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The lack of lighting in the pool made him look just irresistible again and the tingling in my body almost made me want to throw myself into his arms immediately... but he had hurt me with his behavior and only because he was here now Sitting in front of me by the pool and looking at me intently didn't mean I'd forgiven him.

"What's there to grin about?" I wanted to know confidently and unfortunately caught myself at the same moment as I let my irises scurry over his beautiful lips, but I immediately pulled myself together and looked up into his scrutinizing eyes.

"I'm just glad you waited for me in the pool wearing only your panties," he whispered seductively, running one hand through his black hair while still holding my forearm with the other.

I glanced past his face at the dark night sky before a broad smile spread across my face.

"Who says I've been waiting for you?" I spoke softly, glaring at him provocatively, causing him to raise an eyebrow and open his mouth slightly while his seductive grin faded.

"You're a real beast when you've been drinking," he replied, releasing my arm to get up again.

"You reap what you sow," I shrugged cheekily and at the same time slid back onto my back with a triumphant smile, giving him a full view of my breasts.

Normally I would have been uncomfortable, but somehow I felt free and wanted, which was probably due to the proud expression he was looking at my body with.

The water held me up and while I stretched out my arms and just let myself float, I felt Rian's eyes all over my body, so I glanced at him again and couldn't help but widen my eyes myself.

He was about to take his shirt off and I hated myself at the moment for how incredibly sexy I found him and his tattoos. I wanted to be angry, to keep my pride, but just looking at this made my body heat up so much that even in the cold pool I felt like I was going to burn.

I quickly averted my gaze from him and looked up at the sky until I heard right next to me how he too entered the water and the question if he was completely naked made my heart skip a beat...

I closed my eyes, listening to the water lapping and enjoying the feeling of the cold until I winced slightly when I felt his arms underneath me.

He put one arm right under my neck and the other under my legs and that feeling of letting him carry me made me open my eyes again, full of desire for him.

Beads of his wet hair dripped into his face making him look even hotter than he already was and without being angry, without being able to help it, I carefully placed my hand on his warm cheek and looked at him deeply in his eyes.

"I didn't want to just leave you there, that was wrong of me," he breathed in a serious voice and then leaned down a bit to give me a gentle kiss on my forehead, like he always did, when he was worried or wanted to apologize.

"And I didn't want to put pressure on you," I whispered out of my mouth, after which he slowly began to move back and forth with me in the water.

Though no one offered an apology, no one made excuses, it was still a moment that let me know that in his own way, he respected me. I had seen and heard how he treated other women. I was sure he wouldn't have acted the way he did with me, and that was enough confirmation for me that he wouldn't just let me fall again like that.

On the contrary...

Here in the pool, under the starry night sky, he carried me in his strong hands and just made me melt at the sight of him.

"And as for your question, no, I don't want that," he suddenly said into the nocturnal silence and I looked up at him questioningly, since I was either too drunk to remember my question or really hadn't asked any .

"What question?" I demanded, frowning as he pulled my body even closer to kiss down my neck, making me moan softly from all the intensity of his heat.

"I will not divorce you again."

He whispered these words in his dark voice right into my ear and I immediately felt a tingling sensation that was almost unbearable. My whole body reacted to his words and I could feel the hairs on my arms stand up while his hands still held me tightly.

"And you couldn't tell me that this afternoon?"

He shook his head slightly and then raised it again to look at me with a smile.

"I've been through a lot the last few hours to come to this realization," he explained calmly and I had to imagine briefly what he meant by that until I remembered that he had blood on the collar of his shirt.

"What happened?" I asked a little worried, wrapping my arms around his neck to get a little closer to him.

"Nothing bad, don't worry," he whispered directly into my lips and I felt his breathing on them as well, causing me to hold my breath and look deep into his eyes as I tangled my hands in his hair and pulled him closer me drew.

"You can rest assured that I'd rather take a bullet than hurt you with another woman and I really hope you never use my sincerity against me."

Actually, I wanted to kiss him, because this tension was unbearable and also these words, which really made me feel safe, because he had just promised me his loyalty with them...

But there was also something uncertain about his words and it bothered me not to understand immediately what he meant by that.

"Why would I use anything against you?"

His eyes didn't let go of mine as his smile faded and he took a deep breath like he was having trouble showing his insides out.

