Chapter 26
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Rou Bao Bu Chi Rou
"I like you……"
"..."
"I really like you..."
"..."
The young man lowered his head, his lips were murmuring half an inch above Xie Qingcheng's lips, his broken hair was hanging down on his forehead, his eyes were confused and fiery.
He held Xie Qingcheng's hand tightly, and Xie Qingcheng was stunned by this sudden confession.
If he was just angry and surprised, at this moment he was as shocked as if he had been struck by lightning.
He even forgot to resist...
Who likes whom?
He Yu likes him?
how can that be……
Both of them are men, and He Yu has never shown homosexual tendencies, and he is 13 years older than him...
He was lying on He Yu's bed in the hotel, his bathrobe was disheveled, and he was covered in sweat. He turned his head slowly and stiffly to look at the boy lying on him in the dark, but he didn't know that the boy was looking at him, his eyes passed through him, and he looked at him. The girl who resembled him.
"I really like you……"
"..."
"You are obedient, don't be with him..."
"..."
As soon as these words came out, Xie Qingcheng slowly recovered from the shock, and finally gritted his teeth and said: "...you fucking!"
He Yu drank too much, he fucking admitted the wrong person!
He looked away from He Yu's face, only to feel that all the puzzled things before were connected in an instant - He Yu's scene, his sudden illness, he said on Neverland before that he wanted to be with a girl The child's confession, the upside-down drunken words...everything is enlightened.
He got it all.
He Yu confessed to that unlucky girl and got rejected...
Xie Qingcheng couldn't help but raised his head and touched his forehead.Because of the fierce fighting between men before, his forehead was already covered with sweat.While he was irritatedly grabbing the disheveled and sweaty forehead hair, he breathed violently with his chest heaving.
The neck that was strangled by He Yu was still aching, but it couldn't hurt his head. He felt that it was all a mess today, but he couldn't help but feel lucky for the girl he had never met——
Fortunately, this crime did not happen to other girls.
And He Yu.
Mental Ebola patients need to be calm, restrained, and reduce mood swings. The more rational the better, love is too tedious, and you should touch it as little as possible.But Xie Qingcheng feels that He Yu seems to have got "Xie Qingcheng ptsd" now, and he is willing to listen to what anyone has to say, but he doesn't want to listen to him and doesn't follow the doctor's advice.
Sure enough, it has become the current situation.
Fortunately, it only came to this situation, and it can still end.
Xie Qingcheng was pressed under the body of a tall, hot young man. After clearing up the situation, he put his hand on He Yu's heart with a gloomy face: "You fucking... get off of me."
"stand up!!"
He Yu's eyes have been very lax since just now.
The medicine he took began to take effect, and the sleeping effect gradually came up. He still stared at Xie Qingcheng, but the strength in his hands gradually weakened.People are no longer so crazy, breathing gradually stabilized.
There was even a flash of clarity in his eyes for a moment, but the consciousness only gathered for a moment, and soon dispersed...
Xie Qingcheng took this opportunity to break him free, grabbed the bathrobe and got up from the bed, his wrists throbbing with pain.
He Yu finally calmed down, or the medicine finally paralyzed his violent factor, so He Yu didn't do anything after being pushed away by him.
He opened his eyes empty, and after a while, he said softly, "...do you know...I can't find the bridge..."
"what?"
"I can't find it... I can't get out..."
"I...I can't get out anyway..."
These few whispered words were not spoken to Xie Qingcheng, nor to anyone. When he said these words, his expression was very empty. He seemed to no longer know where he was. A raving in the darkness.
He Yu slowly closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly.
Xie Qingcheng didn't realize what he was talking about, he was about to be tortured tonight, he endured his anger and discomfort, his face was tense, he threw him on the bed, threw the quilt to him, then turned around and left Brush your teeth and rinse your mouth in the bathroom.
Xie Qingcheng is somewhat sexually frigid, and doesn't like unnecessary physical contact with people, let alone being kissed by the same sex.
He was so nauseous, the tap water gushed out from the faucet, after washing for a long time, he picked up a handful of water and poured it on his face. A face dripping with water.
The young man's relationship is a bad account, and if he flips it casually, the chicken feathers will fly away. If it is not his fault, he will not even bother to look at the account book.
What the hell.Hell.
Taking care of He Jiwei's children and seeing this job, He Jiwei should give him money, and it would be unreasonable not to give money.When he turned around, he should have gone to He Jiwei.
Xie Qingcheng calmed down for a while with a sullen face, raised his hand to press his aching temple, then turned on the faucet, went out and sat on the sofa beside the bed in a daze.
When he went out, He Yu had already recovered from the medicine and fell asleep, lying on the bed and hugging the quilt, he looked very good, just like his usual appearance of the three good students and the top ten models, not the one who pestered him just now brute.
