Chapter 1321 - No Way to Mend
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Bai Yaoyao had never been so harsh and cold towards Xirong Ziye before, and he couldn't take it at all. Every inch of his heart ached.
"Yaoyao, don't be so harsh. I'll show you how sincere I am. Yaoyao, tell me, what do I need to do for you to forgive me?"
Bai Yaoyao looked at the pain in Xirong Ziye's eyes and avoided eye contact with him. She was afraid that she would waver and turn soft-hearted.
"Xirong Ziye, can every mistake be erased just by apologizing? Once a mirror is broken, there's no way to repair it to its original state. Do you understand?"
Xirong Ziye nodded. "I understand. But, Yaoyao, I love you. I can't live without you."
Bai Yaoyao scoffed. "Xirong Ziye, do you remember that I've also said that I love you and can't live without you? But how did you respond? Do you still remember?"
Bai Yaoyao's words made Xirong Ziye's body tremble immediately. He stumbled backwards.
She was right. How had he treated her in the past? He was cold and distant, shamelessly taking her feelings for granted. He hadn't cherished her at all.
He even got together with Xiamu Qingyan. It was written all over the news, and she naturally read everything.
He didn't cherish Bai Yaoyao at all. He even showed off his loving relationship with another woman to agitate Bai Yaoyao. He even…
The more he thought, the more he couldn't face himself. He desperately wanted to slap himself.
"Yaoyao, I don't know what happened to me back then too. I don't know if I've lost my mind. I really want to hit myself now. Yaoyao, I hate my past self and wish to turn back the time. I can't do much, so I hope you can give me another chance. I'll cherish you. Yaoyao, I'll do everything you want with you. I'll give you everything that you want. Yaoyao, I'll cook everything that you want…"
Hearing those words, Bai Yaoyao felt very hurt. Truthfully speaking, she had never imagined that he would say such words to her one day.
In the past, she had wished countless times that Xirong Ziye would treat her better. She would be contented if he loved her half as much as she loved him.
However, she had given him so much and waited for him for so long. In the end, he dumped her and even chased her out.
That incident had completely shattered her heart. If she didn't have Duan Yanhao and Yun Bilu by her side, she didn't know where else she could have gone.
Thinking back now, she didn't know how she survived that period of time.
She smiled indifferently. Interrupting Xirong Ziye, she said, "Xirong Ziye, have you ever thought about where I could go after you chased me out? Have you ever thought about what I would do to myself? Perhaps you wouldn't have a chance to meet me anymore."
Xirong Ziye's expressions changed drastically as he looked at Bai Yaoyao intently. Indeed, he had never thought of that before.
Bai Yaoyao didn't have a home. Where could she go?
"You… Yaoyao… I…"
"Xirong Ziye, you don't have to say a single word. You have no idea how I got through that period of time. While I bawled every day, you were being lovey-dovey with Miss Xiamu. During my sleepless nights, you might have been coaxing Miss Xiamu. While I was thinking about doing bad things to myself, you probably didn't think of me. Am I right?"
As Xirong Ziye listened to her speak, his lips trembled. He didn't know what to say at all. His heart throbbed, and he coughed, almost spitting out a mouthful of blood.
