60. Sinful Book 1

The sexual tension between Antonio and I was as high as Mount Everest. Even as we ditched the event to go home; he couldn’t keep his hands to himself. He was touching and caressing every part of my body.

“Fuck, I’ve missed you so much,” he whispered in my ear while rubbing my thighs.

“I’ve missed you more,” I smiled. I leaned in and bit his lower lip, sucking gently on it.

Antonio grabbed both sides of my face, kissing me fervently, I loved it when he got like that, it made me feel giddy inside.

Antonio pushed me lightly on the bed and crawled up to me sexily, I smiled at the show.

“You’re Mine” he kissed my left shoulder.

“Body,” he kissed the other shoulder

“Heart” he kissed my forehead

“And soul,” then he placed his lips on mine.

My fingers flew to his hair immediately, like a default setting, pulling gently on the locs.

While my fingers worked his hair, his fingers worked my dress; I still don’t know how he managed to get a dress I spent over 20 minutes trying to put on, in a few seconds.

“I love you” I said in between kisses.

Antonio placed a trail of wet kisses down to the swell of my breasts, kneading them as he went.

I pinched my nipples, causing them to be hard as rocks, then he placed his tongue on my right nipple, while playing with the other.

I missed this, I missed the way my body reacted anytime Antonio touched me, I missed the rush of pleasure that took over my whole body when he touched me.

I motioned for Antonio to get off me; I wanted to show him a good time like he had been showing me. He was quite reluctant at first but he followed my lead. I slowly unbuttoned his shirt, unbuckled his trousers and took them off him.

“Taking your precious time, aren’t we?” Antonio asked and I laughed.

I pushed him down, so he was laying on his back; I grabbed his hard dick through his briefs, wrapping my fingers around it, while using my free hand to knead his balls. He moaned lightly, biting his lip.

I freed his dick from his briefs, running my fingers over his length, slowly; I kept my eyes on him as I shoved his whole length in my mouth then, brought it out and took only the tip again, adding saliva this time and using my tongue .

“Ugh, fuck!” Antonio groaned, closing his eyes briefly.

He held my head and fucked my mouth so hard, I teared up. I sucked faster, using my saliva and tongue more.

“Yes baby” Antonio moaned.

“Just like that!” He added. I didn’t stop though, I continued sucking him with the same pace.

I wasn’t warned about his cum, I only felt the warm, sour liquid in my mouth, when he finally had his release, he took out his dick from my mouth, and I swallowed his cum, licking my lips afterwards.

I sat on Antonio, guiding his dick safely into me, then letting him do all the work.

Antonio quickly changed our position, so I was laying on my back, just like he was.

He let my legs sit on his back as he thrust into me, slowly at first, then he picked up his pace.

I moaned in pleasure, letting my voice be heard from every part of the room, in fact the whole house.

“I’m about to...” I started, but I was too late.

My body shook out of control as I had my release, coupled with inhuman noises from my lips.

I held Antonio close to me as my body calmed down.

“I love you,'' he whispered to me.

He got off me and laid beside me on the bed, hugging me from behind.

“So I’ve been thinking,” he started.

“What about?” I asked, my eyes closing freely.

“You, me, Diego,” he said. He got up and turned me to him.

“I love you and I want to love you for a very long time,” he said.

“And I want you close to me at all times, forever,” he added and I smiled.

“You make me want to be better, hell, you make me better, and I’d be a fool to let you go,” he said.

“This is the first time and hopefully the last time I get to do this,” he said with a bright smile on his face.

I gave him a confused look, his smile was suspicious.

“Marry me, Cara,” he smiled.

Unconsciously, the small smile I had on my face disappeared.

“What’s wrong? Did I do something wrong? Or say something wrong?” He asked, searching my face.

“I- wasn’t expecting that at all,” I said.

“I know, and I’m sorry if it’s overwhelming”

“I do want to marry you,” I started.

“But with all these drama that just happened, I don’t think I’m mentally stable for marriage,” I told him.

“You still don’t trust me, is that what this is?” He asked.

“No, God no, I trust you with everything I have, but I just, I’m not ready. I don’t want us to rush anything.” I told him.

He took in a deep breath and nodded his head. He was hurt, it was evident on his face.

“I’m sorry,” I touched his face.

“I love you, trust me, I do, but we need time; we need to be better people in order to be better as a couple,” I told him.

“I mean you have Diego now, he should be your main focus, get to know him, love him and be a father to him first,” I said, surprisingly, he nodded and smiled.

“I have made up my mind, I’ll travel back home for a while, to see my old man,” I smiled.

“Do you have to go?” He asked.

“Yes, it’s been a while. I’ll be back soon so you won’t miss me much,” I smiled.

“I miss you too much already,” he said and hugged me.

This was it for me, I had the man I wanted, and I knew my life was going to get better, but I needed space, I needed time to clear my head from all the drama that had happened. I needed to be better as a person, and who else would I go to if not my father?

I was just grateful I got to spend time with the people I cared about and loved so much, and nothing could ever beat that.

THE END OF BOOK 1