Xie Qingcheng looked gloomy, unscrewed the mineral water provided by the hotel and wanted to take a sip to quench the fire, but when his lips touched the mouth of the bottle, there was a sharp pain.He gasped, raised his hand, and found that his lip had been bitten off by He Yu—he had lived for 32 years, and no one had ever dared to bite the corner of his lip.Xie Qingcheng's face turned dark.
He put down the mineral water bottle heavily, and regardless of whether He Yuxi liked it or not, he lit a cigarette and began to smoke in the room, letting the little beast lying down and sleeping get enough second-hand smoke before he extinguished the butt of the cigarette.
……never mind.
forget it!
Finally, he thought, kiss the fuck and kiss it.What else?
He's a man, there's nothing to lose, and there's nothing wrong with him other than being disgusting.And in the end, it was just a misunderstanding.
Xie Qingcheng is a very rational person, he will not waste too much emotion on a stupid misunderstanding.
Thinking about it rationally, what is more important now is He Yu's current situation.
This time, he had personally experienced He Yu's current illness. He was very nervous, and it was only a half illness, and he was still under control.
What if it's completely sick?That's okay?
He Yu's situation may not be as optimistic as it appears on the surface.
Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes, he had expected that if He Yu fell in love, his condition would fluctuate to a certain extent.
That day when he stopped He Yu from confessing on the island, he was not only considering the girl, but he also took He Yu into consideration, but He Yu refused to listen.
He Yu said to him: "It's been 19 years, I haven't hurt anyone, I just like someone, but I can't have such power, can I?"
He looked into He Yu's eyes at that time, and suddenly he couldn't say anything.
He Yu, a child he saw growing up, was too sick.The double abyss of psychology and physiology, he wandered in it for more than ten years and almost 20 years, but he couldn't find an exit.This kind of patient has a lot of hostility in his heart, and even becomes extremely violent and bloodthirsty during the onset of mental illness.
However, He Yu chose to fight internally.
He stayed in his own dragon's lair all the time, no matter howling and howling, or grabbing the wall with his head, he never went out to hurt innocent people, and only endured these tortures alone in the dark.
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So, is that girl he doesn't know a ray of light that He Yu is after?
Xie Qingcheng recalled the tears that He Yu shed on him just now, recalled that the boy choked up and said that he liked her very much, so he turned his head and looked at the young man who had fallen asleep on the bed again.
That's why he left school, couldn't bear it, and triggered the depression in his heart?
Xie Qingcheng raised his hand, and subconsciously touched his lips kissed by He Yu. In the mood of "this beast is really hateful", he somewhat felt "this beast is really pitiful".
But Xie Qingcheng was really stimulated too much, and he didn't think deeply. He just took the "Xie" that He Yu just said as the name that He Yu saw him read when he was half awake and half confused.He didn't think in Xie Xue's direction.
In Xie Qingcheng's concept, although He Yu and Xie Xue are of the same age, there is still a five-year gap here. In his eyes, it is unlikely that there will be any love between men and women, so he He never doubted that He Yu had any unreasonable thoughts about Xie Xue.
What's more, how old is He Yu?Nineteen, none of them are the first two. In ancient times, there were no weak crowns, and they were only minors.
To be honest, in the eyes of the stereotyped Xie Qingcheng, a 19-year-old boy's love is considered a puppy love.I didn't even grow hair, and I thought about love before I finished reading the book.I still haven't made up my mind, can we talk for a long time?In case something goes wrong, can he take the girl to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a certificate and seal?On his own, can he support a family of three and four elderly people?Without parental support, can he earn enough money for milk powder for his children so that his wife does not have to worry about livelihood during pregnancy?
Waste, neither.
That's still a boy, not a man.
Of course Xie Qingcheng would not equate this kind of person with his future brother-in-law.
At this time, the boy on the bed seemed to be unhappy because of something, and frowned delicately in his dream.Xie Qingcheng didn't want to look at him anymore, let alone the messy big bed.
He got up, opened the door and went out.
It was already the next morning when He Yu woke up.
He opened his eyes in a daze, raised his hand to brush the messy forehead hair, and covered his cool forehead.
The memory of people who have a hangover is like broken tiles. If you want to repair them and put them together again, you will inevitably be scratched by the edges and corners of the broken tiles.
He Yu endured the throbbing pain in his skull like a clockwork, and what happened last night was gradually restored to a rough outline. He remembered the kiss he had misidentified in the chaos, his whole body froze, and immediately realized ——
He... seems to have...kissed Xie Qingcheng...
"..."
He Yu's first reaction was to hope that he was having a nightmare, but there was still faint blood on the part where his lip was bitten, licking it was accompanied by stinging pain that could not be more awake, which showed that what happened last night was real.
