Chapter 43 Unexpected, the truth is like this
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Rou Bao Bu Chi Rou
"Xie Qingcheng... Did you really have no extra favors for me at that time?"
"..."
Xie Qingcheng's direction was against the light source. In the darkness of the night, He Yu couldn't see the expression on Xie Qingcheng's face clearly, but felt the hand supporting him tremble slightly.
"Xie Qingcheng, why do you have to leave?"
He Yu asked again—how could he still be calm at this point.It seemed that the more terrifying and critical the scene, the less important it was to him.
"..."
"...You lied to me, it's not just the time, is it?"
The look in that child's eyes.
The boy's eyes.
Just like that, calm, childish, stubborn, but also seems... indifferent.In this way, he looked straight at him.
Digging three feet, can't find an answer.
Xie Qingcheng suddenly felt unable to face his eyes like this, he closed his eyes: "...I'll take you out first."
Time was running out, he insisted on taking He Yu out of the archives.When they ran from the silent and dark room to the noisy and noisy outdoor, they saw the police lights spinning in front of their eyes and the sirens blared in their ears. It was like falling into a kaleidoscope world for a moment.
Zheng Jingfeng's people have also discovered the true meaning behind L, and have deduced the location. The red and blue flashes are like tides, and they approach from all sides.
When Xie Qingcheng hugged He Yu, who was bleeding profusely, and walked down the steps, Zheng Jingfeng opened the car door and got out of the car.
The face of the captain of the criminal police on this mission was covered with frost, and his leopard-like eyes showed concern and anger. The two contradictory emotions were like a shadow puppet show on his face.
"Xie Qingcheng..."
"The archives are going to explode. You can't let people go back in."
This was the first sentence Xie Qingcheng said after approaching Zheng Jingfeng.
Zheng Jingfeng looked like he really wanted to choke the necks of both of them and handcuff them, but his eyes met Xie Qingcheng's... those eyes very similar to Zhou Muying's made him become uncomfortable at the last moment. Dare to look at him.
Xie Qingcheng's cheeks were stained with blood, Zheng Jingfeng didn't know whose blood it was, but the blood stains made him extremely guilty.
Yes, he didn't let Xie Qingcheng get close. Xie Qingcheng is not a policeman, so he is not qualified to participate in so much.
Even if everything in front of him is related to the unsolved death of his parents 19 years ago.He could only tell Xie Qingcheng that this is a secret and you must give it to us.
However, the action of the organization is often lower than that of the individual, and the more formal the organization, the more so.What's more, there may be black police in the bureau now, not to mention that the other gang seems to be a cross-border criminal gang that makes good use of high technology, so Xie Qingcheng handed over the problem to them for 19 years, and they have not yet given Xie Qingcheng a Landing answer.Even for the deciphering of the archives, they came slower than Xie Qingcheng due to the constraints of all parties.
"Hurry up and retreat." Zheng Jingfeng had no time to be surprised or ask more questions, and immediately turned his gaze from the walkie-talkie.
"The archives exploded, all back!"
After he finished speaking, he took Xie Qingcheng and He Yu into the police car, and he was the last one to go up, and slammed the door.
After getting into the car, everyone around looked at Xie Qingcheng with very strange eyes.
The radio and television tower not far away seems to have resumed its normal light projection. Xie Qingcheng glanced over there, and it was no longer the scarlet handkerchief-throwing death game. There was a figure shaking on it, maybe it was an advertisement, but he didn't have time Take a closer look, the car has started roaring.
At this time, the main road of the campus was basically evacuated, and the police car was speeding all the way, with red and blue lights flashing, and it seemed to be fleeing for hundreds of meters, and then——
"boom!!!!"
There was a muffled thunder-like tremor behind him, followed by an earth-shattering bang, accompanied by the screams of people who saw this scene on all sides.
rumbling...
The archive building really exploded...
The bricks and tiles collapsed like a mountain, suddenly covering up the past.
Xie Qingcheng leaned on the car, and as long as he passed through the rear window glass, he could see the billowing flames rising from the direction of the archives, engulfing the crime and punishment like a wind, smashing into powder, smashing into pieces that can never be seen again. Cobbled together fragments.
Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes and never looked back from the beginning to the end.
The clues were all in pieces, and he... couldn't turn back.
……
It took a long time before the deafening explosion stopped.
The car was very quiet, and everyone's attention was focused on the crime scene.The police car stopped, and the police got out of the car one after another. There was the whistling wind outside, the crackling of flames in the distance, and...
suddenly--
"What's your dissatisfaction?"
a man's voice.
The sound was very loud, and it came from several mobile phones in the car.
"If you have any dissatisfaction, you can go and tell the hospital."
Xie Qingcheng paused, and opened his eyes—was he so shocked that he had auditory hallucinations?How could he hear his own voice.
"Don't argue with me here."
No, not auditory hallucinations.
He suddenly realized something, and opened his eyes suddenly——
It's a video!
The mobile phone video transmitted to the entire Shanghai area has not stopped!
In addition, the same content as the mobile phone projection is also being played on the radio and television tower.
The moment he saw the video projected by the radio and television tower, he immediately understood why the policemen looked at him with a strange look that shouldn't have been there.
The video has been playing for some time, at least before He Yu and Xie Qing showed it, the radio and television tower was already occupied by the video.
Xie Qingcheng turned on his cell phone that had been turned off, and the cell phone was immediately hijacked by the hacker's bandit signal, and he received the video screen that was synchronized with the radio and television tower in real time.
That was myself several years ago.
