40. Sinful Book 1

Antonio didn't come out of his room until he was sure Noah was gone. Talking about Noah, I felt really crappy after how I used him. This thing was between Antonio and I, and I should never have used him to get revenge "but Antonio did use Anabeth though" I thought.

It was true that Antonio used Anabeth, but me doing the same thing to Noah, only showed that I was no different from Antonio. We used people and threw them away like dirt.

I had full regrets, not because of what I felt for Antonio, but because what we were doing was wrong. I mean we claimed to be adults but we were just old for nothing.

I sat in my bed and took a deep breath, trying to calm myself, as well as my thoughts. Everything was just overwhelming to me; why was I still in Antonio's house? We had ended our contract and as far as I was concerned, Antonio didn't find anything about the person that was stalking me, so it was probably just a misunderstanding.

I got up from the bed and dragged myself to the closet to pack my stuff; it was already late so I planned to leave as early as I could the next day, Sunday. After I was done packing my stuff, and I was sure I didn't leave anything not packed, I climbed into bed and slept.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm ringing in my ears, why the fuck did I even take it with me in the first place? Anyway, I hurried to the bathroom, had a quick shower and got dressed in the outfit I kept aside while I was packing. It wasn't much, just a milk colored sweater and a pair of leggings, I packed my hair in a bun and grabbed my luggage.

"Miss, are you going somewhere?" The housekeeper, whose name I managed to forget all the damn time, said.

"Uh yeah, I'm going back home" I smiled and her, she had a little frown on her face but she morphed to to a small smiled immediately.

"Where's He?" I asked her, referring to Antonio.

"Living room" she answered and disappeared out of sight. Antonio was in the living room, which meant I'd have to face him? I honestly just wanted to go without having to see his face or explain why I was leaving to him; was I asking for too much?

I took in a deep breath as I struggled to drag my luggage down the stairs.

"Sewa" Antonio's voice came in. Like could he not call me like he hates me with everything he has?

I looked at him with a questioning glare.

"Did you forget at any point who this house belongs to?" He asked, I shook my head in response. I honestly didn't have the strength to argue or fight with him, it was too early and I was too drained.

"That stunt you pulled yesterday, don't try it again, in fact, I don't ever want to see him close to this house again" he yelled and I nodded my head. I don't think he had noticed that I was with my stuff and I was about to leave.

"Don't worry, you don't have to worry about seeing him again, I'm leaving anyway" I smiled tapping my luggage beside me.

"What? Where do you think you're going?" He asked me, looking from me to my luggage.

"Back to my apartment of course, is that even a question?" I asked him.

"But there's a man after you" he started.

"That you haven't heard anything about, and I honestly think I was overreacting" I told him.

"You weren't, look, just stay here for a week, after then you can leave" Antonio said.

What was this all about? Did he know something I didn't know?

"You know you have to tell me if something is wrong right?" I asked him.

"I know, I'm yet to get feed back, just stay for a week, after then you can go; but for now just stay" he said.

For some reason, something was felt fishy to me. There was something Antonio wasn't telling me, and I was going to find out no matter what.

"Now, back to what I was saying. I don't want to see Noah here again!" He said

"Thank goodness I have your car, I can fuck him in there, you won't mind will you?" I asked him. I didn't fail to feel the way his aura changed, he was annoyed or angry or both.

"Don't fucking play with me" He yelled.

"Oh I'm not, you can go meet Anabeth though, I'm sure she'd be thrilled to play with you" I told him.

He smirked and inched close to me, taking up all my personal space.

"Why though? Are you jealous?" He asked, I rolled my eyes in response.

"What is it about Noah anyway?" Antonio asked, looking directly into my soul, because that's how it felt.

"Anabeth would know, it's the same thing about her" I smiled and pushed him out of my way; but he wasn't having it, he pulled me back and smacked my ass.

"I never said you could touch me"

"But I know you want me to touch you, Noah probably didn't satisfy you" he said. This was Antonio's problem, he was constantly trying to compare himself to Noah, and I wondered why; Antonio had everything, so why would a mere employee get to him like that? It surprised and disgusted me all the time.

I peeled myself from Antonio's grip and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water, when I got back to the living room, my luggage was no where to be found, I'm guessing Antonio took it back to the room I was staying at. Thinking about it, it felt like Antonio wasn't close to finding anything on the person that was stalking me, he just wanted me in his house, but why would he still want me here even after what I did with Noah?