Chapter 47 Anger and Love

Chapter 47 Anger and Love

It's been two days and Andrew still hasn't said a word to me. Veronica came to me yesterday about our argument, so he did tell her but not why and thankfully she didn't ask. He wanted her to check up on me but he couldn't do it himself.

I'm angry and sad at the same time. I get that he's mad at me for lying to him but he could still talk to me. And I am not talking to him first. That's my petty side talking.

Or maybe I should just give him space. You know, to think. And that's my stupid side.

And what the hell does he need to think about? I'm the one with the problem. That's my angry side.

I haven't had another dream or vision about Cristian. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.

Ugh! I need to stop. I have been locked up in Andrew's old room at his parents house since yesterday crying and I'm over it. I left home because I didn't want to see him because of what happened that night. That was my stubborn side's decision.

I get up from the bed and let a breath out. It's time to socialize.

Before I could even turn the door nob tears start pooling from eyes like a waterfall. I run back to the bed to cry some more. My sad side is back out.

Is it close to that time of the month? Ugh who cares... I think it's a week from now.... but what day is it?

Do I have something to do today? Oh right, I'm the Luna... but isn't it a day off. I don't get day offs. Maybe they can make an exception if my mate isn't talking to me and I'm having a break down.

Great, Andrew is back on my mind again.

"Would you shut up?!" Eva shouts.

I instantly start crying again and Eva joined in after.

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Well I did get back to work, A day later. I'm proud of myself too.

Anyway I got most of the things done. I saw Andrew a couple times today, asshole still hasn't spoken to me but I did catch him looking at me a few times.

"He misses us." Eva says.

"I know he does."

"No really. Damon told me."

"Then why haven't the idiot come back to me." I have a tendency to call people names. Especially when he gets me mad but it's totally harmless.

"Men."

"Right." I say agreeing with her. "They don't deserve us." I say as I another snicker bar.

"Who doesn't deserve you?" Jessica asks.

Oh I said that out loud. Jessica and Veronica walks in the living room. Probably coming from training.

"Uh...." I look at the TV screen, it's the nature channel on about the female bird mating call. "...Nature..." I say with a mouth full.

They both look at me weird. "Ok. I'm going to my room. By the way Andrew is a douche." She leaves the room with one of my snickers. I was about to kill her but she already ate it and I'm too tired to get off the couch.

I look Veronica and tilt my head questioningly. She sighs and sits beside me and reaches for a snicker.

"Nope. Anything else but the snickers." She laughs and takes up cookie.

"I talked to Andrew today. My son is a dumbass." We both laugh and get more comfortable. "He keeps checking in on you through me and refuses to come to you. He's scared for you and he feels bad because he doesn't know how to help you."

"I don't need him to help me. I miss him." I whisper.

"He misses you too sweetie. Do you mind me asking what is the problem?"

"I lied to him. Well more like kept something from him and when I told him he didn't take it well."

"Whatever it is, it scared him and I'm hoping I don't have to start worrying too and I'm hoping this can be solved."

"Don't worry. It hasn't happened ever since our fight."

Which is weird or could just be a coincidence.

"Good." She puts her hand on hand for a couple seconds before getting up. "I'm going to start making dinner. Lasagna."

"Ooh Can I help?"

"Sure Honey bun. Grab me the tomatoes."

......

Two days later.

"Congrats!" Everyone tells Emma and Chris. They just decided to tell everyone the news on their pregnancy.

I look over at Andrew and he's congratulating Chris. Still no word between us and it's killing me. I don't know if he feels the same because he doesn't even show it. Not even a little look of desperation.

Emma comes running over to me. "I feel so happy finally telling everyone."

"From the looks of it he took the news well."

"Yeah. Well he did faint and I started crying but after he woke up we celebrated."

"I'm happy for you two."

"Thank you. I'm sure you and Andrew are going to have a cute little angel soon. I can just feel it."

Don't get too sure now.

After a few more words exchanged we say goodbye and Mia comes up to me.

"Word in the woods is Chanel is now on the market." She whispers in my ear.

"I knew she and Connor weren't going to last long." I shouldn't be doing this right now. "Mia it's not good to gossip."

"I'm not gossiping. I'm just telling people's business to my bestfriend."

"Ok fine. Anything else?" It's been a dry morning for me.

"Nope it's been a dry morning."

"No word with the Elephant in the room?"

"We're not even in the same house. All we do is stare at each other and look away. You'd think we're flirting."

"You want me to talk to him?"

"No it's fine."

"Why? Come on."

"Don't do it."

She sighs dramatically. "If only I'd listen to you."

I look at her confused until I see the evil wheel turning in her eyes. "Mia don't."

"I'll be right back." I quickly grab on to her arm trying to stop her but she slips her way through.

I quickly hide and poke my head out a little bit to see what's happening.

She greets him and then there is a few  words exchanged. Some not so good and all from Mia. Next thing I know there is ice water thrown in his face.

My mouth drop and quickly move from the spot. In my process of running away I bump into some of the kids.

"Luna." They greet me excitedly.

Levi hands me a bunch of different flowers. "We brought you these."

I stoop down to their level. "Awe thank you guys."  I hug them all in a big bear hug. "Why'd get me these?"

"We saw you and the Alpha sad and thought you wanted some cheering up. We already gave him his flowers."

"I appreciate this." I smell the flowers and taking their beautiful scents.

"Rogue attack." Lucas says through the mind link.

I quickly rush the children inside and left the flowers with them until I get back. I look around for Andrew and don't find him anywhere. I quickly shift in my wolf form and run towards the boarder.

