Chapter 108

When the whole network is eating the melons of Xuan Yihan's family, seeing them looking down and down like a bereaved dog is very happy, but some people can't be happy.

All the people in the Lin family, old and young, feel very distressed these days.

Especially Xie Roufei, as a mother, she couldn't sleep all night when she thought about her child's past experiences.

It was already three o'clock in the morning when Lin Yanhui came home, but Xie Roufei still didn't sleep.

"How about it?"

When Xie Roufei saw Lin Yanhui, she immediately raised her head and looked at him nervously.

Lin Yanhui nodded, "It's okay, baby, all the negative news has been deleted, and the one surnamed Bai will not be released again. Xuanjia Yunzhe has almost dealt with it."

Xie Roufei nodded in relief after hearing this, but her eyes couldn't help but turn red again.

What they can do for their children now is only to make up for the trauma.

But for those real injuries back then, she couldn't go back in time to protect the child from getting hurt...

Her child, who never received the care he deserved, was abused for 16 years, and was then locked up in an Internet addiction rehabilitation center, so depressed that he almost committed suicide...

Thinking of Lin Yanran who was helpless at that time, Xie Roufei was in unceasing pain, and her heart throbbed with pain.

If only she had been more careful at the beginning, so that the child would not be left outside and suffer so much.

Lin Yanhui saw that Xie Roufei had tears again in the corner of her eyes, knowing that she was blaming herself again, so she gently hugged her.

"This kind of thing will never happen again in the future, we will protect Ranran."

"Go to sleep, he will be back tomorrow."

Because Bai Yu was arrested, Lin Yanran was also one of the witnesses, so he shuttled back and forth between the police stations for the past few days.

In addition to dealing with the follow-up affairs of the Xuan family, he was busy these few days and only talked with his family on the phone.

But from beginning to end, he never told his family about these things.

He was afraid that his family would worry if they found out.

Especially the mother, she was hit hard by the loss of her child before, and she has been blaming herself.

Now that she finally came out, if she were to know what happened to the original owner, she would definitely be extremely sad.

But soon Lin Yanran also knew about it. Although he didn't say anything, everyone in their family also knew about it.

After all, such a large group as Xuan's had been doing well before, but something went wrong just these few days.

Such a resolute way is very similar to his brother's style.

Before entering the garage of Lin's villa, the driver stopped the car.

Lin Yan, who originally closed his eyes to rest his mind, opened his eyes and found that his family members were waiting for him at the door.

Lin Yanran quickly opened the car door.

As soon as he opened the door, the family strode towards him.

Especially Xie Roufei trotted forward and hugged her son in her arms.

Xie Roufei has been doing psychological training for a long time, always telling herself to control her emotions, fearing that the repetition of the past will make Lin Yanran think of the past and lead to a relapse of depression.

But the moment she saw her son, she couldn't help but burst into tears.

Looking at her mother who had become thinner, Lin Yanran also felt uncomfortable.

He apologized to Xie Roufei in a low voice, "Mom, I'm sorry for making you worry."

Xie Roufei hugged Lin Yanran tightly, shook her head and choked with sobs, "Needless to say I'm sorry, baby, you didn't apologize to anyone, you are so brave, you are my mother's pride..."

"It's mom who is sorry for you."

"No." Lin Yanran didn't want Xie Roufei to be so sad anymore, so she comforted her softly, "Mom, it's all over."

The past was too painful, and the Lin family has used various relationships in the past few days, so they know all those things that they want to know.

Therefore, after Xie Roufei's mood stabilized, everyone tacitly did not mention this matter.

They didn't want Lin Yanran to get scars again in the process of telling herself.

Lin Yanran didn't want to irritate his family with such a tragic matter.

They both want to protect their favorite family members.

Xie Roufei and Lin Yanhui personally cooked the dinner, all of which were Lin Yanran's favorite dishes.

Xie Roufei didn't eat much, she just patronized Lin Yanran's food.

Lin Yanran met Xie Roufei's gentle gaze, "Mom, you can eat some too."

Xie Roufei nodded, and just ate a little.

Lin Yunzhe at the side said deliberately in a sour tone, "Mom's craftsmanship is really good, but it's a pity that I can't eat it a few times a year."

Xie Roufei hasn't cooked for many years, and her slender fingers don't touch the spring water at all.

Now that she is cooking again, it's time for Lin Yanran to go home.

Lin Yanhui also laughed, and touched his stomach, "Of course, you come back every day, and I will follow suit."

