Vol 4 Chapter 102: Confession

This is how a child is. The first second is full of energy, the next moment, he can snore.

Looking at his son's stretched little face under the night light, Feng Yiping quietly listened to his snoring sound like an adult, not in harmony with his small body, his heart was full of peace and warmth, and he was a little dizzy with happiness.

Hugging Ma Ling, who came in quietly, in his arms, and gently kissed her hair, a touch of satisfaction came to my heart.

The two crept out of their son's room like Siamese babies. "He didn't break a smile on his face today," Ma Ling said.

"Did you not find out? Me too," Feng Yiping hugged her up. "Hold her son during the day and son and mother at night."

Ma Ling hummed softly, Ren Feng Yiping hugged himself onto the bed, "It's fine when I graduate. When I graduate, we can get closer to you, and he can see you often,"

"I'm sorry," Feng Yiping gently kissed her forehead and kissed her nose twice.

Huang Jingping made the decision not to get married for the time being. At this time, she told her that she had a child outside. Feng Yiping thought she would definitely not be able to accept it. Therefore, for the time being, the only arrangements for Ma Ling and Vincent were like this.

"You really don't need to feel like this," Ma Ling leaned on his chest, "Being able to have Vincent is originally the greatest gift from heaven to me,"

"Also, do you know why I didn't tell you?" Ma Ling said.

"Yeah, why? Is it because I don't want to find you, so you don't plan to tell me?" Feng Yiping actually wanted to ask this question clearly, but he got it to his lips several times and took it back.

He worried that the answer he heard was, "What if I told you?"

"If I told you at that time, based on my knowledge of you and my knowledge of Chinese men, you would probably propose to me,"

"Right?" She looked up at Feng Yiping.

This is also the first time they both mentioned the word marriage.

In fact, Feng Yiping thought about this in private. If he knew that Ma Ling was pregnant and married, this would really be a choice he might make.

He is actually a very traditional man, who is responsible for what he does.

It's just that, under such circumstances, making such a decision, the reason for proposing is definitely not pure.

Compared with Zhang Yan, who has been in love with each other in his previous life, and has been with her husband and wife for more than ten years, and Huang Jingping, who has been living together day and night in this life, who knows the cold and the hot, if there must be a sequence, in his heart, it is difficult for Ma Ling to line up with them.

"You really know me well," Feng Yiping nodded.

"But I don't want to be your responsibility, and I don't want children to be your responsibility," Ma Ling said. "I don't want to accept a man's proposal for responsibility, and I don't want to be a woman who takes away someone else's boyfriend."

Ma Ling buried his head on his chest, "So I chose not to tell you,"

"I thought that I would be strong enough to raise him independently. It's just that when you appeared in front of us, I realized that my strength was also in disguise."

"I just found out that in my heart, I have a bit of resentment towards you. Why were you not by my side when I was pregnant and gave birth?"

"Such emotions shocked me. It turns out that many decisions in my heart are also deceiving myself and others,"

"So, even if you didn't find us at that time, I think I will take the initiative to contact you after a while..."

Feng Yiping held her tightly, and he understood why Ma Ling said he was also taken aback.

If Ma Ling only regards Feng Yiping as the object of an ordinary one-night stand or at most a few nights stand, he will not resent him for not being with him during pregnancy and childbirth.

The reason for resentment is that she may not have realized before that she already has Feng Yiping in her heart.

"I'm sorry," Feng Yiping said, holding her face, "I couldn't be by your side at those times."

Infinite protagonist weapon

At such a moment, saying sorry is too superficial.

Ma Ling stretched out his hand and squeezed the corner of his mouth, "But I don't regret the decision I made."

"I don't want to get an impure marriage proposal. I am actually very satisfied with the current situation. Your concern for us and your love for children are pure."

"It's the same for you," Feng Yiping said.

Ma Ling lightly kissed his lips, "Moreover, I don’t think I would be willing to get married and start a family now. I am really not prepared for that. I am very satisfied with my current state and enjoy the present. status,"

"So, I don't want you to feel sorry for us. This is my choice, and you have done well," this time, she was holding Feng Yiping's face.

"Although the relationship has changed substantially in college, I had a girlfriend when I was in high school. She was a classmate of my junior high school." This is the first time Feng Yiping mentioned Huang Jingping to Ma Ling.

"She is a very traditional Chinese girl. I am the center of her life. When I went to the United States, she followed along. She was one year older than me. For some reason, she wanted a child a long time ago."

At this time, it would be unwise to mention Huang Jingping's desire to have a baby earlier because of Zhang Yan.

"In May last year, we had a daughter named Amanda, that is, Vincent had a sister who was half a year younger than him,"

"So, I still feel very sorry for you,"

But the key point Ma Ling heard, and the key point Feng Yiping said, are not the same thing. It is not ruled out that she was deliberate.

She gently punched Feng Yiping's chest, "That is to say, when you were just 21 and 22 years old, you had a son and a daughter one after another? I should say, are you too capable, or do you like children too much? "

Feng Yiping ignored her intention to change the subject on purpose, and solemnly said, "But please rest assured that you and your son, I will give you a normal life."

Ma Ling twisted in his arms, "I knew you would think and do that. After all, your son is so good and sensible. Of course, his mother is also good."

"Her mother is very good, very good," Feng Yiping emphasized.