He was wearing the uniform of Shanghai No. [-] Hospital, with a light blue Shanghai No. [-] coat of arms tattooed on the snow-white skirt, and a plastic-encased work name tag and two pens pinned to his chest.The surrounding scene was very chaotic, and the patients in the hospital were watching. He stood in front of the door of his department, and in front of him was a disheveled woman.
"..."
Xie Qingcheng immediately knew which day this happened.but--
His complexion changed slightly, and he went to see He Yu.
He Yu frowned, not yet fully aware of what happened, but he already knew that this video was the video that the hacker wanted him to click to see "is it worth it".
His shoulder was still bleeding, and a doctor from the police force was treating his injury urgently. The other party said to him, "I will debride the wound and stop the bleeding, but it will hurt a little. Please bear with it."
He Yu casually said, "Thank you."
Pain, blood, and even death are really nothing to him.
He stared intently at the changing lighthouse.
The screen continues.
The unkempt woman in the video is howling: "Why do you want me to show the relevant documents? Why do you want the security to interrogate me? Is it easy for me to see a doctor? The number of experts in your hospital is so difficult to get a number. They were all snatched away by scalpers! You have to add 500 yuan to buy a doctor’s seat! Why?”
"People who are poor not only have to die, but also have to be squeezed by your doctors and treated differently by you, right? You think I want to be so dirty and smelly, I closed the stall at four in the morning and I waited outside your courtyard to open the door, Waiting in line, do I have time to get as clean and refreshed as you? I'm really not a bad person!"
But the young Xie Qingcheng looked coldly at the woman who fell down in front of him crying with her hands on her knees, with her hands in the pockets of her white coat, her expression indifferent: "After what happened to Yi Beihai, you are like this to me. Sitting at the door of the consulting room, but not my patient, I know what you want to do?"
Woman: "I just want to see a doctor!!"
Xie Qingcheng said expressionlessly: "You want to be cured, and I also want to be safe. Please, don't sit in front of my consulting room. If you should go to internal medicine, you should go to internal medicine. If you should go to neurosurgery, you should go to neurosurgery. Here I am." It doesn't match the number you hold in your hand."
"But other places are full of people, and the ground is not allowed to sit. I finally found a vacant seat. I just want to rest. I have been standing for a day..."
"You can save this and talk to the security guards. I just take money to see a doctor. I don't want to be in danger of dying in the line of duty."
The surrounding patients didn't want to argue with the doctor at first, and they tried their best to hold back their anger, but when they saw the woman was crying because of Xie Qingcheng's fierceness, and Xie Qingcheng's speech was so aggressive, they couldn't help but feel angry from their hearts, some people rushed Xie Qingcheng yelled: "What are you doing! Don't you have a mother? Yi Beihai is an exception. You don't need to beat all the patients to death with a stick, right? A selfish person like you is nothing like Mr. Qin Ciyan. Derby! Are you worthy of being a doctor too?"
Xie Qingcheng raised his eyelids, revealing a pair of sharp peach blossom eyes that were somewhat mean: "Whether you think I am worthy or not, I am a doctor."
"I don't think it's worth dying for a patient. Being killed by a psychopath is even more ridiculous. Doctors are just a profession. Don't exaggerate selfless sacrifice every day and carry out moral kidnapping."
His lips opened and closed.
"A doctor's life is always more important than the life of an uncontrollable psychopath. Do you understand?"
"..."
Later, the video was in chaos. Somebody pushed and shoved the cameraman amidst the crowd's anger. The video was so shaken that people couldn't see clearly. Only the excited curses of the patients could be heard.
Countless mobile phones are playing this picture, and the screen windows are flashing, spreading all of this quickly to every corner of the Internet.
All of a sudden, the mobile phones in the car, whether they belonged to Xie Qingcheng or other members of the police force, were vibrating non-stop as long as they were not set to completely silent mode.That's the messages sent to them by chat groups and individuals.
He Yu sat on the seat of the police car, and the medical staff treated the gunshot wound on his shoulder.In the process of watching the video, he kept his forehead against the window glass and watched the broadcasting tower quietly.
He watched the video that the hacker tried to send to him, but he chose not to open it.
Xie Qingcheng felt her heart sinking.
It was this thing.
In order to interfere with He Yu, the other party exposed his incident.
He suddenly wanted to say something to He Yu, but he didn't know what to say, and he didn't seem to have anything to explain. He stopped watching the video, he was very clear about what he said and did at that time.
There are sins that he can't explain at all hidden in it, and secrets that he must keep hidden—at this moment, they are turned under everyone's noses.
He didn't care, when he did that and said that, he knew that he would be wronged in the future, there would be criticism all his life, and there was a price to pay for everything.And he has already prepared to keep that secret for the rest of his life, and he is very clear about what kind of future he will face.
But at this moment, his eyes fell on the quiet young man next to him...
He Yu's shoulder was still bleeding out, and the doctor treated him with a hemostatic bandage. The sweetness of the blood still permeated the semi-closed police command vehicle.
Xie Qingcheng thought for no reason, just a few hours ago, when he looked at this young man for the first time.
He Yu stretched out his hand to him. At that time, no one was willing to help him, even Chen Man chose to obey the rules.
But He Yu said, "I can help you."
The hand that stretched out was slender, wide, clean, and beautiful. Even the nails were trimmed very neatly. It could be seen that it was a pampered young master with good living habits.
No blood, no wounds.
There are only faint old scars on the wrists, but they have all healed.
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"Why are you……"
"Because of this action, you have also done it to me."
"..."
