THE MONSTER'S DESIRE

"You don't sit down when I am around." He says, And I stand like an obedient slave.

"You should write down the rules for me to save yourself the energy." I retort, and he walks to me.

"I see you haven't learned your lesson." He remarks, his eyes rummaging around my face. I bet he feels so happy about what he has done to my face. Does this make him a man?

"You mean the beating?" I ask, and then I bitterly chuckle. "I'm used to this already, Ejay. The sounds of your slaps have become like a soothing lullaby to my ears, and this pain, I'm used to it. So if that is what brought you here, go ahead." I stand in front of him. “Hit me, punch me, or kill me if you want. That still won't change the fact that I see you as a monster, Ejay!” I retort.

"You know, this side of you is what got me attracted to you the most. You are so daring, but naive at the same time," he says, running his hand through my hair, resting it at the back of my head, making me look at him, "because you still don't know what I can still do to you, my little dove." He hisses.

Little dove, your third leg! "You are mistaken, Ejay. I know you very well, but I am not afraid of you. Even if you put a thousand and one scars on my face, or if you break all the bones in me, peel my skin off, or chop my head off, nothing will change my perception of you. You were a monster even when I was in the blink of accepting you; you are still the same monster now that I despise you so much, and I will not stop telling it to your face. And you think I don't know the limit of your animosity? What's worse than hurting innocent people, huh? What's worse than sleeping with my own sister and turning her against me?" And there, I think I hit his sweet spot, because he is smiling. The smile makes him even more ugly than he is.

"Oh, that submissive sister of yours. My Scarlett. She was willing to give me what you couldn't, and you are right, she was the perfect person to replace you with. As for all those people who died, get it into your fucking thick score; you are responsible for all of their deaths. If you didn't try to outsmart me, none of them would have gotten hurt." He turns to leave, but my voice stops him from turning again.

"I am just curious, though. Was the love you claimed to have for me that weak that it vanished in just a matter of days?" I walk to him, standing in front of him, and I wrap my hands around his neck. He allowed it, without moving a muscle, to stop me or push me away. Why? "You protected me tooth and nail, you agreed to almost all my requests, and you even killed for me. And now you don't love me anymore? You feel nothing, not an urge to kiss me." I look deeply into his ugly gray eyes.

He discharges a smirk that betrays him so much. Only an idiot would fail to capture the hurt in that smirk. "That was then. Now you disgust me, Gia." He fumes.

"I know that look. It's only because I slept with Deep, right? You can't accept that I rejected you and gave myself to your mortal enemy, Ejay. I still don't understand the real deal between you two, but I'm glad my path crossed his. Aren't we even now? I chose your mortal enemy over you, and you chose my sister over me. By the way, does she know that you love me? Wait, let me rephrase that. Does she know you still love me?" I challege.

"Well, she doesn't have to know. She is such a weak being, unlike you. So, if you tell her, be ready to bear the consequences, because if she comes throwing childish tantrums at me, I won't hesitate to shut her up for good with a gullet through her head."

That familiar cold shiver runs down my spine again, because this idiot is right in what he said. But she is my sister. I will have to make her open her eyes one way or another and stop falling for this monster’s blackmail. I have to save her from this cursed monster.

"As for that lover of yours," he grabs my hands forcefully and pushes me on the bed, hovering on top of me. "Let's see who is better off between him and me. Do you think he is better than me? Let's see, how many times did he make you come, huh? I'll make it ten times more."

Ooh, God, no! Please no!

He looks like a real beast, and I am scared to death. "You can't talk again? Are you having doubts about your lover now? Don't worry, we will clarify that right now."

Holly cow! He takes off his shirt and unbuckles his belt. Oh no, what do I do? I can't imagine this monster doing this. I cannot lose my purity to him for crying out loud.

He pulls down the zipper in one go. I need to find a way to stop this from happening. I need to think. I need... deep. Yes, Deep. This idiot hates even the mere mention of that name. I take a deep breath, and I relax.

"Go ahead. Be quick so that we can get this over and done with Ejay. But as early as now, I can bet on my life that Deep is a thousand times better than you." He stops struggling with his button, his eyes shooting at me. "Ooh, hurry up so that I can corroborate it for you. Don't forget to keep track of how many times I will moan his name and read every single letter of his name as it rolls out of my lips for all the uncountable times. Because he is all that I will be thinking of while you continue your disgusting nonsense. Come on! Harry up!" I screech with so much energy. I am even burning from the thrill I am getting from riling him up.

In a second, he pulls the shotgun from behind his trousers and points to my head. At least I am relieved that he won't force himself on me, but now this? God! Now I don’t have to worry about the bullets of his shitty, rotten tool compromising my purity, but about the bullets of a real gun rippling my brains out. Gawd! How do I stop him from blowing my brains out?

Oh, Gia, from the flying pan, right into the flaming fire!

"You are fucking crossing the line now, you bitch. I was planning on ending your miserable lives together as I listen to your painful words of goodbye, but I can still choose to blow your empty brain right this minute. I will lose nothing, you know? I..."

"I don't think so, boss, Ejay." A voice comes from the door, making us both turn to see who it is.

‘Savior!’ I murmur to myself as this filthy dog gets off me. Can I kneel down for a minute and thank the heavens? I guess heaven is not actually silent on me.

“You will lose all the millions I have paid for this girl! Now I think we really need to do a little negotiation because it seems like you have tired her out already, boss. I doubt she will please me the way I anticipated.” Oh, I love the convincing act of this detective.

"She can still handle you perfectly. She will be a very submissive slave with cuffs and her fucking mouth covered.” Ejay retorts as he dresses up, throwing me a glance as if he has won. If only he knew how much of a fool he is making out of himself right now, huh? Idiotic fool!