As an inclusive and inclusive student model from childhood to adulthood, He Yu has the typical characteristics of a schoolmaster: he has a high ability to accept all kinds of things, and his reaction speed is also fast.But this matter really exceeded his threshold, he sat on the bed in a daze, his face pale.
At this time, there was a beeping sound of card swiping at the door of the room, and the door was slammed open. He Yu watched helplessly as the person he had unintentionally sexually harassed last night walked in with a calm face.
Xie Qingcheng didn't sleep all night, went back to his room and was lost in thought for several hours, now he is very calm.He just finished washing before He Yu woke up, and when he came in, he saw that the psychopath had already woken up, with messy hair on his head, looking at him with almond eyes.
He looked a little innocent and dazed, and coupled with that handsome face with red lips and white teeth, it seemed that he was the victim.
animals.
Xie Qingcheng directly picked up He Yu's T-shirt on the sofa chair, and threw it on the face of Xueba Qinshou, covering the two eyes that made him irritable.
He said coldly, "Get up."
The Beast Xueba pulled down his white T-shirt, and said with some difficulty: "Xie Qingcheng, last night, we... you and I... Am I..."
Xie Qing said solemnly: "Yes."
He Yu's face became even uglier.
Xie Qingcheng: "But don't talk about such crap."
"..."
He Yu was taken aback again, he didn't expect this brother to have a ruthless and indifferent attitude when he opened his mouth, if he wasn't sure that his memory was correct, he would almost suspect that it wasn't his own blind eye that made the mistake last night It was him who Xie Qingcheng had planned for a long time to take the opportunity to harass.
Ba Diao ruthlessly leaned against the TV cabinet, folded his hands, and looked at the other party with a cold and serious expression: "Put your clothes on properly, I have something to talk to you about."
The two had such embarrassing physical contact last night, even if it was a misunderstanding, it was enough to make people feel guilty.
He Yu's relatives are short-spoken, and they must have contradicted each other in normal times, but today they really can't take it easy, and Xie Qingcheng said what he said, so he did what he did.
"You went to confess to the girl you like, didn't you?"
"……No."
"Are you still going to hide it from me? You don't remember what you said yourself last night. "
He Yu still remembers it vaguely, but he is not so clear-headed at the moment, and he said after a while: "...I misunderstood the person. I didn't confess to that girl. I just know that she has someone she likes." ...Forget it, why am I explaining so much to you, if you want to laugh, just laugh."
He raised his eyes: "I know you are very happy in your heart. Everything has developed according to what you said. No one likes me, and I have not controlled myself. Everything you said has come true. Are you happy?"
Xie Qingcheng stared at him: "I'm glad you didn't go crazy."
After a pause, seeing He Yu's guarded face, He Yu seemed to think that what he should say was—I thought about this patient all night and prepared two treatment plans for you. Do you want chemical castration or physical castration? You are welcome to choose one.
Xie Qingcheng sighed, he really didn't want to dwell on this issue, it was childish and a waste of time.So he said directly: "...Forget it. He Yu."
"That's all."
He Yu looked at him, Xueba is used to rushing to answer, especially the kind of beast, even on the bed, so He Yu asked: "But?"
"But—" Professor Xie swept across his face sternly, dissatisfied with his quick answer, and continued: "I thought about it, what happened last night made me feel that your current condition is very bad. The truth and You said, your father talked to me on the phone before, and it was indeed he who asked me to look after you for him. Your behavior of taking drugs after the onset of the disease, and even trying to hide it from everyone is very inappropriate, so... ..."
He Yu's father—Mr. Xie began to lecture.
He Yu still didn't get over it, his head was buzzing, and his whole body was absent-minded. He only listened to the beginning of what Dad said and didn't listen to it. What else could he say, he definitely couldn't spare him.
But after thinking about it again, I never asked Xie Qingcheng to take care of him. It was Xie Qingcheng who wanted to break in and approach him. Both of them are straight men who have no feelings for the same sex. Unfortunately, I don't owe him anything.
Fortunately, I didn't mention Xie Xue's name yesterday, otherwise the matter would be even more difficult to deal with...
"...More or less, that's it."
I don't know when, Dad has finished the training and made a summary.
"Are you listening?"
He Yu raised his head and met Xie Qingcheng's staring eyes.
Xie Qingcheng also said that he was thirsty, so he picked up the mineral water bottle next to him and unscrewed the lid, drank the water he didn't drink last night, and said coldly: "...If you are willing, this matter is over."
He Yu didn't really listen to what he said earlier, and his aching hangover head only received the words "this matter is over", but as a student who is used to being excellent, he instinctively nodded. down.
Xie Qingcheng stared at him from top to bottom without showing any expression: "Well, when you come back from the finale, you can come to the University of Medical Sciences to find me."
"..."
Only then did He Yu come to his senses, realizing that he seemed to have agreed to a certain request of him in a fugue just now, so he finally woke up completely, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Wait. I'm sorry, what did you say?"