"I haven't forgotten."
The dazzling blood pierced Xie Qingcheng's eyes.
And the unstoppable video images also entered He Yu's field of vision.
The picture changed again.
It's in a hospital conference room.
Xie Qingcheng seems to have completed a very good academic report, and the academy is in the process of recognizing his professional title.
But the colleagues who applauded below were not enthusiastic, and the timeline should be shortly after he had a conflict with the patient.
The dean asked him to say a few words of appreciation, Xie Qingcheng stood up, his eyes calmly glanced at the person below.
He didn't say a speech, what he said was: "This is my last report in this court, and I have decided to resign."
"..."
A few mindless interns were still clapping their hands mechanically.
But after taking two shots, the intern came back to his senses, his eyes widened in surprise, his mouth widened, and he looked at Xie Qingcheng blankly like everyone else below.
Xie Qingcheng is the youngest and most promising doctor in their hospital, and his ability is as strong as a pervert.Before him, Shanghai No. [-] Hospital had never had a deputy chief doctor of this age. Even if he made some inappropriate remarks a while ago, it was over when it passed. Which doctor has never had conflicts with a few patients in his life?
But Xie Qingcheng said that he wanted to resign.
The dean's expression suddenly became very stiff, and he laughed dryly: "...Dr. Xie, you go down first. We will talk about work matters after the meeting is over."
The medical director was also forced to smile, and took the microphone: "Dr. Xie is in a bad mood these days. None of us can accept what happened to Professor Qin. Dr. Xie and Professor Qin's department is close. Very good, at that time you witnessed the sacrifice of Professor Qin again, we can all understand your emotions..."
"I'm not familiar with Qin Ciyan." Xie Qingcheng interrupted her, "I'm not in a bad mood because of Professor Qin."
"I just don't want to be the next Qin Ciyan."
The student Qin Ciyan below couldn't help it: "Xie Qingcheng, what did you say? What do you mean you don't want to be the next Qin Ciyan! My teacher has dedicated his life to the medical career, why do you—"
"But I don't want to."
"..."
"A doctor is just a profession to me. I will do what I should do well, but I don't think it is normal to sacrifice my life in this position."
"I don't know why a large part of you here have tears in their eyes, and are even proud of it. They want to rescue patients with procedural problems regardless of safety. Professor Qin is respectable, but he was the one who had an accident in the end. It’s his own fault. Why did he use the knife on a mentally ill mother when the procedures were not complete.”
Qin Ciyan's students suddenly stood up: "Xie Qingcheng, you——!!!"
"Forgive me for being completely incomprehensible."
The meeting room was in a mess, and the little doctor couldn't hold back his grief and anger, and burst out: "What sarcastic words are you talking about!"
"What's your own fault? Do you think Professor Qin's death is his own fault?"
"Xie Qingcheng, have you forgotten how you used to talk about mental patients? It was you who supported them to live in the society, to be tolerant to them, and to treat them as ordinary people. How have you changed now? What happened? You're scared, aren't you? You saw with your own eyes how Professor Qin died on the job the day his accident happened, so you're scared!"
"You watched him being thrown down bloody, and you saw the blood in his office, did you feel scared? You are afraid that one day you will be the one who encounters this kind of thing! All you come into contact with are mental patients, you Much more dangerous than him! If you are afraid, just speak up! No one will laugh at you! Don't belittle Professor Qin's sacrifice, can you!"
Xie Qingcheng said coldly: "Yes, I am afraid."
The little doctor gritted his teeth: "Then what are you talking about treating mental patients equally—"
"May I ask how you speak to cancer patients? Do you directly say that you are sorry that you are going to die soon?"
Xie Qingcheng didn't show the slightest expression on his face, his brows and eyes were as cold as frost and snow: "You wouldn't say that either."
"Truth is truth, language is language. As a mental health doctor, I must give patients hope and encouragement, so that they feel that they are being treated as normal people."
"But ask yourself, who of you really has no sympathy for dangerous mental patients? Who of you wants to be alone with them, and even give your life to those patients without reservation."
"..."
"Which of you can do it."
"So...what you said are just beautiful words on the scene...you are...you are...you are a hypocrite who has become a bitch and wants to set up an archway!!"
Xie Qingcheng didn't quarrel with the person who lost his temper, he was still very calm, so calm that he was almost cold, so cold that he was almost cold-blooded.He said: "Qin Ciyan may be a saint. I'm just an ordinary person. I wear this clothes at work and I'm a doctor. After I take off my clothes after work, I have a family, a wife and sister to take care of. I'm not as tall as him consciousness."
"..."
"If you want to be Qin Ciyan, go ahead."
As Xie Qingcheng said, he took off the evaluation badge he had just obtained, and put it back into the satin box padded with red velvet.The eyes are extremely clear, extremely calm——
"I just want to be normal."
When the video was put here, the screen suddenly flickered twice.
Suddenly go out.
The countdown to the WZL death game is over. The police can no longer tolerate the other party’s aggressive behavior. The control over information dissemination can be regained long ago. It’s just that the terrorist attack involving innocent residents in Shanghai made them dare not act rashly. Can let the opponent be arrogant.
At this point, they couldn't let the screen continue anymore, and the higher-ups issued an order, and the "Blood Sword" broadcasting tower, which had been bustling all night, finally seemed to wake up from the devil's control, and was cut off from the main valve.
There was a bang, the sound of a major power failure.
Like a curtain call on a stage, the radio and television tower lost all its brilliance and lost half an inch of its brilliance in an instant. After tonight's "runaway", it was completely dead, like a giant beast collapsing in the middle of the campus, without any vitality.
