Chapter 24

.CHAPTER 24.

ZERO.

For the first time in as long as I can fucking remember, I feel great. Damn, feels good to feel good.

I woke up at the first taste of dawn and my first instincts had been to reach for sweet Lani and bury myself deep inside her again.

Fvck, but I've gotten an ultimate addiction. Her.

I can't seem to forget any part of last night at all. Not her soft flesh. Not her scream as she orgasmed. Not her tight wet warmth as it squeezed me.

I was so fucking ready to sheath myself in her again but just one fucking thing stopped me.

The way it had hurt her last night.

Fvck! It shouldn't affect me but it damn sure did. The devil himself knows it's too damn late for me to develop a goddamn conscience.

I tried to reach for her but I just couldn't. She needs a little break. The thought is a fvcking different torture but it is what it is.

She needs a break but very soon...so so soon....I'll be back inside her again.

Satan's ball, but I'm already anticipating it.

After taking shower, I came out to find her staring at me with wide eyes and gripping her bedsheet tight.

Fvck, she looks good enough to eat. My c0ck hardened instantly in my damn jeans and I bit back a curse.

Bastard shit doesn't understand 'not now' anymore than I understand all those foreign languages she speaks.

"G-Good morning." She whispered.

The good morning I want is my tongue down her throat, not fucking verbal mumblings. Instead, I replied, "Good morning."

Time enough later, Zero. Fucking time enough, I told myself as I walked straight to the wardrobe and allowed the towel around my waist to drop.

You can't begin to imagine my surprise when heat fused her cheeks, her eyes widened and she dove under the covers.

Holy-fvcker, you'll think we never had s€x.

"I'll go take my bath." She whispered without looking at me, she slipped down from the bed. I heard her wince as she walked gingerly towards to bathroom.

I watched her leave, barely curbing the goddamn animal instincts that urged me to shove her to the ground and bury my aching c0ck deep inside her again.

Surely there's something to do to make the ache stop sooner. I stared hard at the inner wardrobe and glared at the damn laptop inside there.

I put on my clothes and took the laptop with me. I walked to the dinning table and placed the damn thing on top of it.

For the first time my whole motherfvcking life, I found myself scoping the net for something that has nothing to with with a goddamn target and killing.

The fucking heavens knows that I've found my new addiction. Her.

LEILANI

Showering did nothing to alleviate the ache in my body. I was about to tie the towel and get out when I heard Zero from the bedroom shout...

"Soak a hot bathe." He shouted.

My cheeks heated. I can't even bring myself to ask him what he's taking about. Instead I did what he said.

Thirty minutes later, I emerged from the bathroom feeling better. He was nowhere within sight and for that, I'm glad.

I quickly put on my clothes. I heard the smell of food and my stomach grumbled. Guilt and shame for what I did still plagued me, and I tried my best to put it away from my mind.

I don't even know him well and here I am, committing adultery with him. Or is it fornication? I don't really know because they truly are the same to me.

I brought out a simple gown and stared at it as I worried. I don't even know his real name. Or why he's a killer. I don't know his childhood.

He's a man that doesn't like prayer, doesn't even seem to understand the concept of it. A man that doesn't believe in God and cusses a lot.

As I put on clean clothes, I made a resolve to try and change him. Get closer to him and know more about him. I can't help him if I don't know him.

Does he have a father? A mother? Any sibling?

What changed him to the ruthless strong dangerous man he is now?

"Food's ready, Lani!" He shouted from the living room.

🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺

I came out for breakfast and I couldn't meet his eyes. I can't help remembering last night and it kept an eternal blush on my face.

When he opened to food to dig in as usual, my instinct kicked in and I shot out my hand and held his, stopping his movement.

"Let me guess, we have to pray?" His eyebrows were up.

I nodded and waited for his usual explosion.

I was surprise when he just grumbled and closed the food again. He closed his eyes, "Do your thing."

I jerked myself out of my surprise and proceeded to do my thing like he told me to do.

I said the prayers and after that, I said "Amen."

"Amen." He repeated after me before he dug in and started eating.

The rest of the day went amazingly well. Zero was surprising more relaxed than I've ever seen him but he still have that very dark hungry look in his eyes.

Now, I know what it means. My cheeks reddens whenever I catch him staring at me like that.

We watched television together. I wanted to watch cartoon animations but he insisted on watching action movies. So, that was what we settled for in the end.

I sat down on the sofa and I expected him to seat in the leather chair beside the sofa like he always does.

Instead, he came down beside me and laid down on the sofa, his head he placed on my thighs

I stared at him wide-eyed and he smiled a little. I sat awestruck watching him smile. It's the first time I've ever seen him smile and even though it's a small smile, it's something different.

His face transformed from handsome to devastatingly handsome, and I almost swallowed my tongue staring at him.

The smile suddenly dissapeared from his face as he gazed up at him intensely. "Fuck, be careful, honey, will you? Give a guy a break, I'm trying to do the fucking honorable here but you ain't helping."

"H-Huh?" I find it hard following the conversation.

He stared at me for a second before he shot up from my thighs and slammed our lips together. A gasp of surprise left me but his mouth swallowed it as he kissed me hard.

Then, he pulled back and pressed our forehead together. "Mother-fvcking-fucker!"

I winced.

"Sorry." He said, surprising me again. "Lani, I want you, okay?"

"B-But---"

"Shh. You don't have to say anything, I'm trying to control myself right here, but you have to help too, honey, will you?"

I nodded my head.

"Good. First step is not to look at me that way again. Fuck, I want to bury myself deep inside you and staring at me like that isn't helping at all, do you understand?"

I don't understand half of what he said but I nodded anyway.

"Good." He slipped down and laid his head back on my thighs. "Let's watch the damn movie while I try to remind myself why it's such a bad idea to feed you my c0ck, right now because for the fuc---very life of me I can't remember."

"Okay...." I whispered, my cheeks heating.

He watched television in silence and I avoided looking at him. I stared everywhere but at him. But I was all too aware of his presence because the very essence of him is like a cloak around me.

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