Lin Yanran met her father and brother's eyes in the air, and then she smiled and complained to Xie Roufei, "I know, I know, Mom, brother and father have problems with me."

Xie Roufei looked at the father and son, and a smile finally appeared on her face.

She cut the baked chiffon cake into small pieces and stuffed a piece into Lin Yanhui's mouth, "Eat the cake and stop talking."

Lin Yanhui, who almost choked, said deliberately, "It's so sweet, my wife!"

Lin Yunzhe shook his head, looking as if he didn't see it.

Lin Yanran also finished eating the cake on his plate with a smile, and handed the empty plate to his brother.

"Brother, the cake is delicious, share half with me~"

Lin Yunzhe quickly cut a huge piece of his own cake and gave it to Lin Yanran.

The two brothers smiled quietly at each other.

Brother Lin Yunzhe doesn't like cakes and sweets, but he doesn't want to disappoint his mother.

So in the past, whenever mother baked a cake, Lin Yanran would find various reasons to help her brother share more than half of it.

Even now, it is the same.

After that, Lin Yanran rested at home for a few days, and his parents stayed with him until he left because of work.

After returning to the residence, Lin Yanran closed all the curtains, lying on the sofa and watching a movie quietly.

Lin Yanran actually didn't see anything in the movie.In the dark, his mind was in chaos.

The images of the past few days at home kept flashing in Lin Yanran's mind.

Although the family didn't mention anything, he could feel that his parents were doing their best to make up for him and wanted to give him extra care.

But the more his family was like this, the more conflicted Lin Yanran felt.

He knew that he was a little bit of a dead end in his thinking.

Intellectually, he has always been clear that he doesn't need to be so serious, the status quo is like this, he has passed through books, and his parents in this world are his parents.

But emotionally, he felt that he seemed unable to accept this love so easily.

He can't help but think that the other party has suffered so much, if he persists for a few more months, maybe he will be able to recognize his parents.

Although he knew that in the plot of this book, the original owner's final ending was actually going to death and he didn't have the part to recognize his parents, but Lin Yanran still felt unspeakably sad.

When he had no family before, he could easily accept these settings.

But now, not only have they found their family members, but they also feel guilty and make up for themselves because of what happened to the original owner in the past, allowing themselves to enjoy this love...

Every time he faced them, Lin Yanran felt that he had robbed the love of the original owner.

When Gu Siye came back, what he saw was Lin Yanran's tangled and frustrated appearance.

In his impression, Lin Yanran was a decisive, confident, and radiant little sun.

This was the first time he saw such a disappointed expression on the other party's face.

Gu Siye walked to Lin Yanran's side.

But after a long time, the other party raised his head slightly.

After seeing Gu Siye's appearance clearly, Lin Yanran opened her mouth softly.

The voice was low and muffled.

"Teacher Gu."

Knowing that Lin Yanran was in a bad mood, Gu Siye only responded, but did not continue speaking.

He sat beside Lin Yanran and quietly accompanied him for a while.

Lin Yanran hasn't dealt with her thoughts well yet, so naturally she has nothing to say to Gu Siye.

But he didn't want Gu Siye to misunderstand and worry too much, so he lay on the other's lap, closed his eyes and tried to sort out his emotions.

Lin Yanran didn't know how long he had been lying on the ground, but he felt a warm hand gently stroking his hair in a daze.

Then Gu Siye asked in a low voice from above his head, "Do you want to go out for a walk?"

Lin Yanran wanted to shake her head, but she felt that her hands were surrounded by warmth.

"Let's take Ultraman with us."

Gu Siye's tone was too gentle, as gentle as Wang Qingquan, Lin Yanran couldn't refuse.

So he got up slowly, bent over and held Altman in his arms.

He said he was going out for a walk, but Gu Siye took him directly to the basement and drove the car.

Lin Yanran was sitting in the co-pilot, because she was in a mess, she didn't pay attention to the scenery outside the window.

When Gu Siye parked the car to a Chinese-style garden villa located on the mountainside, Lin Yanran realized that the other party had taken him far away.

"This is where?"

Lin Yanran glanced around, the environment here is very quiet, the scenery is very beautiful, even the air is much fresher than usual.

Standing here has a feeling of being in a paradise.

Gu Siye locked the car and explained to Lin Yanran, "I bought a property before."

Before Lin Yanran had time to respond, the Ultraman in his hand jumped out of his hand, and then it began to let itself off, screaming and running forward.

"Ultraman wait for me!"

Lin Yanran hurriedly chased after Ultraman, but Gu Siye hugged Ultraman before him.

"Don't run around, I will take you to a place later."