Behind the radio and television tower, the fire was still burning, and the flames soaring into the sky dyed the night above the archives red.Police officers surrounded the century-old building that was engulfed in flames.An emergency call was made to 119.
The campus is full of noise, and no one can sleep tonight.
Inside the car, however, was deathly silent.
The video is gone.
The screen is over.
But He Yu's eyes were fixed on the broadcasting tower all the time - he was very peaceful, even a little scary, just looking at the completely darkened lighthouse, motionless.
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"The vast majority of mental patients are the feedback of normal human beings to the abnormal environment they are in..."
"The culprits of unequal social relations and abnormal atmosphere, which have caused a major psychological blow to 'them', are ironic. Almost all of them come from family, workplace, society, and from 'us'."
"He Yu, sooner or later you have to get out of the shadow in your heart by yourself."
"You need to rebuild bridges with people, with society."
"I wish you a speedy recovery."
"Hey, kid."
"Aren't you in pain..."
"..."
Those words that Xie Qingcheng said back then, those words that broke He Yu's inner shackles, made him more or less willing to regard Xie Qingcheng as different encouragement, and those words that comforted He Yu when he was extremely sleepy. Every moment floated up like mustard dust, but it seemed indescribably absurd and cold.
He Yu looked at the lighthouse.
The lighthouse was dark, and his eyes were terribly dark.
Counting the days, these videos were shot at almost the same time, and the difference between before and after is estimated to be no more than a month. Xie Qingcheng resigned as his personal doctor, and then he seemed to want to get out of the cave and stay away from patients with vicious infectious diseases. It seems to have run away.
The doctor was cleaning his wounds, and the gunshot wound on his arm suddenly seemed to be in severe pain.
Otherwise, why would he feel cold all over?
And why is your face pale?
"...He Yu."
"..."
"This matter I..."
He Yu heard Xie Qingcheng's voice next to him.
He patiently waited for Xie Qingcheng to speak.
One second, another second.
But Xie Qingcheng did not continue.
These words were indeed spoken by him, no matter what the cause was, what the purpose was, and what secrets were hidden in them, these were all his own words, and in the tide of the Qin Ciyan incident, He Yu was indeed sacrificed by him that one.
Then, he really didn't have any reason, and he could explain more to this young man.
At this moment, He Yu suddenly felt ridiculous—he hated doctors in the first place, and he also hated Xie Qingcheng in the beginning. How did Xie Qingcheng gain his trust, and what method did he use to make him open to him more or less? A little inner door?
Isn't it the so-called equal treatment, isn't it just treating him as a member of normal society, supporting him to come out of the dark dragon's lair, to touch the glorious light outside?
But where he couldn't see, where he didn't know, what did this man say after Qin Ciyan's accident and before Xie Qingcheng resigned?
He Yu slowly closed his eyes, he felt as if someone had mercilessly slapped his cheek.
Because the slap fell on the face after heavy years, the force was not so heavy, and He Yu thought that he would not have any emotional ups and downs because of it.
It's just that between the flesh and blood, there will be some slight tingling pain in the end.
"Okay. The wound is bandaged for you temporarily, and I will send someone to take you to the hospital." The police officer in charge of medical work said to He Yu, "We still need to deal with it quickly. You can go with me to another car. "
"..."
"classmate?"
He Yu opened his eyes.
He was so calm, so calm that it was terrifying.
Xie Qingcheng's cell phone received calls one after another, concerned, anxious, confirmed... Calls with different purposes all poured in crazily at this moment.
Xie Qingcheng didn't pick it up.
He looked at He Yu's profile.
And He Yu just said to the doctor in the police force in a gentle manner: "Thank you, I am really sorry for your inconvenience."
With a step on his long legs, he got out of the car calmly.
He walked forward a few steps, until he was about to leave early at this moment, he was finally willing to stop, turned his face slightly, the red and blue light of the police lights painted an unpredictable layer on his smooth profile light edge.
He smiled lightly, and the fire flickered in his dark eyes: "Doctor Xie. Unexpectedly, the truth turns out to be like this."
"..."
"After pretending for so many years, you really sacrificed too much. It's really hard for you."
"..."
When this sentence was said, He Yu felt that it was too ironic.
For so many years, what he fears most is being treated as a different kind.
It was Xie Qingcheng who walked into his lonely lair and gave him a beautiful belief, giving him armor for the first time in his life, making him believe that one day, he too can find a bridge to a normal society.
He firmly believes in Xie Qingcheng's words, no matter how much he hates him, no matter how clearly defined by him, no matter how ruthlessly Xie Qingcheng once walked, he still understands him and holds those words like a fool Encouraging him, wearing the armor he gave him, persistent, after so long.
But the inside of the armor turned out to have thorns.
He thought it could resist the cynicism from the outside, but when it was caught off guard, it triggered thousands of stabbed knives from the inside, and it hurt him from head to toe.
The creed that Xie Qing presented to him was false.
Even he lied to him.
"Xie Qingcheng, if you are so afraid of me, you can tell me directly from the beginning."
"You don't have to do one thing in person, and you don't have to tell me so many big truths against your will. That way, you won't be able to..."
He Yu stopped and didn't finish his sentence.
His figure is very lonely, but his voice is still very calm—just like what Xie Qingcheng once expected, just like what Xie Qingcheng once taught him.Extremely calm.
He Yu just smiled in the end, his blood was still in Xie Qingcheng's palm, and his sneer had already drifted into the wind.
