Chapter 49

Adria's POV:

"I am very nervous. I feel like I will poop in my pants", I told Andrea to which she just made a face.

"You guys are married, you will have to do 'it' someday, there is no point in being nervous", she said while dabbing her handkerchief on my face to wipe the sweat off.

"I know, I.. I am just. I don't know. What if he does not like me then? What if I am not good enough for him?", I blabbered.

"Oh! shut up, woman. He loves you, he is gonna like you even if you stink onions. Now stop eating my brain. If you wanna go on your honeymoon then go and if you don't want to, tell him...... Wait why don't I go and tell him that my sister has chickened out and doesn't want to go on a honeymoon with you anymore", she said and started walking out of the room where Austin was waiting for me. Damn!

"Wait! Wait ok. I wanna go. I will go. I love him. I.. I married him and I won't chicken out. I am a confident woman. Hell, I run a whole company, I sure as hell can handle sex with Austin Hawk. So what he is hot as hell, incredibly handsome and makes me conscious about myself? So what if he makes me nervous? I can handle that. I can handle that very well cause he is my husband now and he loves me a lot. I love him too. I can mmmm mmm ", my voice muffled when Andrea put her hand on my mouth.

"Just go", she said and pushed me out of the room, I lost my balance and was about to fall but two very familiar strong arms held me. Holy shit!

Just how much did he hear.

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Austin proposed to me on the day of Augustus and Cara's wedding and I said yes. There was no other answer to his question. I love him and don't want to be separated from him anymore.

After the wedding ceremony, the couple went on their honeymoon in Bali for 15 days, so I never got a chance to ask them how did they end up together but I will do that soon.

Austin suggested that we should get married within a month and I couldn't agree more. I decided to wear the same dress Charlie and I selected years back but it could not fit me so I had a similar dress made of my size.

Decorating is not really my thing so Andrea and Charlie monitored the venue and guided the wedding planner.

The date was fixed, 9th Jan, 20 days after his proposal. It was the earliest we could do the preparation without compromising the reputation of the Hawks.

So today is the day, Austin and I got married and by now we should have left for our honeymoon. We were supposed to be on the way to the airport now but my nervousness made me wait in the hotel room for a long. After all the wedding rituals were over Andrea took me to the room that was arranged for me to get ready so that I could change and leave. I changed into a knee-length comfortable ruffle dress but refused to leave the room.

I kind of freaked out while our dance when Austin whispered about all the vile things he plans to do with me. It filled my heart with anticipation as well as fear. I look forward to what was going to come but I feared that I might not be able to satisfy his needs. He is an experienced expert in the field of sex while I can't even call myself a beginner. He has so many plans saved for me, what if I ruin them all?

With the thoughts in my mind, I walked out of the room and towards the gate where friends and family waited for me to leave with my husband on our honeymoon.

"Call me if he treats you bad", dad whispered in my ear as I hugged him to say goodbye.

"Take care, sis", Andrea said and patted my head after hugging me.

"Come back with my grandchild growing inside you", Damon joked.

"Enjoy dear", charlie said and kissed my cheek.

"Don't kill my brother", Augustus said in a serious tone to which I just rolled my eyes.

"Have a lot of sex", Cara almost yelled gaining a chuckle from the crowd.

After saying goodbye to everyone we entered the limo. It was a bit tricky to walk around in my wedding gown but the things you do for love.

"So I am hot as hell and incredibly handsome huh?", Austin asked, a cocky grin plastered on his face.

"How much did you listen", I asked him.

"Just as much to know that I make you nervous. I know I should say that don't be nervous and blah-blah! but I like your nervousness", he said and shifted closer to me, so close that I could feel his breath on my neck. I was looking down at my hands crossed over my lap. "All I want to say is that I love you and you don't have to worry about anything else", saying that he captured my lips and kissed me like it was the end of the world.

I had no idea where Austin was taking me for our honeymoon but knowing him I can tell that it must be someplace quiet, isolated and expensive.

We arrived at the airport where a private jet was ready to escort us. Austin carried in his arms and tucked me in the plane seat also fastened the seat belt.

I remember the time when Austin was a bad guy for me, he still took care of me this way. Such small gestures of him are his way of expressing love.

The flight took off and Austin helped me get up, we walked to the bedroom and I instantly felt sleepy seeing the bed.

"Sleep, you must be tired", he said and I smiled at him. I laid back on the bed and patted the beside me asking Austin to join me.

"If I sleep beside you, you won't get any sleep", he said which made me laugh but his face was dead serious.

"Come on you need rest too. Come", I yanked his hand and made him land beside me. Wrapping my arms around him I made rested my face in the crook of his neck. God! he smelled divine.

Austin relaxed in my arms and soon we fell asleep.