22. Sinful Book 1

One week! That was the last time I saw Antonio, not like I was counting the days, I just unconsciously knew. It was good. More days without him and I'd terminate the contract and find a tangible relationship. I wouldn't lie though, my body craved him, I used my fingers and dildos but I wasn't satisfied, I needed Antonio, but I couldn't bring myself to call his stupid lying ass. Lord knows the amount of time he had gotten laid since the last time we fucked. I knew I was acting all tough, talking about how I didn't really need him and how I was ready to terminate the contract, but the truth was, if I was to get a call from him, I'd run to him without thinking.

I got off from work early just because I could. I was on Mr. Blue's good side so I pretty much did whatever I wanted to do. I took a hot bath and got into comfy clothes to watch movies; well that was before I got the call that changed my plans.

It was Antonio calling. I was surprised, very surprised. I picked up and used my lazy voice.

"Hello?" I said into my phone.

"Larry will be at your office in 30 minutes" he said.

"I'm not there, I'm home. Make it 4o" I told him and hung up. I jumped around in excitement and ran to my room. I know my behavior wasn't ideal, but I didn't care about it. I needed some dick!

I got dressed in a red lingerie and a very exposing red leather dress to match. It was a revenge outfit, to make him remember who I was! Who was I?

I was ready by the time Larry arrived but I wasted a little time doing nothing, just so I didn't seem desperate. I stood up to go, only because Larry was probably alone and I didn't want to keep him waiting, the poor man didn't hurt me.

"Good evening ma'am" Larry greeted and I smiled.

"Good evening Larry. I've told you to drop the formalities, my Name is Sewa" I smiled and he nodded.

"Before we go to Antonio's, I'd like us to make a small trip. Have you eaten?" I asked him. I planned to waste as much time as I could. Sadly, Larry had eaten and I was full, so I just let him drive me to Antonio's. I stepped into the house that I had missed walking in and out of.

Antonio was sitting in the living room with a couple friends. When Antonio and the three men that were scattered about in the room noticed me, they stopped what they were doing to stare. Of course, I didn't wear the dress to be ignored anyway.

Antonio looked to his friends, then at me, then back to them. He stood up immediately and stood in front of me, blocking me from them.

"Anto, we've asked you countless times who this melanin beauty is, why won't you introduce us?" One of the guys said, I couldn't tell which one talked because I couldn't see anything past Antonio's chest.

"Shut up," He said, all the while, he's eyes were on me. I looked at him with a sassy smile on. Was he going to act like a protective boyfriend or an unbothered fuck buddy?

He sucked in a breath, grabbed my hand and pushed me away from the prying eyes of his friends, then he led me up to his room.

No words were spoken, as he closed the door behind us and pulled me to him. He put his face in the crook of my neck, inhaling me. I swear I had butterflies in my stomach, this man had no idea what he was doing to me.

"Fuck" he let out, and I smirked. I had him where I wanted him, which was at the tip of my fingers. He peeled the dress off my body and was met with another surprise that he wasn't ready for.

He sucked in a breath when he saw my lingerie.

He looked into my eyes and then he placed his lips on mine. Fireworks exploded in my head, I had forgotten what kissing him felt like, but my body still knew how to react. The kiss wasn't soft or cool, no, it was rough and fierce, like he was punishing me for something. He pulled my bottom lip, biting it as he released it. Antonio carried me to the bed, placing me on it like I was some fragile egg that he was scared to break.

"I" He started but didn't continue. I genuinely wanted to know what he was about to say. He started kissing me from my head to my toes, marking every single part of my body, and it felt so damn good, but I didn't want it, I wanted to get his dick and leave!

"I just want you to fuck me senseless" I told him. He paused his kissing session and looked at me. He rolled his eyes and grabbed a condom from the bedside table, rolled it on and spread my legs.

I was wet, I was always wet around him, it was like a default setting and I couldn't help it.

Antonio massaged my clit with his finger first, before penetrating me. I gasped at his size, it felt like he increased in size, or maybe I had forgotten how big he was. He fucked me fast and deep, giving painful thrusts. I loved rough Antonio in bed; I loved all Antonio in bed; he was a different person.

In no time, we both had our orgasms. We went a few more rounds and I begged him to stop when my coochie started hurting.

We both laid on his bed, no one saying anything, for some reason, it didn't feel awkward to me, in fact I loved it. When I was relaxed enough, I got out of the bed and into the restroom. I cleaned myself and readied myself to leave.

"What are you doing?" Antonio asked me, as we entered the restroom.

"What do you think? I'm getting ready to leave" I told him.

"Car- Sewa, would it hurt if you stayed for a little while?" He asked me. I looked at him in disbelief.

"For what? You've fucked me, that's what I came for, is it not? So what am I staying for?" I asked him.

"Just, stay" he said I scoffed.

"Just stay? Really?" I asked him. He ran his fingers through his hair in response.

"Why are you so damn difficult?" He asked me. I gave him a disgusted look and walked out of the rest room, picking up my clothes from the floor.

"Why?" He yelled.

"If you really want to see me again, I'd advise that you don't raise your voice at me," I told him.

"And look at you talk about being difficult," I spat.

"We agreed to keep things professional, so how in God's name, is me refusing to complicate things being difficult? Huh?" I asked him.

"Is this because I lied? Are you like this because I lied," he asked and I laughed. So he knows.

"I did that for a reason" he said and I nodded.

"I'm happy for you" I told him, whatever his reason was, it was not my business. Not anymore.

"You know what? Fuck it and fuck you! You can leave if you fucking want to" he spat and I smiled.

"I was going to leave anyway". I told him, putting on my dress. It was at that point I regretted ever wearing the dress in the first place. I struggled to wear the dress, but when I finally got it on, I grabbed my purse.

Antonio was bipolar. He had serious mental issues that needed to be checked.

"Yes! Fucking leave, I don't care" he yelled when I opened the door to leave. I walked out anyway. He had sweat pants on, how or when he got it on was a mystery to me.

Antonio walked behind me as I made my way downstairs.

"I don't even know I agreed to this shit with you" I told him.

"Yeah, you can stop it anytime!" He yelled.

"Fuck! You drive me insane!" He added. Our arguments got the attention of his friends and they came towards us.

"Bro what's going on" one of them with an Italian accent asked.

"Stay out of this Diego" he spat immediately.

"Nice to meet y'all, I'm Sewa" I told the men.

Antonio shot me a nasty look, and before I knew what was happening, I was on Antonio's shoulder. He carried me to the door, called out Larry and told him to take me home, while stopping his friends from coming out.

As serious as the matter was, I was tempted to laugh because I didn't understand Antonio, he was very confusing and that wasn't a good sign.

Larry brought the car around and Antonio put me inside the car, then Larry drove me home.

What the hell just happened. I thought the encounter with Mr. Blue was weird, this beat it by ten.