Then he turned around completely, followed the police officers without looking back, and walked in the direction of another car.
"..."
Xie Qingcheng's direction was against the light source. In the darkness of the night, He Yu couldn't see the expression on Xie Qingcheng's face clearly, but felt the hand supporting him tremble slightly.
"Xie Qingcheng, why do you have to leave?"
He Yu asked again—how could he still be calm at this point.It seemed that the more terrifying and critical the scene, the less important it was to him.
"..."
"...You lied to me, it's not just the time, is it?"
The look in that child's eyes.
The boy's eyes.
Just like that, calm, childish, stubborn, but also seems... indifferent.In this way, he looked straight at him.
Digging three feet, can't find an answer.
Xie Qingcheng suddenly felt unable to face his eyes like this, he closed his eyes: "...I'll take you out first."
Time was running out, he insisted on taking He Yu out of the archives.When they ran from the silent and dark room to the noisy and noisy outdoor, they saw the police lights spinning in front of their eyes and the sirens blared in their ears. It was like falling into a kaleidoscope world for a moment.
Zheng Jingfeng's people have also discovered the true meaning behind L, and have deduced the location. The red and blue flashes are like tides, and they approach from all sides.
When Xie Qingcheng hugged He Yu, who was bleeding profusely, and walked down the steps, Zheng Jingfeng opened the car door and got out of the car.
The face of the captain of the criminal police on this mission was covered with frost, and his leopard-like eyes showed concern and anger. The two contradictory emotions were like a shadow puppet show on his face.
"Xie Qingcheng..."
"The archives are going to explode. You can't let people go back in."
This was the first sentence Xie Qingcheng said after approaching Zheng Jingfeng.
Zheng Jingfeng looked like he really wanted to choke the necks of both of them and handcuff them, but his eyes met Xie Qingcheng's... those eyes very similar to Zhou Muying's made him become uncomfortable at the last moment. Dare to look at him.
Xie Qingcheng's cheeks were stained with blood, Zheng Jingfeng didn't know whose blood it was, but the blood stains made him extremely guilty.
Yes, he didn't let Xie Qingcheng get close. Xie Qingcheng is not a policeman, so he is not qualified to participate in so much.
Even if everything in front of him is related to the unsolved death of his parents 19 years ago.He could only tell Xie Qingcheng that this is a secret and you must give it to us.
However, the action of the organization is often lower than that of the individual, and the more formal the organization, the more so.What's more, there may be black police in the bureau now, not to mention that the other gang seems to be a cross-border criminal gang that makes good use of high technology, so Xie Qingcheng handed over the problem to them for 19 years, and they have not yet given Xie Qingcheng a Landing answer.Even for the deciphering of the archives, they came slower than Xie Qingcheng due to the constraints of all parties.
"Hurry up and retreat." Zheng Jingfeng had no time to be surprised or ask more questions, and immediately turned his gaze from the walkie-talkie.
"The archives exploded, all back!"
After he finished speaking, he took Xie Qingcheng and He Yu into the police car, and he was the last one to go up, and slammed the door.
After getting into the car, everyone around looked at Xie Qingcheng with very strange eyes.
The radio and television tower not far away seems to have resumed its normal light projection. Xie Qingcheng glanced over there, and it was no longer the scarlet handkerchief-throwing death game. There was a figure shaking on it, maybe it was an advertisement, but he didn't have time Take a closer look, the car has started roaring.
At this time, the main road of the campus was basically evacuated, and the police car was speeding all the way, with red and blue lights flashing, and it seemed to be fleeing for hundreds of meters, and then——
"boom!!!!"
There was a muffled thunder-like tremor behind him, followed by an earth-shattering bang, accompanied by the screams of people who saw this scene on all sides.
rumbling...
The archive building really exploded...
The bricks and tiles collapsed like a mountain, suddenly covering up the past.
Xie Qingcheng leaned on the car, and as long as he passed through the rear window glass, he could see the billowing flames rising from the direction of the archives, engulfing the crime and punishment like a wind, smashing into powder, smashing into pieces that can never be seen again. Cobbled together fragments.
Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes and never looked back from the beginning to the end.
The clues were all in pieces, and he... couldn't turn back.
……
It took a long time before the deafening explosion stopped.
The car was very quiet, and everyone's attention was focused on the crime scene.The police car stopped, and the police got out of the car one after another. There was the whistling wind outside, the crackling of flames in the distance, and...
suddenly--
"What's your dissatisfaction?"
a man's voice.
The sound was very loud, and it came from several mobile phones in the car.
"If you have any dissatisfaction, you can go and tell the hospital."
Xie Qingcheng paused, and opened his eyes—was he so shocked that he had auditory hallucinations?How could he hear his own voice.
"Don't argue with me here."
No, not auditory hallucinations.
He suddenly realized something, and opened his eyes suddenly——
It's a video!
The mobile phone video transmitted to the entire Shanghai area has not stopped!
In addition, the same content as the mobile phone projection is also being played on the radio and television tower.
The moment he saw the video projected by the radio and television tower, he immediately understood why the policemen looked at him with a strange look that shouldn't have been there.
The video has been playing for some time, at least before He Yu and Xie Qing showed it, the radio and television tower was already occupied by the video.
Xie Qingcheng turned on his cell phone that had been turned off, and the cell phone was immediately hijacked by the hacker's bandit signal, and he received the video screen that was synchronized with the radio and television tower in real time.
That was myself several years ago.