Xie Qingcheng's complexion suddenly sank, and his tone was very blunt: "Do you have any conditions to talk to me?"
He Yu thought to himself, what condition?
He didn't even listen to what he said lightly when his upper lip touched his lower lip just now...
Terrible, what did he promise Xie Qingcheng?
On the other hand, Xie Qingcheng felt that he was really tolerant towards He Yu.
He didn't even bother with He Yu about what happened last night.Of course, the main reason was because he really didn't want to mention that kiss that made his scalp tingle.
With He Yu's current illness, it's fine if he doesn't see it, and he can't ignore it if he sees it, not to mention He Jiwei's face, even if he is an ordinary patient in front of him, he can't just ignore it.
Although it is impossible for him to personally treat He Yu like he did in the past, it is still no problem to control He Yu's emotions and give him some guidance.
What's more, in the process, he can also instruct He Yu to be a coolie for him by the way - He Yu is a labor force that is easy to use when he is obedient, smart and durable.If I can hold it and use it as before, I will even out my account of being licked by a dog.
Killing two birds with one stone.
Seeing that He Yu was distracted, Xie Qingcheng repeated it impatiently: "After finishing, you come to the Medical University, hone yourself according to my requirements, do things for me, distract your attention, don't spend all day Thinking about things in a sluggish way. Since you have someone you like, you should adjust your mentality in time and learn to control your emotions earlier. You will not suffer."
He Yu was silent for a moment and said: "...She has someone she likes now, not me."
Xie Qingcheng sighed: "Is the girl you like not too old?"
"...not big."
"You can't tell what will happen in the future. What's more, even if she still doesn't like you in the future, you may have a girl you like again. At that time, it will be good if you can control your illness."
He Yu remained silent for a while, then suddenly said: "...Why don't you ask me who I like?"
"What does this have to do with me."
"..." He Yu lowered his head, and there was a slight sarcasm in his drooping eyes, "It doesn't matter."
He thought of the conversation he had with Xie Qingcheng when he was at the police station.
At that time, Xie Qingcheng said that it is absolutely impossible for anyone to like someone like him, and he will definitely fail.
He felt that he had been slapped severely. At that time, he thought that if he and Xie Xue were together, he would definitely see Xie Qing lose his composure and want to see Xie Qing collapse, but now, everything is reversed. Here it comes.
Instead, it was Xie Qingcheng who saw his distressed appearance.
If you retreat at this time, you will really lose face in front of him...
He Yu closed his eyes and smiled: "Actually, after all, you came here to see me make a fool of yourself, right?"
"If you think so, that's fine."
"..."
Facing that man's indifferent and provocative eyes, He Yu's heart became darker and darker.
He really hates Xie Qingcheng's demeanor. He has watched it countless times since he was a child, and every time he can really feel Xie Qingcheng's indifference and that disgusting sense of strength. .
He was depressed for a while, and finally looked up at Xie Qingcheng: "You want me to help you distract yourself. What are you going to do?"
"I haven't thought about it yet." Xie Qingcheng said casually, "However, you have been with me before, and you know me. In order to make you suffer more, I will make a lot of trouble."
"...Are you planning to punish me?"
Xie Qingcheng paused, then raised his eyebrows slightly: "You're scared."
He Yu didn't want to lose his self-esteem after losing face: "You're joking, I have nothing to be afraid of."
After hearing his answer, Xie Qingcheng lowered his head and took out a cigarette, bit it between his lips and teeth, and said vaguely: "I hope you are serious, don't come here for three days and cry and say you want to give up. The lighter is in the Bedside, pass it to me."
He Yu ignored him, and just got out of bed and went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and rinse his mouth—although there was no lingering aftertaste from yesterday's kiss, He Yu still felt disgusted, thinking that he had admitted to the wrong person yesterday, and actually kissed a man Being so distracted, he felt even more uncomfortable all over, thinking that he must wash himself clean.
Before entering the bathroom, he glanced back at the object of his fascination last night.He is very sober this time, very upright, as if he was not the one who kissed someone in bed last night like he was in heat: "Smoking second-hand smoke can't be counted in the training you gave me, it's no different from slow killing .If you want to smoke, please take it outside."
Saying that, he closed the door of the shower room and went to wash up.
in the bathroom.
Facing the mirror, He Yu wiped his fingertips on the lip bitten by Xie Qingcheng last night——
He dipped a handful of water onto his face, and then grabbed the faucet.
The veins on the back of the young man's hands protruded slightly, and he tightened the faucet tightly, and the water flow stopped suddenly. He straightened up and looked at the person in the mirror.
What tempered him?Doesn't he just want to continue to watch his jokes, torment him, and use him?
... This time, he really accidentally committed the crime on Xie Qingcheng, an old rascal.
