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My eyebrows furrowed. "Why would you kill me?"

"You don't understand."

Fucky, this is him again I don't understand. How can I understand if he doesn’t say?

I crossed my arms. "I really don't understand because what you said has two meanings, you'll kill me with a bite or you'll kill me with relish." I would rather have him kill me with gusto than bite, both bloody, both death ends, I would rather die face to face than not.

He glared at me. I stared at him. "Which of the two? Literally or metaphorically?"

I sighed when I felt his cold hand on my waist, he pulled me closer to him. My palm is on its chest. I tried to lift my head even though I was standing still. The two of us met eye to eye.

He leaned closer to my right ear. "Both," He whispered sexily.

Our eyes met. I swallowed hard. His eyes turned red. Then I noticed that it was night when I avoided looking at him. His stare was exhausting, both my knees were soft and stiff. I can't even look into his eyes, I might suddenly grab his pants.

He grabbed my chin and guided me forward so that our eyes met. I can feel its cold hand. Even though his hand was cold, the heat my body felt was not removed.

Fucky! I don’t know how my body started to heat up, I suddenly felt it.

This is the first time my body has warmed up because of the man’s presence. It’s different from the heat I feel every time I sip hot broth or take a hot bath, maybe because it brings something else that I can’t explain.

"I fuck hard Adrasteia." I bite my lower lip. I feel a hot liquid gushing on my womanhood.

This is probably the warmth he makes me feel. It's just a word but I'm getting mad. What if you touch that? I might go delusional and if he was right, I would die of pleasure.

"I don't fuck like a human." I winced as he tightened his grip on my waist. I got even closer to its cold and hard body.

"It's been years since the last time I fuck, Adrasteia." He eyed me fully. "I'm sure I'll break your bones in just a minute if I lose control of you."

He approached me and hugged me tightly. I closed my eyes to what he did, when I woke up we were no longer in the forest. We stood not far from the school.

He pulled away. "You don't want to die. Leave me alone. I warned you already."

After he said that, it disappeared in front of me.

I want to believe what Asmodeus said that I can die but it won't last because at twilight Bella just passed.

Edward Cullen is fictional, Asmodeus Vointeroz is a real vampire. I have to believe Asmodeus, he’s a real vampire.

Fucky! Does this mean that what I want will never happen? Will my dream never come true? I was ready to die for that but how could I be left behind? Mom ... So is Alta.

I couldn't sleep all night thinking about everything. As for the sex position, it entered my brain.

I tried to get rid of the thoughts when the class started, I was a success even though sometimes I think about it.

Finally, the class ended as well. I leaned back in the park chair, letting my body lie down slightly while sitting.

"Adrasteia, my friend!" Alta said, sitting next to me.

I sat up and then turned to her. "What's the matter with you having so much fun?"

"Nothing, I'm not having fun." I denied then fake a smile.

"I know there's a reason for you to smile."

"Nothing! Can't you smile ?! Then wait, why do I still seem to be hiding something? You left yesterday! You even fooled me! I thought it was true that Robert Pattinson was here!" asik niya.

"Where did you go?"

Fucky! I thought he would forget what I did, how could it be? I can't say I'm going to the forest again, she'll be surprised.

"You went the wrong way yesterday! If I hadn't told you, you must have gone to the forest. What will happen to you if I'm gone? Adrasteia?" he widened his eyes at me.

"I don't know about you, Alta!" I laughed. "How's your class?" I will ask.

"Don't change the subject, Adra. Where did you go yesterday and why are you acting differently?" Her right eyebrow raised.

Fucky! What can I say ?!

"I-I had diarrhea yesterday so I want to go home." Fucky! I hope she doesn't think that there is a bathroom at school, I hope not. Because if so I have no loopholes in it.

Her eyes are piercing, trying to figure me out. "Because of the amount you ate yesterday, that's shit shit!"

"Adrasteia, tae tae!"

The other group sitting not far from us looked away. I was just shaken. I have to hide everything, so even if I want to put shit in Alta's mouth, I can't, first of all because it's disgusting ... Second, I have to keep the secret of the Vointeroz.

"Adra is shit! Shittyt!" She burst out laughing with her idea. I rolled my eyes at her.

Alta is also really wrong.

After Alta's laughing session that embarrassed me, we decided to go home.

We were walking out when Layla caught my eye, she was talking to someone I couldn't see because the wall was blocking me from where I was standing. Out of curiosity, I left Alta and approached Layla.

"Layla." I called her.

She turned to me, staring straight into my eyes. She's not avoiding my eyes like she used to before. "Adrasteia, it's you. Do you need anything?" She asked with a smile.

My eyes narrowed when I saw who she was talking to. He's standing near her, smiling widely. His one hand is in his pocket. It seemed like they were having a fun conversation and I interrupted.

Fucky! Why are these two together?

The two of us met eyes, the smile disappeared from her lips. His lips formed a thin line while his eyes turned dark.

"Nothing, I just passed by." I answered without looking at her. My eyes remained on Asmodeus. He gave me a cold look.

"Can I talk to you? It's about--" He cut me off.

"Could you leave us? We're talking about a private matter here." is Asmodeus.

I crossed my arms. Private matter huh. I wonder what is that 'private matter' he is talking about.

"Asmo ... You don't have to send her away right away--" Asmodeus didn't finish what he was about to say when he grabbed her wrist.

My mouth fell open at what Asmodeus did, Layla's eyes also widened because of that.

I could do nothing but watch them disappear from my sight. I sighed. What's with him? So he really doesn't like me huh.

"Hey Adra! Why are you suddenly leaving? You're not my ex, are you?" Alta said.

I took another deep breath. I stared at the part where they disappeared from my sight.

I turned to Alta. "I thought I saw Bella and Edward, it was just like that."

"You're crazy! What's wrong with you? You're under an illusion right now. You really look like my ex! You're under the illusion that the cup will come back!" She burst out laughing.

"Are you an ex there? You don't even have an ex!" I sighed.

"Of course I had a lot of suitors too!"

My brows furrowed at what she said.

"Suitors huh?"

"Why? I have a lot of suitors! What do you think? I have a lot of them and they're crazy for me."

I burst out laughing with what she said. Is this woman serious?

She has suitors yet she is obsessed with novels. Maybe she has suitors, but they're not real. All existing in a book!

"The only boyfriend you had is the leading man in the novels."

"Not real."

"Tsk. You are just bitter, Adra."

"Nevermind! I don't need to prove to you that I have a lot of suitors because you'll get bitter." She laughed as she walked over to me first.

I turned down the hallway. Do I have to tell her about Asmodeus as well? That he is my suitor?

Wait, he isn't. In fact I'm his suitor! Damn it.