because he really feels about himself in his heart, but because he originally handled his personal feelings. It's not good, so I don't want to be sorry even myself.

But the problem is, I have clearly emphasized it to you, but when I am lonely, I want to have someone who is pleasing to the eye as a company, and I will find a decent parent for my future child, what am I? When did you take responsibility?

Sister, have I ever been the kind of woman who clings to men?

Therefore, sometimes she really feels that that guy is a very contradictory badass.

Obviously speaking from the results, even if you don’t talk about abusive emotions, you can never talk about being single-minded. Although it’s not that you can’t walk when you see a beautiful woman, at least you will see a beautiful woman. A bad guy with a mindset that doesn't look for nothing, but sometimes he does what he does to show how innocent and passionate he is.

She has never seen such a tangled person.

However, the song Feng Yiping gave her, the most entangled in her, was the beginning sentence, "If the way I love you is different, it's better to change the position and take a look at the original."

This sentence, even if she contacted the following, was a little bit confused.

It sounds like the way you loved me in the first place, that is, the way it was, it seems very beautiful.

But speaking of it, have you ever said love to me once, whether in Chinese or English?

Even if you like it?

Have it?

What is your way now, what was the original way? Why can't I feel any difference?

original appearance? What does that look like?

To be honest, Jin Ling was able to feel Feng Yiping's feelings more clearly when Ma Wenzhe found herself again.

At other times, I really feel Feng Yiping's mind, sometimes, like a cloud in the sky, unpredictable, sometimes just like a dream, always far and near.

Then, the meaning of this whole song is that even if we are so far and near, going on like this, and passing through like this, it is a kind of happiness.

But that is not the happiness I want.

I don't have so much thought to guess your thoughts.

I don’t have so much patience to play children’s childish games, and I will not be detached enough to satisfy and enjoy a pure platonic love. The key is whether it is love or not, you do not give a clear definition. , But also let people guess.

I don't care about forming a family, but I must be a mother.

If Feng Yiping knew that the song he "created" made Jin Ling so confused and caused her to complain about him again, he would definitely be dumbfounded.

The reason why he gave Jin Ling this song is because it is the one that best suits their current situation among all the songs he is familiar with, and it is also the one that can euphemistically express his heart.

Therefore, his goal is actually the last few sentences in the song, or most of the meanings in the song.

He really didn't expect that Jin Ling would read the short lyrics over and over, tasting and tasting them carefully.

Please, sister, from ancient times to the present, those who rely on codewords for fame, or leave a name, or ask for life, how many people don't play a little bit of mystery, or to put it bluntly, just don't count the words?

This is the same style even in the poetry, not to mention the lyrics nowadays (let alone online novels).

You understand the general meaning, why do you have to repeatedly scrutinize every word and sentence?

Of course, this matter, in the final analysis, Feng Yiping himself is to blame.

Although he is such a rich man and a freshman boss, he usually speaks very straightforwardly in front of ordinary employees, and he never quotes the classics.

It’s never like some people who can’t wait to show off when they have a little identity. They can wrap their words in a few layers in a variety of invalid languages. They obviously let you go to the east to chop wood, but they just want to call you to the south. Speaking of fishing.

I'm afraid that what I said is too clear, as if every word I said, if you don't let the people below guess it, it seems that you are very confused.

In front of Jin Ling, that was even more true.

Besides, this is what Jin Ling asked repeatedly. He wrote it down. It can be said to express his true feelings in his heart. It can also be said that this is his programmatic document for the definition of the relationship between them. How about Jin Ling Doesn't iterate and comprehend word by word?

So, from a higher dimension, all the pits encountered on the road, in the final analysis, were dug by ourselves.

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Zhang Yan listened to Jin Ling's words and quickly comforted Jin Ling, "Ah, why is he like this?"

Jin Ling couldn't help but give Zhang Yan a hug, you girl, you are really big-hearted.

Facing this kind of situation, they only wanted to comfort me.

This simplicity is really good and really cute.

"With the lyrics, do you like it?"

"Not bad," Zhang Yan bowed his head habitually.

She is not used to discussing such things with others.

She really liked the lyrics Feng Yiping gave her before she left.

Unlike Jin Ling, in the first paragraph, she fell in love with it, "Give you a CD from the past to listen to our love at that time and sometimes suddenly forget that I am still in love with you,"

He not only sent her CDs, but also the CD player that played them.

Sometimes, he does act as if he has forgotten to still love himself. He has not seen each other for a long time, has not been able to meet, and does not make many phone calls.

But Zhang Yan knew that it was not the case.

From every meeting, from every phone call, she could feel the turbulent emotion behind his calm words and smile.

Just like some people, when talking about their wedding anniversary, they still look vague and very uncertain.

It's not that I really don't remember, it's not that I don't care about that day from the heart.

It's that from the moment he first saw you, he chose to be with you forever, that is, for a lifetime, that is, a lifetime, a lifetime after a lifetime, going on forever, so it doesn't matter to choose a date to commemorate it.

Memorial is to not forget, but sometimes, it is inevitable to miss the point.

When two people love each other, the focus is not on a certain day, but on the love and heart that have been carried along.

Why do you say "Sometimes I suddenly forget, I still love you?"

It's like saying that we sometimes forget to breathe.

But what is forgotten? But that has become an instinct, so in many cases, this problem is never thought of.

But because he is facing Jin Ling, who has always taken care of himself and treated himself as a sister, whether in business or in life, he has taken care of himself very much, so Zhang Yan instinctively felt that he only said three words. , It seems a bit inappropriate, especially when Jin Ling didn’t get the song written by Yiping. It’s obviously not suitable to be self-confident. So she added, “The song is also very good. It’s nice,"

Jin Ling actually got the tune, but she didn't know anything about those things. When she got it, she didn't ask Feng Yiping to hum a few words in person, which would have the urge to show Zhang Yan a try.

However, when she thought that she hadn't fully understood the meaning of the lyrics, she dispelled the urge.

Alas, after landing, let’s ask if you understand.

Seeing Jin Ling sighed, Zhang Yan quickly comforted her, "Sister Jin, it’s definitely not because he doesn’t want to write, but because he takes this matter very seriously, so he needs time to write you the most Okay,"

"Don't worry, when you get it, you will definitely see it,"

What she said just made Jin Ling think something else.

He wouldn't be asking himself, he didn't pay much attention to it, so he just wrote a song casually.

Counting it all, it only took more than three days from when he made the request to when he finished writing.

But isn't there a situation where there is a lot of thoughts because of love ~www.wuxiaspot.com~?

Besides, his literary attainments are indeed quite good.

She shook her head, why should I be so childish? Just ask him directly then.

"Zhang Yan, don't worry, your problem, I think, will be solved soon,"

"Huh?" Zhang Yan looked at her embarrassedly.

Jin Ling patted her shoulder, "You wait, he is 25 years old,"

"At the age of 25, we can think of it as a hurdle. Once this hurdle is passed, it doesn't matter to him, and his parents will push him,"

"So, just wait,"