After Gu Siye finished speaking to Ultraman, his eyes fell on Lin Yanran, as if a silent invitation.

Lin Yanran understood what Gu Siye meant, and asked him back, "Did Teacher Gu bring me here for a walk?"

After speaking, he held out a hand.

No one is bothering here, they can do some intimate actions wantonly.

Gu Siye nodded, walked to Lin Yanran with a low smile, and held Lin Yanran's hand tightly.

Afterwards, Gu Siye hugged the mischievous Ultraman with one hand and his lover with the other, and led him into the depths of the garden.

After going around several courtyards, a forest of cherry blossoms suddenly appeared in front of Lin Yanran's eyes.

At this time, it is the season of cherry blossoms, and the clusters of pink snowballs on the cherry blossom trees are very beautiful.

When the breeze blows gently, the dots of petals fall to the ground, covering a full layer.

The warm red sunset slanted on Lin Yanran's body, making his face a little red.

Lin Yanran felt a lot more relaxed suddenly.

Seeing so many cherry blossoms, Altman was so happy that he went crazy, struggling and wanted to jump down.

This time, Gu Siye didn't stop it this time, and let it play happily on the cherry blossom petals.

Gu Siye pointed to a lush cherry tree in front of him and said to Lin Yanran, "I planted this tree ten years ago."

Lin Yanran looked towards the blossoming cherry tree, and his eyes gradually brightened, "As handsome as Teacher Gu."

The yard is huge, and the road is lined with cherry blossoms.

Lin Yanran walked down the road and found that it went around halfway up the mountain.

Ultraman seemed to like these cherry blossoms very much. It stepped on the petals, like a perpetual motion machine that didn't know how tired it was, and kept running happily in front to lead the two of them.

But when Lin Yanran turned around a bend, he found Altman stopped under a bench next to him.

Then he heard a meow.

A beautiful little orange cat is lying on a bench basking in the sun.

The setting sun only illuminated half of the bench, Lin Yanran approached the kitten, stood on the other side of the shadow, bent down and greeted it, "Hello kitten."

The kitten turned its head and glanced lazily at Lin Yanran, then meowed at him, as if acting like a spoiled child.

"It's called Mengmeng."

Gu Siye introduced to Lin Yanran, "It has a very docile personality, you can pet it casually."

Lin Yanran sat next to Mengmeng after listening.

He stretched out his hand and gently touched the kitten's head, which felt soft and comfortable.

Altman was probably also tired, so he leaned against Lin Yanran's feet and snored loudly.

The setting sun set a little further, and a little bit of light shone on Lin Yanran's face.

With the spring breeze blowing on her body and the cat still in her hand, Lin Yanran felt a little comfortable.

He narrowed his eyes, and said to Gu Siye who was beside him, "Teacher Gu, I'm a little sleepy, lend me your shoulder."

Gu Siye put his arms around Lin Yanran, and gently brought him onto his shoulders.

The petals of the cherry blossoms fell a lot without knowing it.

After dropping several petals on his shoulders, Gu Siye heard the people around him finally speak.

Lin Yanran slowly told Gu Siye what she didn't finish last time.

His thoughts were in a mess, he said something here and there, and he didn't know if he said it clearly.

But from the beginning to the end, he could clearly feel the warmth from Gu Siye's palm.

"Teacher Gu, I'm so conflicted right now."

"Every time I stay with my parents, I feel in a daze, as if they have never left me."

"But every time I think of the original Yanran... I think of his previous experiences, and I know very clearly that although my family members look the same, they are not the ones I remember."

"We are clearly standing together face to face, but it always makes me feel that there is more than 20 years missing between us."

"I don't want them to worry about me because of my past because we're not alone."

"So I have always felt that I am not qualified to enjoy the current family affection for him. The more family members treat me because of those tragic experiences in the past, the more confused and guilty I am."

"Mr. Gu, what should I do... I don't seem to be able to handle this family relationship well."

"Teacher Gu, I really miss my parents..."

After Lin Yanran poured out the words buried in her heart, she fell asleep.

In a daze, he felt someone hugging him very gently.

Feeling the familiar smell surrounding him, Lin Yanran rubbed his face against the other's clothes like a kitten, and then fell asleep peacefully.

Vaguely, he seemed to hear a man talking to him.

But he was so sleepy that he couldn't catch a word.

In the dream, he dreamed of his family... and then Gu Siye.

As the setting sun faded into the afterglow, a petal lightly fell on Lin Yanran's cheek.

His brow, which had been frowning all this time, finally relaxed.