###Chapter 329 Return to Beijing - Part 4

He took my hand and said, "If I hadn't met you, I might never have thought I would be happy."

Felix Stewart said that the day in Primrose was very quiet. True enough, even the clouds walk very slowly, and all love and affection are slow.

"Why did you want me to switch with Nicole in the first place?" I wanted to ask this question from the day I knew I was Erin's daughter, but I didn't open my mouth. Four years ago, I was afraid that his answer would make me drown completely in the swamp, so I chose not to ask.

But now, I think I can bear no matter what kind of answer. I clearly know that he has me in his heart and it is enough.

He hugged me and slightly tightened as if in pain. "If you had gone back to Biden's house at that time, would you have divorced me without hesitation?"

I was stunned for a moment. Even if there was no Biden family, I was ready to divorce him.

For a moment, I said, "Even if I didn't go back to Biden's house, I still wanted to get a divorce. It doesn't have much to do with Biden's family."

He laughed at himself and said, "Without the backing of the Biden family, it is not easy to divorce me."

This is true, not to mention that I was pregnant at that time.

He sighed and smiled bitterly, "It's because I'm too headstrong, so I've come this far."

But why was there Liam Weld in this matter?" Liam was kind to me, I know in my heart, but why didn't he want me to go back to Biden's house?

He was silent for a moment and said, "The water of the Biden family is too deep, so it's not okay if the boat capsized. If the boat capsized, the whole army would be wiped out. The Biden family has offended too many people in recent years. How do you want to live without the protection of the Biden family?"

That's why Liam made use of Aurora Badger's introduction to let me recognize Orion Woods so that even Andrew Biden and I did, I would still have Liam and Jordan to protect me.

Stumbling along the way, they all seem to be thinking of the law to protect me, but everything had happened by mistake, the death of the child, the death of Maisie, it cannot be avoided.

I sighed and looked out of the window at the blue sky, and my heart was very empty. How long has it been? I almost forgot who I used to be.

In four years, you can heal the wound, but is it really possible to get it all back together?

It didn't seem that easy.

"Come back to the capital with me. I've been planning for our wedding for four years. I'm just waiting for you to go back."

He spoke in a deep, lingering voice.

I didn't respond. I just looked down at my watch and noticed that it was getting late. I broke away from his arms and said, "Blossom is done with school. I'm going to pick her up."

His black eyes sank slightly, his lips folded, and he nodded, "I'll go with you!"

I shook my head and raised my hand to his computer. "Your meeting isn't over yet."

By the time the meeting was generally terminated, it was estimated that Astley Group's senior management had gone crazy.

He smiled but didn't care. "Let Felix take you there!" he said.

I opened my mouth and wanted to refuse, but I shut up. I could not beat him after all. I just accepted it.

At the car, Felix seems to have something to say to me all the time. I pursed my lips and looked out of the window, knowing that all he wanted to say might be to comfort me.

With a slight sigh, "Astley Group's current development is in its heyday. Do you and your wife have children?"

I remember he said before that he was married.

He was stupefied for a moment and paused. "Well, yes. He's two years old."

"How nice!" I smiled. Everyone followed the road they were supposed to go.

He looked at me, held the steering wheel, hesitated for a moment, and said, "The Capital has changed a lot in the past four years. Do you want to go back and have a look? Are you going back?"

It seems to be sooner or later, But I did not open my mouth. He thought that I did not want to go back. He sighed slightly, "Ma'am, when Blossom falls, who hurts more, you or her?"

I was stupefied for a moment. I looked sideways at him and saw that he was driving seriously. I said, "Although she didn't come out of my stomach, she and I have been together for four years. If she's hurt, I hurt, too."

At the red light, he stopped the car and looked at me. "So, can you imagine how someone who loves you has survived in those four years? Boss Astley is afraid that you will feel pain when you see him, so he can only drink and socialize every day and devote all his energies to his work.

The first winter you left, he lay drunk all night in the snow in the Capital. The next day he had a high fever. He said it was his happiest moment because you smiled at him when he saw you in his dream."

There was a flow of water in his eyes, and his voice was a little low. "During the day he was cold and determined in the company. But at night, he began to abuse himself. He drank day after day, sometimes causing stomach bleeding. But when he was still very awake, he would pull me and asked Felix, should I go to her? We could look at her from a distance. But when he woke up the next day, he'll begin to be silent again."

"He hides his emotions very well, but he is a human being. No matter how well he hides it, there are times when he collapses. Ma'am, you don't have to go back to the past. You just need to live in the present and the future. If you love him, you can keep going. You don't have to torture each other."

When the traffic lights came on, I was a little distracted. I never thought that one day I would hear everything about it from Felix, an outsider.

There were all kinds of consternation and distraction.

It was rough in the past, but now it is all over.

After we picked up Blossom, I took him back to the yard.

Before leaving, Felix looked at me and folded his lips. "Boss Astley is going back to the Capital in the evening."

Leaving those words, he left.

I sent a message to Jordan. There were not many words. I simply told him, "Be safe on the road."

A few seconds after the message was sent, he called in a gentle voice, "Have you had dinner yet?"

Listening to the other end of the phone, he seemed to be ready to get on the plane. I nodded and looked up at the dark sky. "I've eaten."

"Take good care of yourself and eat on time and wait for me to come back." His voice was low but audible enough.

I said, "Okay." Then I heard the announcement in the background urging passengers to board the plane. He said, "I'll hang up first. I'll talk to you at home!"

"Good."

After hanging up the phone, I was a little distracted. Felix was neither light nor heavy, but he planted a lot of ripples in my heart.

Yes, the one I love the most is the one that hurts the most.

At first, I thought I loved him very much, but then I gradually realized that I didn't. I began to plan to leave when I knew I was pregnant. When I lost my child, I knew he would suffer, but I still gave him all my resentment. Even when I knew he had a different DNA, I didn't want to listen to his explanation, so I left without permission.

I seem to be too selfish, that's why I've come this far.

As for my job in the hotel, I resigned a week after Jordan left.

Abe Tucker took my resignation report and looked at me with a calm face. "Does Boss Astley know about this?"