Chapter 37

Chapter 37

Amelie

It's so hot! I kick off the blanket. Gideon is still asleep. I try to be as quiet as possible and move to a cool spot on the bed, flip my pillow, and try to get back to sleep.

Nope! Burning up! Do I have a fever? I feel fine; I'm just so hot. I get up as quietly as possible and go into the bathroom. I splash some cold water on my face, but it doesn't help. I turn on the shower and undress. I get under the cold water, and it feels better, but I'm still so hot. I get out of the shower and grab a towel. As I'm grabbing a towel, I look at myself in the mirror. I look back again, and I saw my eyes were flashing between their usual dark grey to Inari's topaz yellow. Then as I walk closer to the mirror to get a better look, they turn solid topaz, and I can feel I don't have control of my own body. Inari is in control.

"Inari, what's going on?" I'm frantic. I have no idea if this has to do with her being sealed or what.

"Shhhhhh. It's OK. You need to trust me." That's all she said.

I feel like I do when we would shift, not in control, just in the background. This has never happened in my human form. I trusted Inari, but it was still weird and foreign feeling, and she was not talking to me. She walks back into the bedroom and pulls the blanket off Gideon slowly. "Inari, what are you doing your going to wake him up."

She giggles, "That's the point." Then she straddles him. She rubs his cheek. "Time to wake up."

Gideon groans, "Amelie, what time is it. The sun's not even out yet."

I feel Inari pull her strength to her voice, "Ulv, it's time, my love."

Gideon's eyes shoot open, but they are a bright ruby red instead of their usual lush green. It's not Gideon; it is Ulv. His wolf is in control, just like mine.

"Inari, my love, I finally get to have you to myself," Ulv's voice is huskier than Gideon's. He runs his hands down our body, and I can feel the goosebumps under his touch. I stop trying to fight Inari for control. Ulv and Gideon were our mates, four souls in 2 bodies bonded together.

Before I realized what was going on, Ulv flipped us on our back. He was more forceful than Gideon. He was an Alpha wolf, after all. It was clear he wanted his mate to submit but only to him. He was taking what he wanted, and Inari was willing to let him have whatever that was. First, it was her lips. Gideon and I have kissed many times, but our wolves haven't fully bonded. Typically, we would have let them run together, but their need to connect was more intense since they could not. As they kissed, I could feel the bond growing more potent, like roots digging deeper and more robust. I feel sparks all the way through my body and soul. It's warm and comforting.

Ulv works his way down our body, kissing, licking, and nibbling every inch. Claiming what is his. He reaches our hips and slowly spreads our legs apart, kissing and licking the inside of our thigh. Then he bits, sinking his canines in just a little. Inari howls, and I moan. It was pleasure and pain a bit from our mate. Ulv was making his clam to his mate. I feel the roots of the bond growing more vigorous and a bit deeper.

He licks at our lips, lapping up as much of our juices as he can. He runs his tongue over our clit. We both moan. He licks it again harder, our back arches. He looks up with a devilish grin and sucks on our clit. The sensation made me feel like I was going to explode. Inari screams, "Ulv, Ulv, more. I need more." He grabs our hips tight and pulls us to him. He shifts his head, and his tongue enters our core. He sucks and nibbles and devours our pussy. Inari grabs the sheets balling them in her fist. I am screaming more, and Inari is howling. He pulls us in more, and Inari starts moving our hips as he takes the movement to go harder. I can't take much more and release. I can feel myself relax, but Inari is still holding on for more. Ulv does one last deep suck to our clit, and Inari climaxes.

She's panting, but I can feel she wants more she wants her mate, all of him. Ulv sits up and kisses Inari. There's no passion in the kiss. It's hunger and greed. He wants more of us, and he is determined to take it all. As he kisses, his hand moved to our soaking pussy, and he starts to play. Just touching and exploring like his hand was trying to memorize every centimeter of us. He teases with one finger at our entrance. Inari shifts trying to force it in. He stops her pulling back his hand. "My love, what do you want?" He whispers while licking our ear.

