Chapter 36

Ashton

"Jackson? Is that you?" I asked the man standing not so far away from me. I couldn't see the face of that man because it was a bit dark in the part where he was standing. I thought that that the man standing on the other side was Jackson because his voice was familiar to me.

"Shhh, don't tell anybody that I'm here. Follow me." Jackson said softly and started walking, I just followed Jackson wondering what he's up to and why is he here, I thought he was in his girlfriend's house. I don't know why it seems like he doesn't want anyone to see him, neither Fred nor Mason knows that he is here, I even don't know that he will come here, but I think Fred probably won't mind if he sees his son here.

"Where are we going?" I asked Jackson in a low voice. He suddenly stopped walking and waited for me to keep up with his.

"I want your help again," Jackson replied making me stop walking as look at him with a confused face. Suddenly, my heart beats faster when I heard what he just said to me.

"You want my help? The same help that you asked me before?" I asked him confirming what's on my mind, even though I couldn't see his face very well I can sense that he nodded at me in response.

"Yeah! Just like before. Calvin texted me yesterday and he invites me to a party but I doubt that there's a party, I think it's just his alibi to see me." Jackson said as if he's nervous and I couldn't help but frown at what he just said.

"I'm sorry but who's Calvin?" I asked him and suddenly he heaved a sigh of frustration as he was stress or maybe he was just nervous.

"What the fuck man? You're bad at names. Calvin is my girlfriend's brother, the one who kisses me on my lips. I already told you our erotic encounter and I'm not going to tell you our story for the second time." Jackson replied and turned his back on me, once again walking away from me.

"Okay, chillax man. I remember it now." I replied and ran slowly to chase him.

"So why do you need my help? Just let Calvin guides you if... you know, you both end up in bed." I replied and he suddenly stopped walking, turned his back to face me as he slowly walked towards my direction. Jackson gripped my arm tightly causing me to start feeling nervous.

"No way! I'm the man, I should be the one guiding him. I should be the one imposing orders on what he should do, I'm the one telling him if it's time to kiss me, to suck my díck, to worship my body and I'm the one telling him if it's time for me to fuck him in every position possible. You get me?" Jackson said loudly causing me to swallow my saliva and slowly nodded in agreement with what he said.

"Good. Now follow me." He commanded and walked again, though I was freaking nervous I just followed Jackson.

I have been following Jackson for almost two minutes and I am even more nervous because Fred or Mason may notice that I have been missing for a long time, I just hope they caught up having fun drinking with Mason's friends and they will not notice that I wasn't there.

"I think it's safe here," Jackson said suddenly, I could not help but raise an eyebrow even though I knew he could not see my face.

"We're doing it here? In the sand?" I asked Jackson, we are now in the dark part of the Mayan Riviera beach where only the moonlight serves as our light.

"Nope, not in the sand but the water," Jackson replied and my eyes widened upon hearing what he just said.

"What? Are you serious?" I asked him in disbelief but he only answered me with a weak laugh and he started taking off his clothes. He also ordered me to take off my clothes and even though I was a little hesitant about taking off my clothes I just followed what he wants me to do.

"I want to try a new experiment, the last time we did that little experiment we just kiss and then you lick my body and then suck my díck. It was all good but this time I want to fuck you, like inserting my dick inside you as---. " He said but I immediately cut off his speech.

"Stop right there, I get it. You want to fuck me." I said and hugged myself as the cold wind blew around us.

"You must be cold, come here," Jackson ordered me and I just raised a brow at him as if he can see my face, isn't he feeling cold also since that we're both naked? I shook my head lightly and slowly ambled towards Jackson. My eyes widened because of what he did next, he suddenly hugged me tightly.

"Okay, why are you hugging me?" I ask him.

"Because you're cold." He replied nonchalantly.

"Yeah, but why are you hugging me?" I repeated my question and he seemed to get what I meant by the question, he laughed softly and tightened his grip on my waist even more.

"You're not feeling the cold anymore, right?" He asked instead of answering my question. I wasn't able to answer his question when I felt the warmth of his body and my dick slowly getting hard. Jackson's dick was also getting hard and it was throbbing in my stomach.

"Yeah!" I replied after a minute of silence.

"I'm scared, Ash." Jackson suddenly said in a soft voice as if I was the only one he wanted to hear.

"You're scared of what, Jackson?" I asked him and sniffed his neck, I closed my eyes when the mixture of his sweat and masculine scent drifts into my nose.

"I'm scared that I might fall in love with Calvin. I don't know, it's just that every time I'm with him I feel like I can be myself. I don't need to pretend to be a cool and smart man, I don't have this feeling that I need to impress him. Every time I'm with Calvin, I always have this unexplainable feeling that I never experienced when I am with my girlfriend. I'm confused but I don't want to stop this madness I and Calvin were doing, even if it means losing my girlfriend. Fuck! I don't know what to do, Ash." He said and I honestly don't know what to say because I had not yet experienced it but if it ever happened to me, I knew in my heart what I would do.

"I think you just have to go with the flow, Jackson. I mean the more you suppress your feelings for him, the more it grows. Go out with Calvin, explore that unexplainable feeling you have for him and when the time comes that you already have an answer to your question, then it's time to face the reality. You need to choose between them." I replied and caressed his back.

"Well, that shít makes sense. I'll do just that but for now, let's proceed to the experiment." Jackson whispered to me, his burning breath caressing my skin that sent shivers down to my spine.