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It was....

jason He approached us. I wanted to answer but 1. I was still dazed by Derek and therefore not that quick to act and 2. Derek came before me.

"What do you want?" he growled dangerously at Jason. He didn't make a face. His gaze rested on me, causing Derek to pull me even closer. His proximity didn't exactly make it any better at the point of being befuddled. Its smell alone left my mind suspended. Every second of my life I want to have this smell with me always.

"It's none of your business. I want something from Kim, not you." Jason hissed back dangerously. I tensed Derek and growled again. His chest vibrated heavily. His eyes were still pitch black, but dangerously and menacingly black. I just wish he'd never look at me like that. I stroked his chest again, but this time it didn't help or he was struggling too hard against me. I stood on tiptoe and kissed his cheek lightly and lovingly. I suddenly relaxed. His chest vibrated slightly and his hands held me firmly in this position. This time he was blown away. When he was totally woozy I let go of him and turned so I was leaning against Derek with a rucjenan. He wrapped his name around me and pulled me to him.

"What do you want?" I asked, still absently, looking at him emotionlessly. A small vibration in my back showed me how amused Derek was with me. Pfff It was the same for him.

"Can we talk alone?" he asked me waiting. I was about to say no when he Derek got there first and growled dangerously 'no she stays with me'.

"So?" I said after Derek waiting for his question.

"Well I wanted...well I wanted to ask you if you would go out with me." he said somehow slightly shy. Derek tensed up again and pulled me closer to his chest. oh dear That can be something now.

"Can't you see that she's mine?" hissed Derek. And like me belong to him. I couldn't even think straight.

'Can't she answer herself.' Jason hissed back and looked at me expectantly, I had to pull myself together to answer.

"No thanks. I'm not interested." I said and had to think of Derek. He spam himself and I knew very well that he was now grinning triumphantly. He pulled me closer and kissed the top of my head. That was too much. My legs gave out and I almost fell if Derek didn't catch me and pull me towards him. This ass also made fun of me and laughed softly. He's probably grinning too. piss.

Jason snorted and walked away quickly. He paused, paused, and turned back to us. He grinned at me.

"I'm still fighting over talking." he winked at me and walked on. What a conceited boy. Does he seriously think I'm dating him? Wrong my dear. I wanted to date Derek but not Jason. He's an obnoxious player who turns everything and everyone on. I'm not surprised if I gave him the thousandth basket.

"We should go." said Derek and pulled me to the passenger door. After I sat down, he closed the door and jogged around the car to sit on the driver's side.

"We'll catch up on that." he said with a grin and focused on the road. I couldn't help but smile, but didn't answer. We drove to him in silence.

We arrived in front of the huge building. Panic spread through me. What if they don't like me? What if they didn't accept me? How will you react to me? After all, I was his mate. The mate who didn't accept him. The mate who turned him down. The mate who fled. The mate you've been looking for for days. The mate who weakened their alpha. The mate who made her alpha sad. I was so cruel They had every reason to hate me, although no one knew my reasons. None of them would ever be able to understand me or feel the way I do. But still I was afraid to apply in the house. I was afraid of her reaction.

"Hex, everything's fine. There are hardly any anyway. Besides, they'll all love you. You just have to love you." he said and kissed my cheek. I would instantly rage and look at my shoes. He opened up and got out.

Breath in and breath out. I closed my eyes briefly and took a deep breath in and out. What bad could happen? They could kick me out, kill me, hate me, ignore me, disown me, okay. Just think positive.

I got out too and followed Derek to the entrance of the giant building. As with my last visit, it was bad and hardly anyone was there. phew We went down to one of the living rooms in the basement. Sina, Hunter and Cole were already in the room and were playing something on the Playstation. Deren sat down on the sofa. I had the choice between floor and different sofa. I remained undecided Steven. Theirs, however, made the decision for me and pulled me onto his lap. He pulled me very close and buried his face in the crook of my neck. He inhaled my scent deeply and distributed light kisses there. I closed my eyes enjoying it. He hit the same spot that had made me groan. It was very difficult for me to suppress a groan. But that would be too embarrassing for me. I blushed and tried to grab something that they didn't like because he just pulled me tighter and growled. I tried to win gracefully again, but again derek didn't like it at all. This time he pulled me even closer to him and hugged me like an expensive treasure. I tried to gain some distance again, but like I said, tried. Because he held me so that I could hardly move and growled all the time. So I didn't stand a chance and just let him do it. He purred contentedly and sniffed at me again. This time he pulled me even closer to him and hugged me like an expensive treasure. I tried to gain some distance again, but like I said, tried. Because he held me so that I could hardly move and growled all the time. So I didn't stand a chance and just let him do it. He purred contentedly and sniffed at me again. This time he pulled me even closer to him and hugged me like an expensive treasure. I tried to gain some distance again, but like I said, tried. Because he held me so that I could hardly move and growled all the time. So I didn't stand a chance and just let him do it. He purred contentedly and sniffed at me again.

"Get a room." made Hunter. I gave him a death glare but also blushed and looked down at my feet. Derek's chest vibrated slightly. He always has something to laugh about. Always. But not with me.

"Let go of me, derek." I hissed dangerously. He shook his grinning face and buried his head in my hair again. Again he kissed me gently and briefly. As hard as it was, I had to be serious.

"Derek." I said dangerously, but this one just widened. "Derek, paws off." I hissed. Coole started laughing out loud. What's going on?

"paws." he croaked and continued. I killed him again with my eyes, but he laughed uncontrollably. Very funny, really really funny. I look at Derek again, and he just won't stop. Great. I just had no choice and lean against him willingly again. He purrs with satisfaction. I was still hoping he would let me loosen up a bit, but he didn't do anything.

I sat grimly on his lap and was bored. The others, including Derek, were playing something on the Playstation. Since I have no idea about something like that, I just let it be. My eyelids were getting heavier, so I closed them briefly. The last thing I knew was a kiss on my forehead. I fell asleep shortly after...