Used and Abused
He stared at my eyes for so long. He eyed every corner of my face as if he’s looking for something on it. His jaw clenched repeatedly.
”I’ll order our food.” He stood up.
My jaw dropped, shock by his action. Did he just…
”A-Aciel,”
Hr ran his fingers to his hair and came to the door’s direction, but walked back to the bed again. He wet his lips as he watched me sit on his bed.
”Didn’t you hear me?” I can’t help but to feel bitter.
He wet his lips again. He can’t even look me in the eye.
”I said I want you.” My voice cracked.
He turned his back and both of his hands went into his head. He’s really looking so frustrated by what he’s seeing and hearing.
”Why? Do I not attract you? Am I disgusting?”
”No!”
”Then why?” I raised my voice.
I stood up and reached his face. I’m feeling so cold knowing he’s probably thinking I’m so desperate for him.
He sighed and held my hands cupping his face. My heart ached seeing his eyes pitying me.
”Alia, please. Don’t act like this.” he half-heartedly said.
His phone suddenly rang. I bit my lips in frustration. He answered it while still darkly looking at me.
”Yes? … Who?… Tell him to wait.” his face darkened more and he slipped his phone back to his pocket again.
”There’s people outside. Let’s settle this once-”
”No!”
His eyes widened. Who cares? I’m hella frustrated. I’m so damn frustrated why he’s acting this way!
”I’m already initiating this. Why are you so damn complicated?” I pushed his chest and it didn’t even move him.
”I already told you, Alia. This is not what I want-”
”What about my wants!?”
He sighed deeply and tried to catch my hands but I’m being so difficult.
”You bought me for millions just to decline me? What is wrong with you!?”
”Please,”
I slapped his hands and I saw it weakened.
”You’re probably disgusted with me.” I said in a monotone voice.
His lips parted and shook his head. He’s like ready to counter attack but I didn’t let him.
”You’re probably thinking about those men that bedded me.” He kept on shaking his head. “You’re bothered with that? I’m good at performance, Aciel. For sure that’ll do, right?”
I sound so ridiculous. His neck reddened as soon as I said that.
”I might be used and abused but I can assure you that I can make you cum in sec-”
”Bullshit!”
My tears slowly fell. I don’t know where did it all came from. I just feel so humiliated. I felt so small, the way I was begging him to fuck me while he kept on declining.
”Aright.” I spat a bitter chuckle.
He shut his eyes. “Baby please,”
I turned my back on him.
”Alia!”
I went straight into the door even though I don’t know why I’m suddenly walking out. I saw my door and my first instinct was to not go in there just because he’ll just bug me until he opens it himself.
I passed by it and walked the hallway.
”Fuck! Alia!”
I ignored him. I walked and almost ran the hallways and when I reached the end I glanced at him once and he’s coming near me.
I wiped my tears and made my steps fast. I almost stumbled on the three steps of stairs because of the adrenaline. I don’t know why I’m acting this way. I had plans but he didn’t cooperate so well. I didn’t see this coming, so here I am acting like a fool, running away from him not knowing where to go in this massive penthouse of him.
”Miss-”
”Ah!”
I bumped into someone at the partition of the living area and foyer. Instead of knowing who I bumped with, my first instinct is to look on my behind. It didn’t even register into my mind, Aciel already came out on the hallway but his steps stopped while looking at me. His eyes are full of coldness and anger.
By then, I just realized that the arms of the person are supporting me, like he’s almost hugging me. My head turned to the person and saw his familiar face. It’s the man on the site.
I didn’t care. I didn’t have the time to think about his name anymore, nor the reason why he’s here. I glanced once at Aciel who’s about to walk into our direction. I shifted on my place and before he could even reach us. I encircled my arms to the man’s neck and pressed my lips to his.
I felt him stiffened, but in just a span of seconds I felt his lips responding to my kisses. I shut my eyes and kissed him harshly, not minding anything. His arms gripped my waist which made my forehead furrowed.
Things are just so fast, the next thing I felt was a harsh hand snatching me from the man’s arms. It’s so harsh that I almost slipped and fell into his chest.
”Motherfucker!” he yelled when I’m in his arms.
I looked up to him and he’s really fuming mad. This is what I want to see in him. I glanced at the man whose eyes were on me. His lips are red because of the kiss that we shared.
I gulped and awkwardly removed my eyes on him. I just realized by now that I did it so dirty and stupid. Why in the hell did I kiss that stranger? He might be someone important or Aciel’s friend or anything. I was really so lost with my anger and frustration.
”Get out of here, you asshole!”
”Aciel,”
He hid me behind his back. I squinted my eyes because his grip is so tight that it hurts.
”Man, that girl’s hurt, can’t you see?”
”I don’t need your fucking concern, you son of a bitch. Get the fuck out of here!”
”She’s crying.” he glanced at me. Aciel then glanced at me too. His nostrils are flaring cause of anger. I just avoided his eyes because of guiltiness. My eyes landed on the man again.
”Are you hurt?” he asked.
My lips parted.
”Didn’t you hear me, asshole?” Aciel’s taunting question.
The man clenched his jaw before glancing at me again.
”You are on my property. Remember?” Aciel smirked. “Your slightest opinion won’t matter.”
I gasped hearing him so harsh with him. The man just looked at him with the same scowling look. For the nth time he glanced at me but Aciel hid me more behind him.
”Leave.” said Aciel.