"..."
"I really like you..."
"..."
The young man lowered his head, his lips were murmuring half an inch above Xie Qingcheng's lips, his broken hair was hanging down on his forehead, his eyes were confused and fiery.
He held Xie Qingcheng's hand tightly, and Xie Qingcheng was stunned by this sudden confession.
If he was just angry and surprised, at this moment he was as shocked as if he had been struck by lightning.
He even forgot to resist...
Who likes whom?
He Yu likes him?
how can that be……
Both of them are men, and He Yu has never shown homosexual tendencies, and he is 13 years older than him...
He was lying on He Yu's bed in the hotel, his bathrobe was disheveled, and he was covered in sweat. He turned his head slowly and stiffly to look at the boy lying on him in the dark, but he didn't know that the boy was looking at him, his eyes passed through him, and he looked at him. The girl who resembled him.
"I really like you……"
"..."
"You are obedient, don't be with him..."
"..."
As soon as these words came out, Xie Qingcheng slowly recovered from the shock, and finally gritted his teeth and said: "...you fucking!"
He Yu drank too much, he fucking admitted the wrong person!
He looked away from He Yu's face, only to feel that all the puzzled things before were connected in an instant - He Yu's scene, his sudden illness, he said on Neverland before that he wanted to be with a girl The child's confession, the upside-down drunken words...everything is enlightened.
He got it all.
He Yu confessed to that unlucky girl and got rejected...
Xie Qingcheng couldn't help but raised his head and touched his forehead.Because of the fierce fighting between men before, his forehead was already covered with sweat.While he was irritatedly grabbing the disheveled and sweaty forehead hair, he breathed violently with his chest heaving.
The neck that was strangled by He Yu was still aching, but it couldn't hurt his head. He felt that it was all a mess today, but he couldn't help but feel lucky for the girl he had never met——
Fortunately, this crime did not happen to other girls.
And He Yu.
Mental Ebola patients need to be calm, restrained, and reduce mood swings. The more rational the better, love is too tedious, and you should touch it as little as possible.But Xie Qingcheng feels that He Yu seems to have got "Xie Qingcheng ptsd" now, and he is willing to listen to what anyone has to say, but he doesn't want to listen to him and doesn't follow the doctor's advice.
Sure enough, it has become the current situation.
Fortunately, it only came to this situation, and it can still end.
Xie Qingcheng was pressed under the body of a tall, hot young man. After clearing up the situation, he put his hand on He Yu's heart with a gloomy face: "You fucking... get off of me."
"stand up!!"
He Yu's eyes have been very lax since just now.
The medicine he took began to take effect, and the sleeping effect gradually came up. He still stared at Xie Qingcheng, but the strength in his hands gradually weakened.People are no longer so crazy, breathing gradually stabilized.
There was even a flash of clarity in his eyes for a moment, but the consciousness only gathered for a moment, and soon dispersed...
Xie Qingcheng took this opportunity to break him free, grabbed the bathrobe and got up from the bed, his wrists throbbing with pain.
He Yu finally calmed down, or the medicine finally paralyzed his violent factor, so He Yu didn't do anything after being pushed away by him.
He opened his eyes empty, and after a while, he said softly, "...do you know...I can't find the bridge..."
"what?"
"I can't find it... I can't get out..."
"I...I can't get out anyway..."
These few whispered words were not spoken to Xie Qingcheng, nor to anyone. When he said these words, his expression was very empty. He seemed to no longer know where he was. A raving in the darkness.
He Yu slowly closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly.
Xie Qingcheng didn't realize what he was talking about, he was about to be tortured tonight, he endured his anger and discomfort, his face was tense, he threw him on the bed, threw the quilt to him, then turned around and left Brush your teeth and rinse your mouth in the bathroom.
Xie Qingcheng is somewhat sexually frigid, and doesn't like unnecessary physical contact with people, let alone being kissed by the same sex.
He was so nauseous, the tap water gushed out from the faucet, after washing for a long time, he picked up a handful of water and poured it on his face. A face dripping with water.
The young man's relationship is a bad account, and if he flips it casually, the chicken feathers will fly away. If it is not his fault, he will not even bother to look at the account book.
What the hell.Hell.
Taking care of He Jiwei's children and seeing this job, He Jiwei should give him money, and it would be unreasonable not to give money.When he turned around, he should have gone to He Jiwei.
Xie Qingcheng calmed down for a while with a sullen face, raised his hand to press his aching temple, then turned on the faucet, went out and sat on the sofa beside the bed in a daze.
When he went out, He Yu had already recovered from the medicine and fell asleep, lying on the bed and hugging the quilt, he looked very good, just like his usual appearance of the three good students and the top ten models, not the one who pestered him just now brute.