"People are often wrong and just looking to find your greatest weakness. Nothing is given out there for free and if you show just once that you can't pull it off, it can be seen as a failure or a weakness."

I frowned, confused as to what he meant by that, which suddenly made him smile, even if something like fear flashed in his eyes for the first time.

"You're probably the only person who can really hurt me right now and I just hope you know how to handle me because I don't want to be hurt, nor do I want to hurt you."

***

I looked at him with wide eyes, could hardly believe that he opened up to me like that and didn't know how to deal with it at all, but one thing I knew, I would never hurt him or abuse his trust... that's why he was so short after me time has become too important.

"Why are you like this to me?" I asked, thinking about how my family had been talking about him for weeks before the wedding.

Again and again my father used the words ice-cold and unpredictable. Even Senan talked about him that way, but with me alone, he seemed a completely different person.

There was no coldness to be seen when he looked at me and it didn't appear to me that he was overbearing or even arrogant.

"Because you're good for me, in a way that no one else can," he whispered and at the same moment put his soft lips on mine. His answer was simple, but with the rising heat, I didn't give it any more thought as to why he was being like that to me. Rather than letting myself be carried away by his passion, I pulled myself even closer to him by the back of his neck as he floated through the water back to the edge of the pool with me in his arms.

Arriving there, I immediately wrapped my slightly trembling legs around his pelvis and clawed at his shoulders while our tongues enjoyed themselves wildly and my breathing became ragged.

He pushed me tighter and harder against the edge of the pool behind me, then put his hands on it to get more grip and suddenly broke our intense kiss to look deep into my eyes blazing with passion.

"You're all mine now," he whispered, grinning, wrapping his hand around my hair to pull my head back a little, which elicited an agitated moan from me...

I just found it cool when he said such things to me and I literally felt my middle heat up on his pelvis and even the cool water could no longer tame this fire. Only he could...

"And you me," I replied with a trembling voice and he immediately grabbed my neck and pulled me into a kiss that was so much more than just touching warm lips.

There was definitely a lot more!

"I need you," he whispered to my lips and when I felt at the same moment how he tore my panties aside with one hand and looked into my eyes demandingly, I felt a tingling sensation in my abdomen that almost hurt. it felt so intense.

"Then take me."

My voice was already shaking with excitement and the feeling of being so desired by him made me incredibly proud and gave me an intoxicating feeling. After all, a hot mafia boss just admitted that he wanted me in his life.

I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck, letting my head sink onto his wet shoulder and closing my eyes as I felt his already hard cock gently rubbing my middle underwater.

His breath was just as hard and jerky as mine and when he slowly pushed his way into me and pressed my butt even harder against the edge of the pool, I clutched his back with a low moan and bit him lightly through the incredible feeling of his penetration Shoulder.

"Oh, Keeva," he moaned excitedly, resting his head on my shoulder as well, holding on to the edge of the pool and then thrusting himself completely into me.

He took what he needed and pushed rhythmically, but firmly into me again and again. I was breathing uncontrollably, letting him take over me and enjoying the feel of his cock inside me.

As he got faster and faster and I felt my orgasm coming after a very short time, he pulled me back a bit by my hair so that our faces were now exactly in front of each other.

His mouth was slightly open, as was mine. His rapid breath hit my lips and I kept grimacing and moaning as he penetrated me deeply, sending little lightning bolts through my body.

"I do," he began with a half-moan, putting one of his hands on my chin. "That you look me in the eye when you come."

His voice trembled and his eyes fixed on mine while his thrusts became more and more violent and when I felt my desired climax coming, my moaning became so loud that he immediately put his hand on my mouth and sank firmly into me several times.

"Only I can hear you," he warned, biting his lower lip as my intense orgasm rolled over me and I lost myself in the gray-blue storm of his irises, which were covered with lust with a veil of pleasure.

My legs were trembling pressed around his waist and my walls were constricting and trembling around his cock, so he groaned too and removed his hand from my mouth to put his lips on mine.

"Fuck," he moaned trembling into my mouth and I immediately felt him climax deep inside me while he moved a few more times deep inside me. He rested his head on my shoulder again, gasping for air, and I did the same, snuggling up against his shoulder to enjoy the feeling of our togetherness with my eyes closed.