"Where are they?" Andrew asks.

"Their guarding up at the boarders. Their trying to get in." Lucas answers.

"We're on our way." Andrew says. By we I think he means Chris. They don't know I'm coming and I'd like to keep that way.

"How many of them?" Chris asks.

"Like 8, no 10."

That doesn't seem so bad.

"Shit. We need our best fighters out here. Now!"

Or not.

I take a different route from them. I slow down as I spot one just a few feet away from me. Their big, not as big as my wolf but this could just be a small one compared to the others.

It senses me and turns around. I look at it in complete shock. It looks almost.... demon like. Their eyes are red and looks like there isn't a soul behind those eyes.

It charges at me and I lounge for it's neck. Before I could get my teeth sunken in it head butts me. I land on paws and try again. I lounge at it and send it knocking to the ground. I start slashing at it's face and without wasting my time I rip it's throat out.

I want to hurl. That was nasty.

"More like rotten." Eva adds and she's right.

I move forward looking for anymore. I zoom back in the link hearing for anything.

"Andrew!" Chris shouts.

I whimper scared of anything happening to Andrew. I stay still waiting for him to say something.

"I'm fine. There is more coming." Both Eva and I calmed down as we heard his voice.

I turn around as I hear growling. Another one. I take this one the same way by ripping it's throat out. Can't stand the taste of it's blood.

I quickly run further into the wood looking for more. I don't see any or hear any. Maybe that's it.

Something lounges on me from the back and sends me knocked to the ground. I quickly get up and circle this one. This one is much bigger than the other two.

"And uglier." Eva adds.

It tries to bite at me and I site it and scratch at it's rib. I look as black blood oozes from the slash. What the-?

It pushes me done hard and whimper as I fall on my back. It stands over me growling at me and I look it in the eyes. What happened to you?

The next thing I know it is pushed off me and Andrew rips it's guts out.

I get up and stare at him.

"Are you ok? Are you hurt?" Concern laced through his voice.

"I'm fine."

"What the hell are you doing out here?!"

"I wanted to help."

"Elle I warned you about these things. I don't want you getting hurt."

"I can take care of myself just fine and I didn't need your help."

"Oh really?"

I stay quiet not saying anything to him. He walks off in the packs direction and I follow behind him. I quickly find a tree with clothes behind it and find a shirt. I quickly shift back and put it on.

I follow him all the way back to our house. I close the door behind me and he stops.

"We need to talk."

"Elle I-"

"No let me speak." I take a deep breath and continue. "You have not spoken to me for the past few days. I have been at your parents house waiting for you to come back to me but all that's been going through my mind is that you hate me."

"I don't hate you baby."

"Really? Because it sure seems like it." Please don't start crying.

"I do not hate you. It's been killing me being away from you for the past few days. I didn't come to you because I thought you needed space. First you didn't want to tell me about Cristian and then you were having a full on break down when you told me."

"I didn't need space. I needed you when you." Here comes the water works. "I was scared, I still am. I don't know why it's happening and it hurts. It hurts seeing someone that I cared about, who is now dead, killed in front me. Every damn day his face is right there."

"I'm sorry. I was a fucking dick leaving you there that night. I just didn't know how to take it when you told me you keep seeing your ex in your dreams." He comes to hug me but I stop him.

"No. You were suppose to be there for me." I walk towards him and start hitting him on the chest with each word I say. " You shouldn't have left me there. I needed you. I still need you Andrew." I stop and lean my head on his chest. "I need you." I whisper as I look up at him.

He looks into my eyes and I get lost into his chocolate ones of his. He grabs me by the throat and smash our lips together. He turns around and puts me against the wall. I grab his face pulling him closer to me and he puts both my hands up against the wall with one hand.

We slowly pull away with our breathing in sync. He looks from my lips to my eyes. "I need you too baby." He whispers.

He pulls me in by the waist and our lips meet again. He rips my shirt off and holds one of my leg up. I moan as I feel his bulge through his shorts wanting him. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist and he carries me to the couch.

He lays me down and begins to kiss me on my neck. He slightly bites my mark and I moan from the pleasure.

"I love you hearing you do that." He whispers.

I stop him and he looks at me. "I love you."

"I love you too."

I pull him done and kiss him with with every emotion I felt towards him. Anger, sadness and most of all Love. I turn him over, now I am on top. He pulls his shorts off and I slowly put his length in my center. He groans as I slow rock back and forth.

He grabs my ass and guides me as I go in circles. I bite my lip as I start going faster. We look into each others eyes and I could see the hunger, anger and love in his. It makes me want him more. He kisses me on my neck while massaging my breast. I pull him closer to me and run my claws up his back as I feel myself coming closer.

"Oh fuck." He whispers.

"Andrew I'm-"

"Go ahead baby."

I grab his shoulders and sink my claws in as I finish. I slowly continue and not another minute passes before Andrew finishes.

We are both covered in sweat and out of breath. I now just realized we probably shouldn't have done this on the couch.

After five minutes of cooling down I say, "One more time?"

"Yeah." I laugh as he flips me over. We did it three more times until we couldn't do it anymore.

We lay on the ground covered up with a blanket. I lay my head on his chest run my finger down his stomach.

"I'm sorry about the splash in the face from Mia."

He chuckles. "I deserved it." He pauses and lifts my head up and moves my hair out of my face. "I'm sorry and I'm here for you. Ok?"

I smile and softly kiss him on the lips. Little after a while we fall asleep.

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I wake up in the middle of the night and unconsciously put on a sweat pants and an oversized shirt. I walk outside and further into the woods. I don't know where I'm going but I can't stop.....