Xie Qingcheng looked gloomy, unscrewed the mineral water provided by the hotel and wanted to take a sip to quench the fire, but when his lips touched the mouth of the bottle, there was a sharp pain.He gasped, raised his hand, and found that his lip had been bitten off by He Yu—he had lived for 32 years, and no one had ever dared to bite the corner of his lip.Xie Qingcheng's face turned dark.
He put down the mineral water bottle heavily, and regardless of whether He Yuxi liked it or not, he lit a cigarette and began to smoke in the room, letting the little beast lying down and sleeping get enough second-hand smoke before he extinguished the butt of the cigarette.
……never mind.
forget it!
Finally, he thought, kiss the fuck and kiss it.What else?
He's a man, there's nothing to lose, and there's nothing wrong with him other than being disgusting.And in the end, it was just a misunderstanding.
Xie Qingcheng is a very rational person, he will not waste too much emotion on a stupid misunderstanding.
Thinking about it rationally, what is more important now is He Yu's current situation.
This time, he had personally experienced He Yu's current illness. He was very nervous, and it was only a half illness, and he was still under control.
What if it's completely sick?That's okay?
He Yu's situation may not be as optimistic as it appears on the surface.
Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes, he had expected that if He Yu fell in love, his condition would fluctuate to a certain extent.
That day when he stopped He Yu from confessing on the island, he was not only considering the girl, but he also took He Yu into consideration, but He Yu refused to listen.
He Yu said to him: "It's been 19 years, I haven't hurt anyone, I just like someone, but I can't have such power, can I?"
He looked into He Yu's eyes at that time, and suddenly he couldn't say anything.
He Yu, a child he saw growing up, was too sick.The double abyss of psychology and physiology, he wandered in it for more than ten years and almost 20 years, but he couldn't find an exit.This kind of patient has a lot of hostility in his heart, and even becomes extremely violent and bloodthirsty during the onset of mental illness.
However, He Yu chose to fight internally.
He stayed in his own dragon's lair all the time, no matter howling and howling, or grabbing the wall with his head, he never went out to hurt innocent people, and only endured these tortures alone in the dark.
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So, is that girl he doesn't know a ray of light that He Yu is after?
Xie Qingcheng recalled the tears that He Yu shed on him just now, recalled that the boy choked up and said that he liked her very much, so he turned his head and looked at the young man who had fallen asleep on the bed again.
That's why he left school, couldn't bear it, and triggered the depression in his heart?
Xie Qingcheng raised his hand, and subconsciously touched his lips kissed by He Yu. In the mood of "this beast is really hateful", he somewhat felt "this beast is really pitiful".
But Xie Qingcheng was really stimulated too much, and he didn't think deeply. He just took the "Xie" that He Yu just said as the name that He Yu saw him read when he was half awake and half confused.He didn't think in Xie Xue's direction.
In Xie Qingcheng's concept, although He Yu and Xie Xue are of the same age, there is still a five-year gap here. In his eyes, it is unlikely that there will be any love between men and women, so he He never doubted that He Yu had any unreasonable thoughts about Xie Xue.
What's more, how old is He Yu?Nineteen, none of them are the first two. In ancient times, there were no weak crowns, and they were only minors.
To be honest, in the eyes of the stereotyped Xie Qingcheng, a 19-year-old boy's love is considered a puppy love.I didn't even grow hair, and I thought about love before I finished reading the book.I still haven't made up my mind, can we talk for a long time?In case something goes wrong, can he take the girl to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a certificate and seal?On his own, can he support a family of three and four elderly people?Without parental support, can he earn enough money for milk powder for his children so that his wife does not have to worry about livelihood during pregnancy?
Waste, neither.
That's still a boy, not a man.
Of course Xie Qingcheng would not equate this kind of person with his future brother-in-law.
At this time, the boy on the bed seemed to be unhappy because of something, and frowned delicately in his dream.Xie Qingcheng didn't want to look at him anymore, let alone the messy big bed.
He got up, opened the door and went out.
It was already the next morning when He Yu woke up.
He opened his eyes in a daze, raised his hand to brush the messy forehead hair, and covered his cool forehead.
The memory of people who have a hangover is like broken tiles. If you want to repair them and put them together again, you will inevitably be scratched by the edges and corners of the broken tiles.
He Yu endured the throbbing pain in his skull like a clockwork, and what happened last night was gradually restored to a rough outline. He remembered the kiss he had misidentified in the chaos, his whole body froze, and immediately realized ——
He... seems to have...kissed Xie Qingcheng...
"..."
He Yu's first reaction was to hope that he was having a nightmare, but there was still faint blood on the part where his lip was bitten, licking it was accompanied by stinging pain that could not be more awake, which showed that what happened last night was real.