He was wearing the uniform of Shanghai No. [-] Hospital, with a light blue Shanghai No. [-] coat of arms tattooed on the snow-white skirt, and a plastic-encased work name tag and two pens pinned to his chest.The surrounding scene was very chaotic, and the patients in the hospital were watching. He stood in front of the door of his department, and in front of him was a disheveled woman.
"..."
Xie Qingcheng immediately knew which day this happened.but--
His complexion changed slightly, and he went to see He Yu.
He Yu frowned, not yet fully aware of what happened, but he already knew that this video was the video that the hacker wanted him to click to see "is it worth it".
His shoulder was still bleeding, and a doctor from the police force was treating his injury urgently. The other party said to him, "I will debride the wound and stop the bleeding, but it will hurt a little. Please bear with it."
He Yu casually said, "Thank you."
Pain, blood, and even death are really nothing to him.
He stared intently at the changing lighthouse.
The screen continues.
The unkempt woman in the video is howling: "Why do you want me to show the relevant documents? Why do you want the security to interrogate me? Is it easy for me to see a doctor? The number of experts in your hospital is so difficult to get a number. They were all snatched away by scalpers! You have to add 500 yuan to buy a doctor’s seat! Why?”
"People who are poor not only have to die, but also have to be squeezed by your doctors and treated differently by you, right? You think I want to be so dirty and smelly, I closed the stall at four in the morning and I waited outside your courtyard to open the door, Waiting in line, do I have time to get as clean and refreshed as you? I'm really not a bad person!"
But the young Xie Qingcheng looked coldly at the woman who fell down in front of him crying with her hands on her knees, with her hands in the pockets of her white coat, her expression indifferent: "After what happened to Yi Beihai, you are like this to me. Sitting at the door of the consulting room, but not my patient, I know what you want to do?"
Woman: "I just want to see a doctor!!"
Xie Qingcheng said expressionlessly: "You want to be cured, and I also want to be safe. Please, don't sit in front of my consulting room. If you should go to internal medicine, you should go to internal medicine. If you should go to neurosurgery, you should go to neurosurgery. Here I am." It doesn't match the number you hold in your hand."
"But other places are full of people, and the ground is not allowed to sit. I finally found a vacant seat. I just want to rest. I have been standing for a day..."
"You can save this and talk to the security guards. I just take money to see a doctor. I don't want to be in danger of dying in the line of duty."
The surrounding patients didn't want to argue with the doctor at first, and they tried their best to hold back their anger, but when they saw the woman was crying because of Xie Qingcheng's fierceness, and Xie Qingcheng's speech was so aggressive, they couldn't help but feel angry from their hearts, some people rushed Xie Qingcheng yelled: "What are you doing! Don't you have a mother? Yi Beihai is an exception. You don't need to beat all the patients to death with a stick, right? A selfish person like you is nothing like Mr. Qin Ciyan. Derby! Are you worthy of being a doctor too?"
Xie Qingcheng raised his eyelids, revealing a pair of sharp peach blossom eyes that were somewhat mean: "Whether you think I am worthy or not, I am a doctor."
"I don't think it's worth dying for a patient. Being killed by a psychopath is even more ridiculous. Doctors are just a profession. Don't exaggerate selfless sacrifice every day and carry out moral kidnapping."
His lips opened and closed.
"A doctor's life is always more important than the life of an uncontrollable psychopath. Do you understand?"
"..."
Later, the video was in chaos. Somebody pushed and shoved the cameraman amidst the crowd's anger. The video was so shaken that people couldn't see clearly. Only the excited curses of the patients could be heard.
Countless mobile phones are playing this picture, and the screen windows are flashing, spreading all of this quickly to every corner of the Internet.
All of a sudden, the mobile phones in the car, whether they belonged to Xie Qingcheng or other members of the police force, were vibrating non-stop as long as they were not set to completely silent mode.That's the messages sent to them by chat groups and individuals.
He Yu sat on the seat of the police car, and the medical staff treated the gunshot wound on his shoulder.In the process of watching the video, he kept his forehead against the window glass and watched the broadcasting tower quietly.
He watched the video that the hacker tried to send to him, but he chose not to open it.
Xie Qingcheng felt her heart sinking.
It was this thing.
In order to interfere with He Yu, the other party exposed his incident.
He suddenly wanted to say something to He Yu, but he didn't know what to say, and he didn't seem to have anything to explain. He stopped watching the video, he was very clear about what he said and did at that time.
There are sins that he can't explain at all hidden in it, and secrets that he must keep hidden—at this moment, they are turned under everyone's noses.
He didn't care, when he did that and said that, he knew that he would be wronged in the future, there would be criticism all his life, and there was a price to pay for everything.And he has already prepared to keep that secret for the rest of his life, and he is very clear about what kind of future he will face.
But at this moment, his eyes fell on the quiet young man next to him...
He Yu's shoulder was still bleeding out, and the doctor treated him with a hemostatic bandage. The sweetness of the blood still permeated the semi-closed police command vehicle.
Xie Qingcheng thought for no reason, just a few hours ago, when he looked at this young man for the first time.
He Yu stretched out his hand to him. At that time, no one was willing to help him, even Chen Man chose to obey the rules.
But He Yu said, "I can help you."
The hand that stretched out was slender, wide, clean, and beautiful. Even the nails were trimmed very neatly. It could be seen that it was a pampered young master with good living habits.
No blood, no wounds.
There are only faint old scars on the wrists, but they have all healed.
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"Why are you……"
"Because of this action, you have also done it to me."
"..."
"I haven't forgotten."
The dazzling blood pierced Xie Qingcheng's eyes.
