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Her natural shyness was never clearer than at that very moment, which made even me more than just nervous. Not wanting to do anything wrong with her, I took my time carefully sliding my hand under her chin so I could lift it slightly, causing her to look deep into my eyes.

"I missed you," I whispered, and for the first time in my otherwise trivial life, I meant these words to a woman completely seriously. There was no intent behind it to deceive or flatter her. I just wanted to express what I felt when I looked into the deep blue of her eyes.

Of course, I hardly knew her and it was almost frightening how important she had become to me, but I no longer wanted to ignore the tingling in my stomach and the goose bumps on my arms, I wanted to savor her fully, my feelings to their limits irritate and that was only possible with this one woman.

"Me too," she breathed back and put her hand on my cheek, causing me to close my eyes for a few seconds, rest my forehead against hers and take a deep breath. Because of her comforting closeness, there was no longer any darkness around me, no fear, no self-doubt or the evil demons of the past.

When she touched me, it was like taking a deep breath for the first time. As if I could feel for the first time how comfortable and secure one could feel. Like feeling something for the first time ever...

No drug in the world could even remotely compete with this intoxication...

With a satisfied smile on my face and a feeling of happiness in my heart, I opened my eyes again and only slowly pulled my forehead away from hers to cup my hand around her neck and pull her close to me.

I almost stormily put my lips on hers, but she seemed to enjoy my demanding nature immediately. She let herself be guided, surrendering to my lips and moaning softly into my mouth as I pressed my body firmly against the wall.

Wild and completely detached from everything else, I nudged her soft lips with my tongue a few times, causing her to open her mouth and let my tongue in as she wrapped her hands around my neck and gently ran my fingers through my hair.

She seemed to like my piercing, because her tongue kept dancing around it curiously, while I then, already overwhelmed by my excitement, grabbed her waist and lifted her onto the washing machine next to us.

"Senan," she suddenly breathed into my mouth and hesitantly pulled away from my lips to look into my eyes with concern.

Fuck! What did I do wrong...

Her gaze fell behind me and after I too had turned to the door, breathing heavily, I understood what she wanted from me.

I let her go, ran to the door and locked it. When I turned back to her, my breath caught. I watched her with wide eyes as she pulled her white t-shirt over her head and sat there wearing only jogging pants. My gaze fell lustfully on her breasts, which of course looked perfect just like her, until our eyes met and she blushed so sweetly again.

"You know, actually," I began, running up to her again to watch her very closely as she eyed me nervously and expectantly. "That you are incredibly beautiful."

She bit her lip in embarrassment and wanted to avoid my gaze, but I wouldn't let it and cupped her cheeks to look deep into her eyes.I lost myself in her and I let it. My trust in her was boundless and I knew very well that she would never let me down. She didn't care if I was a Gallagher. She didn't give a shit if I was the brother with the biggest problems. She only cared about me and my well-being, and in that she was so much better than all those superficial zombies out there.

As if by itself, our lips found each other again and we dived into our own world, in which we hugged each other tightly and indulged in our passionate kisses until I picked her up and put her back on the floor. I reluctantly pulled away from her lips and kissed down the skin of her neck to her shoulders, causing her to hug me even tighter, her fingernails digging lightly into the skin of my neck.

I let my lips continue to stroke over such soft skin and ran between her breasts up to her navel, causing her to rest her hands on my shoulder for support and surrender to my caresses with her eyes closed.

I carefully grabbed the waistband of her sweatpants and slowly pulled them down, continuing to kiss her abdomen until I pulled her pants down even further and she lifted her feet, one at a time, so I could free them from the pants.

As she stood in front of me in just her black panties, I looked up the length of her body and felt my heart pounding against my ribs so hard it was hard to breathe.

Looking into her eyes, I stood up again and immediately lifted her back onto the washing machine, on which she willingly spread her legs for me, so that I opened my pants and pulled them down together with my boxer shorts.

She pulled me to her, sucking on my lips and gently stroking the back of my neck while I held my cock in my hand and pressed even tighter against her.

"We don't have a condom," I breathed between kisses and she pulled away, gasping for breath, to give me an embarrassed look.

"I secretly take the pill," she admitted and I was just about to wonder why she said secretly until she kissed me again and my mind went completely blank just from the thought of being able to feel her right away.

My hand gently grazed her thigh and when I got to her midsection, I could already feel through her panties how wet and ready she was for me, making my cock even harder than it already was.

"I want you," she whispered into my mouth, glaring at me defiantly, causing me to immediately push her panties aside with two fingers and position my cock right in the middle of her with my other hand.

She was about to rest her head on my shoulder, but I grabbed her neck lightly and forced her to look at me very carefully while I slowly but steadily pushed myself further into her and her warm walls around my cock made me moan.

Her eyes narrowed slightly, her chest heaving faster and as I pushed myself deep inside her with a slightly harder thrust, she moaned loudly and let her head fall back, my lips immediately eager for the tender skin down her throat and sucked lightly which made her even more mad for me.

"You feel so good," I whispered heavily to her skin, feeling her hands on my neck and putting my hands on her hips, which allowed me to slide rhythmically into her again and again with a little more pressure.

She raised her head again, looked deep into my eyes and when I suddenly saw a few tears running down her cheeks, I stopped briefly and panicked slightly, but she shook her head slightly and nestled her upper body against mine.

"These are tears of joy," she breathed against my ear and then kissed my neck gently while I turned my face to hers and continued to move rhythmically inside her. Her eyes got lost in mine and as our lips found each other and I thrust deep into her several more times, her breathing became ragged and I felt her hot core contracting around my cock in spasms several times until I did couldn't wait any longer and she snuggled her trembling body against mine.

"Fuck..." I moaned with my eyes closed, hugging her tightly and thrusting into her fast and hard to climax with a last thrust deep inside her. I could hardly breathe, felt my heart beating in my throat and only wanted to break away from her briefly to take us both into the shower, but she immediately pulled me back to her and snuggled her face into the crook of my neck.

"Stay with me for a moment, please," she whispered, almost breathless, and a smile quickly spread to my lips as I hugged her tightly.

"You can't get rid of me anymore..." I replied quietly and stroked her back soothingly while she lifted her head to get a better look at me.

"That's all I wish for."

The smile she gave me after her words made my heart beat even faster and I knew that I would grant her every damn wish in the world without even a second thought...