As an inclusive and inclusive student model from childhood to adulthood, He Yu has the typical characteristics of a schoolmaster: he has a high ability to accept all kinds of things, and his reaction speed is also fast.But this matter really exceeded his threshold, he sat on the bed in a daze, his face pale.
At this time, there was a beeping sound of card swiping at the door of the room, and the door was slammed open. He Yu watched helplessly as the person he had unintentionally sexually harassed last night walked in with a calm face.
Xie Qingcheng didn't sleep all night, went back to his room and was lost in thought for several hours, now he is very calm.He just finished washing before He Yu woke up, and when he came in, he saw that the psychopath had already woken up, with messy hair on his head, looking at him with almond eyes.
He looked a little innocent and dazed, and coupled with that handsome face with red lips and white teeth, it seemed that he was the victim.
animals.
Xie Qingcheng directly picked up He Yu's T-shirt on the sofa chair, and threw it on the face of Xueba Qinshou, covering the two eyes that made him irritable.
He said coldly, "Get up."
The Beast Xueba pulled down his white T-shirt, and said with some difficulty: "Xie Qingcheng, last night, we... you and I... Am I..."
Xie Qing said solemnly: "Yes."
He Yu's face became even uglier.
Xie Qingcheng: "But don't talk about such crap."
"..."
He Yu was taken aback again, he didn't expect this brother to have a ruthless and indifferent attitude when he opened his mouth, if he wasn't sure that his memory was correct, he would almost suspect that it wasn't his own blind eye that made the mistake last night It was him who Xie Qingcheng had planned for a long time to take the opportunity to harass.
Ba Diao ruthlessly leaned against the TV cabinet, folded his hands, and looked at the other party with a cold and serious expression: "Put your clothes on properly, I have something to talk to you about."
The two had such embarrassing physical contact last night, even if it was a misunderstanding, it was enough to make people feel guilty.
He Yu's relatives are short-spoken, and they must have contradicted each other in normal times, but today they really can't take it easy, and Xie Qingcheng said what he said, so he did what he did.
"You went to confess to the girl you like, didn't you?"
"……No."
"Are you still going to hide it from me? You don't remember what you said yourself last night. "
He Yu still remembers it vaguely, but he is not so clear-headed at the moment, and he said after a while: "...I misunderstood the person. I didn't confess to that girl. I just know that she has someone she likes." ...Forget it, why am I explaining so much to you, if you want to laugh, just laugh."
He raised his eyes: "I know you are very happy in your heart. Everything has developed according to what you said. No one likes me, and I have not controlled myself. Everything you said has come true. Are you happy?"
Xie Qingcheng stared at him: "I'm glad you didn't go crazy."
After a pause, seeing He Yu's guarded face, He Yu seemed to think that what he should say was—I thought about this patient all night and prepared two treatment plans for you. Do you want chemical castration or physical castration? You are welcome to choose one.
Xie Qingcheng sighed, he really didn't want to dwell on this issue, it was childish and a waste of time.So he said directly: "...Forget it. He Yu."
"That's all."
He Yu looked at him, Xueba is used to rushing to answer, especially the kind of beast, even on the bed, so He Yu asked: "But?"
"But—" Professor Xie swept across his face sternly, dissatisfied with his quick answer, and continued: "I thought about it, what happened last night made me feel that your current condition is very bad. The truth and You said, your father talked to me on the phone before, and it was indeed he who asked me to look after you for him. Your behavior of taking drugs after the onset of the disease, and even trying to hide it from everyone is very inappropriate, so... ..."
He Yu's father—Mr. Xie began to lecture.
He Yu still didn't get over it, his head was buzzing, and his whole body was absent-minded. He only listened to the beginning of what Dad said and didn't listen to it. What else could he say, he definitely couldn't spare him.
But after thinking about it again, I never asked Xie Qingcheng to take care of him. It was Xie Qingcheng who wanted to break in and approach him. Both of them are straight men who have no feelings for the same sex. Unfortunately, I don't owe him anything.
Fortunately, I didn't mention Xie Xue's name yesterday, otherwise the matter would be even more difficult to deal with...
"...More or less, that's it."
I don't know when, Dad has finished the training and made a summary.
"Are you listening?"
He Yu raised his head and met Xie Qingcheng's staring eyes.
Xie Qingcheng also said that he was thirsty, so he picked up the mineral water bottle next to him and unscrewed the lid, drank the water he didn't drink last night, and said coldly: "...If you are willing, this matter is over."
He Yu didn't really listen to what he said earlier, and his aching hangover head only received the words "this matter is over", but as a student who is used to being excellent, he instinctively nodded. down.
Xie Qingcheng stared at him from top to bottom without showing any expression: "Well, when you come back from the finale, you can come to the University of Medical Sciences to find me."
"..."
Only then did He Yu come to his senses, realizing that he seemed to have agreed to a certain request of him in a fugue just now, so he finally woke up completely, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Wait. I'm sorry, what did you say?"