And the unstoppable video images also entered He Yu's field of vision.
The picture changed again.
It's in a hospital conference room.
Xie Qingcheng seems to have completed a very good academic report, and the academy is in the process of recognizing his professional title.
But the colleagues who applauded below were not enthusiastic, and the timeline should be shortly after he had a conflict with the patient.
The dean asked him to say a few words of appreciation, Xie Qingcheng stood up, his eyes calmly glanced at the person below.
He didn't say a speech, what he said was: "This is my last report in this court, and I have decided to resign."
"..."
A few mindless interns were still clapping their hands mechanically.
But after taking two shots, the intern came back to his senses, his eyes widened in surprise, his mouth widened, and he looked at Xie Qingcheng blankly like everyone else below.
Xie Qingcheng is the youngest and most promising doctor in their hospital, and his ability is as strong as a pervert.Before him, Shanghai No. [-] Hospital had never had a deputy chief doctor of this age. Even if he made some inappropriate remarks a while ago, it was over when it passed. Which doctor has never had conflicts with a few patients in his life?
But Xie Qingcheng said that he wanted to resign.
The dean's expression suddenly became very stiff, and he laughed dryly: "...Dr. Xie, you go down first. We will talk about work matters after the meeting is over."
The medical director was also forced to smile, and took the microphone: "Dr. Xie is in a bad mood these days. None of us can accept what happened to Professor Qin. Dr. Xie and Professor Qin's department is close. Very good, at that time you witnessed the sacrifice of Professor Qin again, we can all understand your emotions..."
"I'm not familiar with Qin Ciyan." Xie Qingcheng interrupted her, "I'm not in a bad mood because of Professor Qin."
"I just don't want to be the next Qin Ciyan."
The student Qin Ciyan below couldn't help it: "Xie Qingcheng, what did you say? What do you mean you don't want to be the next Qin Ciyan! My teacher has dedicated his life to the medical career, why do you—"
"But I don't want to."
"..."
"A doctor is just a profession to me. I will do what I should do well, but I don't think it is normal to sacrifice my life in this position."
"I don't know why a large part of you here have tears in their eyes, and are even proud of it. They want to rescue patients with procedural problems regardless of safety. Professor Qin is respectable, but he was the one who had an accident in the end. It’s his own fault. Why did he use the knife on a mentally ill mother when the procedures were not complete.”
Qin Ciyan's students suddenly stood up: "Xie Qingcheng, you——!!!"
"Forgive me for being completely incomprehensible."
The meeting room was in a mess, and the little doctor couldn't hold back his grief and anger, and burst out: "What sarcastic words are you talking about!"
"What's your own fault? Do you think Professor Qin's death is his own fault?"
"Xie Qingcheng, have you forgotten how you used to talk about mental patients? It was you who supported them to live in the society, to be tolerant to them, and to treat them as ordinary people. How have you changed now? What happened? You're scared, aren't you? You saw with your own eyes how Professor Qin died on the job the day his accident happened, so you're scared!"
"You watched him being thrown down bloody, and you saw the blood in his office, did you feel scared? You are afraid that one day you will be the one who encounters this kind of thing! All you come into contact with are mental patients, you Much more dangerous than him! If you are afraid, just speak up! No one will laugh at you! Don't belittle Professor Qin's sacrifice, can you!"
Xie Qingcheng said coldly: "Yes, I am afraid."
The little doctor gritted his teeth: "Then what are you talking about treating mental patients equally—"
"May I ask how you speak to cancer patients? Do you directly say that you are sorry that you are going to die soon?"
Xie Qingcheng didn't show the slightest expression on his face, his brows and eyes were as cold as frost and snow: "You wouldn't say that either."
"Truth is truth, language is language. As a mental health doctor, I must give patients hope and encouragement, so that they feel that they are being treated as normal people."
"But ask yourself, who of you really has no sympathy for dangerous mental patients? Who of you wants to be alone with them, and even give your life to those patients without reservation."
"..."
"Which of you can do it."
"So...what you said are just beautiful words on the scene...you are...you are...you are a hypocrite who has become a bitch and wants to set up an archway!!"
Xie Qingcheng didn't quarrel with the person who lost his temper, he was still very calm, so calm that he was almost cold, so cold that he was almost cold-blooded.He said: "Qin Ciyan may be a saint. I'm just an ordinary person. I wear this clothes at work and I'm a doctor. After I take off my clothes after work, I have a family, a wife and sister to take care of. I'm not as tall as him consciousness."
"..."
"If you want to be Qin Ciyan, go ahead."
As Xie Qingcheng said, he took off the evaluation badge he had just obtained, and put it back into the satin box padded with red velvet.The eyes are extremely clear, extremely calm——
"I just want to be normal."
When the video was put here, the screen suddenly flickered twice.
Suddenly go out.
The countdown to the WZL death game is over. The police can no longer tolerate the other party’s aggressive behavior. The control over information dissemination can be regained long ago. It’s just that the terrorist attack involving innocent residents in Shanghai made them dare not act rashly. Can let the opponent be arrogant.
At this point, they couldn't let the screen continue anymore, and the higher-ups issued an order, and the "Blood Sword" broadcasting tower, which had been bustling all night, finally seemed to wake up from the devil's control, and was cut off from the main valve.
There was a bang, the sound of a major power failure.
Like a curtain call on a stage, the radio and television tower lost all its brilliance and lost half an inch of its brilliance in an instant. After tonight's "runaway", it was completely dead, like a giant beast collapsing in the middle of the campus, without any vitality.