Ma Ling was very happy to hear such words, "Just, why are you so sure, even if you want to give, we will definitely agree?"

"Yes, I'm sure his mother will agree," Feng Yiping said, "isn't it?"

"Yes, or not," Ma Ling said blushing, and then changed the subject again. "Who can guarantee that you won't encounter other similar troubles, such as today’s classmate Xiang,"

"Don't tell me, you don't know what she thinks?"

"First of all, I know, you must be thinking too much,"

"I don't know what she thinks, but I can't know what she thinks better," Feng Yiping said.

"Finally, are you jealous?" Feng Yiping asked with a smile.

"Not at all," Ma Ling said loudly, "This classmate Xiang, apart from today, she has met you so many times by chance. This should be fate, right,"

"In China, the two words fate can actually be said separately. Even if there is fate, she may not have a share," Feng Yiping said. "She is really an ordinary classmate."

"She definitely doesn't have the kind of thought you guessed. Today, she came to me because of work. Her family should have some relationship in some fields. It can provide a good opportunity for my lithium battery sales."

"Yeah, she can provide an opportunity for your lithium battery sales. Logically, shouldn't you chase her? Why is the current situation completely reversed? If there is no other reason, is this reasonable?"

"Reasonable, some of my classmates are also as enthusiastic as her, and care about my work as much as her."

Having said this, even Feng Yiping himself felt that this was definitely not a strong reason, and continued to play, "At the same time, she did this to apologize for the misunderstanding of me in the early years," the world demon confused the world.

"She turned out to be a reporter for our school newspaper, and she couldn't understand me very much,"

But this matter has passed for many years, and it is not a strong reason. Under Ma Ling's joking eyes, Feng Yiping felt that he finally found the best reason. "She did this. The most important point is that My lithium battery is currently the best product in our country and the best choice in some industries."

Although it doesn't matter if he is interested in his battery, Feng Yiping, who doesn't understand the principle of confidentiality, spontaneously believes that this matter should not spread.

Ma Ling also didn't care what unit it was. "Huh, why didn't you see a male classmate who cares so much about your affairs?"

"Yes, there are many more, but they are currently in China. The best two, that is, my junior high school classmates, are now starting their own businesses in China, and they are doing well."

"Yes, all the male students are in China, and those who are abroad are enthusiastic female students." Although Ma Ling said this a bit yin and yang, Feng Yiping still felt very cute.

"You know the cost of American universities. Many families in the United States cannot afford it, and more families in China cannot afford it."

"The classmates I know well, not many come to study abroad, some are because the family can't afford such expenses, some are unnecessary, and of course, some are because there is no opportunity."

For example, the other five people in his dormitory who can afford the cost of studying abroad are estimated to be Yan Zhida and Han Guiliang. Liang Yonggao's family is estimated to be struggling, and Lu Wenqing and Jin Bao's family must not be able to afford it.

Moreover, it is unlikely that several of them want to be admitted to graduate students from well-known American universities.

Besides, with the conditions of Han Guiliang and Yan Zhida's family, including those of Zheng Jiayi's family, there is not much need to work hard to study in the United States.

Feng Yiping did not wait for Ma Ling to refute this time, and immediately moved on to the next topic, "Therefore, I am currently preparing for such a fund to provide support to some domestic students who cannot come to the United States to study due to cost reasons. It is just that the current progress is not Too smooth,"

This is also where Feng Yiping feels suffocated. His proposal, the general direction, is recognized by the relevant ministries and commissions, but it only involves specific operations. The handling departments below have many different opinions.

When Jin Ling gave feedback to him, he said, “If we don’t pass these units at all, we will set up such a fund directly in Hong Kong, and then promote it through other channels, so that students in need~www.wuxiaspot.com~ can know. This news,"

However, Feng Yiping originally hoped to create momentum in the country for this event, so he has not yet agreed with Jin Ling's proposal.

"Yes, charity, when will the free rice project go online?" Ma Ling remembered this again. She always remembered that it was the idea that made her fall in love with Feng Yiping at first sight.

"It's been prepared long ago, just waiting for you to implement it," Feng Yiping is happy to fulfill Ma Ling, a person who has always been enthusiastic about charity and environmental protection.

"Then I will promote now, OK?" Ma Ling sat up.

"Don't worry," Feng Yiping pressed her down, "Now it is getting easier for us to promote this website, through DOOR, through Google,"

"It's just that the prestige of the sponsor is also very important to the charity issue. Of course I believe you can organize this event now, but what you lack is prestige.

"So, I still hope that you can wait for YouTube to go live and you formally take up the post of chief content officer, especially if you get acquainted with those in Hollywood, you will definitely get twice the result with half the effort, don't you?"

"Yeah," Ma Ling brushed his hair, did not speak, and kissed softly.

Maybe it’s because tonight they finally talked more thoroughly about a lot of things they didn’t want to mention in the past. The moment their lips touched, they both felt that it was like the first kiss, and they felt a little connected. .

Feng Yiping opened his eyes and saw Ma Ling's starry eyes slightly open, thinking that she would feel the same as himself.

She only opened it for a moment, and with her hands, she has been familiar with Feng Yiping for searching and exploring...

Although it feels like the first close encounter, they are all old drivers and rich experience, so this night, they naturally blend in quickly... (.)