Xie Qingcheng's complexion suddenly sank, and his tone was very blunt: "Do you have any conditions to talk to me?"
He Yu thought to himself, what condition?
He didn't even listen to what he said lightly when his upper lip touched his lower lip just now...
Terrible, what did he promise Xie Qingcheng?
On the other hand, Xie Qingcheng felt that he was really tolerant towards He Yu.
He didn't even bother with He Yu about what happened last night.Of course, the main reason was because he really didn't want to mention that kiss that made his scalp tingle.
With He Yu's current illness, it's fine if he doesn't see it, and he can't ignore it if he sees it, not to mention He Jiwei's face, even if he is an ordinary patient in front of him, he can't just ignore it.
Although it is impossible for him to personally treat He Yu like he did in the past, it is still no problem to control He Yu's emotions and give him some guidance.
What's more, in the process, he can also instruct He Yu to be a coolie for him by the way - He Yu is a labor force that is easy to use when he is obedient, smart and durable.If I can hold it and use it as before, I will even out my account of being licked by a dog.
Killing two birds with one stone.
Seeing that He Yu was distracted, Xie Qingcheng repeated it impatiently: "After finishing, you come to the Medical University, hone yourself according to my requirements, do things for me, distract your attention, don't spend all day Thinking about things in a sluggish way. Since you have someone you like, you should adjust your mentality in time and learn to control your emotions earlier. You will not suffer."
He Yu was silent for a moment and said: "...She has someone she likes now, not me."
Xie Qingcheng sighed: "Is the girl you like not too old?"
"...not big."
"You can't tell what will happen in the future. What's more, even if she still doesn't like you in the future, you may have a girl you like again. At that time, it will be good if you can control your illness."
He Yu remained silent for a while, then suddenly said: "...Why don't you ask me who I like?"
"What does this have to do with me."
"..." He Yu lowered his head, and there was a slight sarcasm in his drooping eyes, "It doesn't matter."
He thought of the conversation he had with Xie Qingcheng when he was at the police station.
At that time, Xie Qingcheng said that it is absolutely impossible for anyone to like someone like him, and he will definitely fail.
He felt that he had been slapped severely. At that time, he thought that if he and Xie Xue were together, he would definitely see Xie Qing lose his composure and want to see Xie Qing collapse, but now, everything is reversed. Here it comes.
Instead, it was Xie Qingcheng who saw his distressed appearance.
If you retreat at this time, you will really lose face in front of him...
He Yu closed his eyes and smiled: "Actually, after all, you came here to see me make a fool of yourself, right?"
"If you think so, that's fine."
"..."
Facing that man's indifferent and provocative eyes, He Yu's heart became darker and darker.
He really hates Xie Qingcheng's demeanor. He has watched it countless times since he was a child, and every time he can really feel Xie Qingcheng's indifference and that disgusting sense of strength. .
He was depressed for a while, and finally looked up at Xie Qingcheng: "You want me to help you distract yourself. What are you going to do?"
"I haven't thought about it yet." Xie Qingcheng said casually, "However, you have been with me before, and you know me. In order to make you suffer more, I will make a lot of trouble."
"...Are you planning to punish me?"
Xie Qingcheng paused, then raised his eyebrows slightly: "You're scared."
He Yu didn't want to lose his self-esteem after losing face: "You're joking, I have nothing to be afraid of."
After hearing his answer, Xie Qingcheng lowered his head and took out a cigarette, bit it between his lips and teeth, and said vaguely: "I hope you are serious, don't come here for three days and cry and say you want to give up. The lighter is in the Bedside, pass it to me."
He Yu ignored him, and just got out of bed and went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and rinse his mouth—although there was no lingering aftertaste from yesterday's kiss, He Yu still felt disgusted, thinking that he had admitted to the wrong person yesterday, and actually kissed a man Being so distracted, he felt even more uncomfortable all over, thinking that he must wash himself clean.
Before entering the bathroom, he glanced back at the object of his fascination last night.He is very sober this time, very upright, as if he was not the one who kissed someone in bed last night like he was in heat: "Smoking second-hand smoke can't be counted in the training you gave me, it's no different from slow killing .If you want to smoke, please take it outside."
Saying that, he closed the door of the shower room and went to wash up.
in the bathroom.
Facing the mirror, He Yu wiped his fingertips on the lip bitten by Xie Qingcheng last night——
He dipped a handful of water onto his face, and then grabbed the faucet.
The veins on the back of the young man's hands protruded slightly, and he tightened the faucet tightly, and the water flow stopped suddenly. He straightened up and looked at the person in the mirror.
What tempered him?Doesn't he just want to continue to watch his jokes, torment him, and use him?
... This time, he really accidentally committed the crime on Xie Qingcheng, an old rascal.