Behind the radio and television tower, the fire was still burning, and the flames soaring into the sky dyed the night above the archives red.Police officers surrounded the century-old building that was engulfed in flames.An emergency call was made to 119.
The campus is full of noise, and no one can sleep tonight.
Inside the car, however, was deathly silent.
The video is gone.
The screen is over.
But He Yu's eyes were fixed on the broadcasting tower all the time - he was very peaceful, even a little scary, just looking at the completely darkened lighthouse, motionless.
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"The vast majority of mental patients are the feedback of normal human beings to the abnormal environment they are in..."
"The culprits of unequal social relations and abnormal atmosphere, which have caused a major psychological blow to 'them', are ironic. Almost all of them come from family, workplace, society, and from 'us'."
"He Yu, sooner or later you have to get out of the shadow in your heart by yourself."
"You need to rebuild bridges with people, with society."
"I wish you a speedy recovery."
"Hey, kid."
"Aren't you in pain..."
"..."
Those words that Xie Qingcheng said back then, those words that broke He Yu's inner shackles, made him more or less willing to regard Xie Qingcheng as different encouragement, and those words that comforted He Yu when he was extremely sleepy. Every moment floated up like mustard dust, but it seemed indescribably absurd and cold.
He Yu looked at the lighthouse.
The lighthouse was dark, and his eyes were terribly dark.
Counting the days, these videos were shot at almost the same time, and the difference between before and after is estimated to be no more than a month. Xie Qingcheng resigned as his personal doctor, and then he seemed to want to get out of the cave and stay away from patients with vicious infectious diseases. It seems to have run away.
The doctor was cleaning his wounds, and the gunshot wound on his arm suddenly seemed to be in severe pain.
Otherwise, why would he feel cold all over?
And why is your face pale?
"...He Yu."
"..."
"This matter I..."
He Yu heard Xie Qingcheng's voice next to him.
He patiently waited for Xie Qingcheng to speak.
One second, another second.
But Xie Qingcheng did not continue.
These words were indeed spoken by him, no matter what the cause was, what the purpose was, and what secrets were hidden in them, these were all his own words, and in the tide of the Qin Ciyan incident, He Yu was indeed sacrificed by him that one.
Then, he really didn't have any reason, and he could explain more to this young man.
At this moment, He Yu suddenly felt ridiculous—he hated doctors in the first place, and he also hated Xie Qingcheng in the beginning. How did Xie Qingcheng gain his trust, and what method did he use to make him open to him more or less? A little inner door?
Isn't it the so-called equal treatment, isn't it just treating him as a member of normal society, supporting him to come out of the dark dragon's lair, to touch the glorious light outside?
But where he couldn't see, where he didn't know, what did this man say after Qin Ciyan's accident and before Xie Qingcheng resigned?
He Yu slowly closed his eyes, he felt as if someone had mercilessly slapped his cheek.
Because the slap fell on the face after heavy years, the force was not so heavy, and He Yu thought that he would not have any emotional ups and downs because of it.
It's just that between the flesh and blood, there will be some slight tingling pain in the end.
"Okay. The wound is bandaged for you temporarily, and I will send someone to take you to the hospital." The police officer in charge of medical work said to He Yu, "We still need to deal with it quickly. You can go with me to another car. "
"..."
"classmate?"
He Yu opened his eyes.
He was so calm, so calm that it was terrifying.
Xie Qingcheng's cell phone received calls one after another, concerned, anxious, confirmed... Calls with different purposes all poured in crazily at this moment.
Xie Qingcheng didn't pick it up.
He looked at He Yu's profile.
And He Yu just said to the doctor in the police force in a gentle manner: "Thank you, I am really sorry for your inconvenience."
With a step on his long legs, he got out of the car calmly.
He walked forward a few steps, until he was about to leave early at this moment, he was finally willing to stop, turned his face slightly, the red and blue light of the police lights painted an unpredictable layer on his smooth profile light edge.
He smiled lightly, and the fire flickered in his dark eyes: "Doctor Xie. Unexpectedly, the truth turns out to be like this."
"..."
"After pretending for so many years, you really sacrificed too much. It's really hard for you."
"..."
When this sentence was said, He Yu felt that it was too ironic.
For so many years, what he fears most is being treated as a different kind.
It was Xie Qingcheng who walked into his lonely lair and gave him a beautiful belief, giving him armor for the first time in his life, making him believe that one day, he too can find a bridge to a normal society.
He firmly believes in Xie Qingcheng's words, no matter how much he hates him, no matter how clearly defined by him, no matter how ruthlessly Xie Qingcheng once walked, he still understands him and holds those words like a fool Encouraging him, wearing the armor he gave him, persistent, after so long.
But the inside of the armor turned out to have thorns.
He thought it could resist the cynicism from the outside, but when it was caught off guard, it triggered thousands of stabbed knives from the inside, and it hurt him from head to toe.
The creed that Xie Qing presented to him was false.
Even he lied to him.
"Xie Qingcheng, if you are so afraid of me, you can tell me directly from the beginning."
"You don't have to do one thing in person, and you don't have to tell me so many big truths against your will. That way, you won't be able to..."
He Yu stopped and didn't finish his sentence.
His figure is very lonely, but his voice is still very calm—just like what Xie Qingcheng once expected, just like what Xie Qingcheng once taught him.Extremely calm.
He Yu just smiled in the end, his blood was still in Xie Qingcheng's palm, and his sneer had already drifted into the wind.
Then he turned around completely, followed the police officers without looking back, and walked in the direction of another car.
