DESIRES TO BRING THE MONSTER DOWN

Three months later, It has been three months since Ejay forced me to be part of his business. It's been three good months since I became his errand girl. He made me a criminal, just like him. His motive still remains unclear to me, but I know he had a good one. A lot has happened during this period as his puppet, mostly bad, but I can't overlook the few good things too. Allow me to share with you the good news first. I am doing awesomely amazing work in music. I even recorded a new song that hit one million views in just a week. Actually, it is the one trending right now in the country and is about to hit five million views. I feel like I am on the moon again, and this time, I am crossing my fingers in the hope that nobody will ruin this happiness for me.

After the interview that I did, doors started opening for my career. I have been invited for another four interviews, and I have reconnected with my fellow musicians. I feel good. I feel I am doing well in that field. The love I have received from my co-artists and fans keeps me motivated even when everything else is working against me. I have attended like three shows, and I received a generous amount for each of them. What's more, I have been contacted to be the brand ambassador for Nice Hairfood, a contract that is worth millions, given that Nice is a very popular company and their products sell like hotcake. I wasn't expecting such an impact in such a short time. I am speechless, but grateful.

However, there are some constant bad things that I have been stuck with. Things like Ejay. I have not been able to do a thing just yet, but I have not given up. So he is still here, controlling my life like he owns it. What's worse, the idiot is insisting I become his girlfriend; otherwise, he will stop protecting me and leave me to his sex maniacs. I have stayed away from men the way he wanted, except for Ajay, of whom I have no idea where he made him disappear after threatening to kill him if he does not stay away from me. We had nothing going on, honestly. Nothing at all. I don't know where Ejay got the idea that I had a thing for Ajay from. And just because of a mere insecurity, or just a lack of information, my good friend Ajay disappeared like that. It has been two weeks now since I last saw him. Nobody tells me anything about him, because apparently nobody knows where he is aside from Ejay, of course. I tried asking Ejay once, but he told me to never mention Ajay's name in front of him again. Another soul suffered because of me, and I am still beating myself over that. I am just keeping the hope that he is fine wherever Ejay takes him. And for my peace of mind, I hope he is alive. I don't know what I will do about being the monster's girlfriend.

Honestly, I want to have a family someday. I want to become a mother and an amazing wife to some man someday. But I very well know that as long as Ejay is still alive, I cannot have any other man. I don't know if I will ever defeat him. I am not sure when exactly I will be able to get him out of my life. I don't want to wake up one day and realize that I am old, without a child to call mine. If I choose this time to be the perfect time to love and be loved, that means I only have one option, Ejay. Can I turn all this hatred I feel for him into love? Impossible. But if I keep denying his proposal, I will end up in big trouble. I don't know which one is worse—pretend to love him or become his enemy.

About my two gross roommates, they are just here. Unbelievable, right? I don't know what deal Mayleen made with Ejay to take her out of the club. She is always here in the house and goes to the club only to screw with Ejay. At first, I really didn't care about her. I thought she was acting up. But now I am beginning to worry about her. She is no longer the troublesome Mayleen I used to know. She is no longer the bitter woman who snapped at everyone. She is now a troubled, quiet soul. She is always lost in thought. She doesn't talk much, and sometimes she just stays in her room the whole day without talking or eating. There was also a day I found her crying silently in her room. Her case is bothering me so much. She hasn't given me any trouble ever since she came here. She even ignores Nelly whenever she tries to pick a fight with her.

Strange, right? Mayleen never backed down from anyone. Something is happening. Something is greatly changing in her. I don't know what to do with her. And this Nelly, she is now my trouble. She keeps insisting I should accept her help to help me recover my memory. She is so nagging, and my patience with her is running so thin. I hope that whatever we had before, she does not talk me into that again. What I don't understand is why she has been in my house for two good months. Doesn't she have her business to take care of? Her own house to live in? Friends to hang out with? Why has she remained stuck here? I know I wanted to meet her, but, seriously, this is too much, or somehow fishy. I know sometimes she leaves the house to go check up on her business, but still, her stories don't add up. And I am sorry to say so, but I don't bond with her the way I thought I would with someone who claims to have been my friend in the past. I just don't feel comfortable with her. Not one bit. And her pride is a topic for another day.

I know I said I have not been able to do anything to get away from Ejay, but let me correct that. It is not that I have done absolutely nothing; I am just too slow. With this pace, I might accomplish my mission after ten years. Ejay might even discover my moves before then and kill me before I do a thing. Did he not make me in charge of delivering his drugs? Well, I don't care whether it was a trap he laid up for me or not, but I am taking that risk. I have all the addresses of the clients that I deliver to. I have taken photos of all his clients from the files in his office. And do you know what is more? I have discovered that he also sells human organs, in conjunction with the hospital he brought me to when he supposedly rescued me. I have been to that hospital again two times with him. The problem is that he does not let me participate in the meetings with them.

But at least, I know what kind of connection they have. The main club, he took me there just once. It's in the far north of the city, in a very remote area, and very secure. It's two times bigger than this one. So, you see, I have some information that's good enough to make a move. But where do I start?

Aside from all that information, I also found out something about Ejay. I have only known him as Ejay. No middle name, and no sir name. I even at some point thought that the other Jays' were his brothers or that they were somehow related. But guess what Ajay told me before he vanished? They are not related in any way. They are just names they picked up to make them feel like brothers because none of them had a family. One evening, I was tempted to play with the shotguns that are in Ejay's office. I took out all of them and started counting them one by one. But as I was returning them, my hands fell on something. A very tiny card. I put the guns aside and took that little thing in my hands. Slowly, I took it out. It was Ejay's identity card. MATTHEW DE'MARIO, is his full name. Nobody knows that but me, I guess. I was tempted to steal the card, but I chose a wiser alternative. I took a very clear picture of it. Now that I have this information, isn't it about time I do something?

But i need a starting point!

So, where?