Inari moans, "You, all of you. I want you." She pulls him closer, showing her hunger in her kiss.

"I will give my Luna what she desires." He opens our lips and slowly penetrates our core.

I gasp. I feel the roots growing even more substantial, reaching the depths of my soul. Inari can feel it too. She howls again. Ulv, lets out a deep rumble from his chest. "You feel it? The bond grows. Let's make it stronger, unbreakable." With that, he thrust all the way in. Between the feeling of the bond growing and him inside me, I start to feel Gideon push through to me.

I can feel his love, desire; I feel it all. I push back to him. Ulv feels it, too, as his pace quickens. Inari screams for more. Ulv keeps going, Inari matches his speed, and I feel her climax again, but this time a rush of her emotions engulfs me. I give into it all, letting the bond take over, bathing in its intensity. Ulv slows and goes deeper it seems more demanding. Each thrust more intense than the last Inari climaxes again.

This time I feel Gideon pulling me. He's pulling my soul to his. I can feel him; it's like he's wrapping himself around me. It's warm, and it feels like the safest place in the world. I hear a soft whisper, "I love you."

"Gideon, I love you too." He was with me. I have never felt a bond this strong before. He wasn't mind-linked with me. He was a part of me. We were a part of each other.

"Inari, my Luna, my love, we will be united for our lives and beyond. I feel it you are my true mate beyond this life." Ulv's love for Inari was eternal. It had to be his love for her that ingulfed us all.

"Ulv, I have been waiting for you for centuries. I know it. Never let me go again." A tear falls from Inari's topaz eyes. She found him, that's what I felt, that she finally found him again.

Ulv kisses Inari with all his love, and I can feel Gideon wrap me up tighter. Ulv continues penetrating slow and deeply, and then he picks up his speed again. Sparks start to shoot through me, and Inari screams. Ulv bends down right before his peak and bits down on our mark. Inari does the same to him. They are remarking each other's bodies, our bodies. As soon as they do, the bond intensifies, and everything feels like it freezes for a split second. It felt like in that second; our four souls became 1 in perfect harmony.

As soon as Inari and Ulv release their canines, Gideon and I take over as our wolves sleep. It was the most fantastic sensation I have ever felt, but I didn't know what it all was. Gideon is on top of me as we were left in the positions right before Ulv and Inari slept. Gideon looks at me, sweetly smiles, and kisses my lips. I no longer feel the intense heat I did earlier. On the contrary, I feel calm and relaxed. Gideon lays next to me, pulling me close.

"Gideon, what was that just now?" I look up at him, and I can see he is a little taken back.

"That was the start of your heat and the finalization of our mate bond or our second marking. Didn't you do that before?" I could feel his emotions now. He was curious.

It made me stop and think. Why didn't I have a similar experience before? Was there indeed something wrong with me? "There is nothing wrong with you. I only ask because of something your father said, and it might be true."

"Hey! How did you know I was thinking that?" He kisses the top of my head.

"I can feel you too. But to be honest, I have never felt a bond this strong before. It's sooo…." He trails off, trying to find the words.

I knew what he was trying to say. "It feels like it's deeply rooted in your soul?" I felt the same.

"Yes!" Gideon pulls me closer and kisses my mate mark. Sparks shoot through my whole body. "Once this heals again, it will be brighter, and the bond fully connected. Ulv was right. I feel like I've found a missing part of myself." He nuzzles my cheek.

"This whole thing seems so surreal to me. I didn't know I could feel this way." Of course, I was happy, but I still wanted to know what happened just now entirely. "Gideon, is it normal for a wolf spirit to take over while in heat?"

He pulls back and looks at me, "Yes, it's normal for a wolf spirit to take over a little bit but to be honest, that was more intense than…" I knew how he felt. Talking about his dead mate to me and me talking about Tate in this situation felt unnatural.

"I know," I lean my head up and kiss him gently. "You don't need to say anymore."

"Am, is this the first time you have gone into heat?" I feel a bit of possessiveness coming from Gideon. It's like he wants this experience only ever to be his.