###Chapter 344 Realizations

"Boss Alice is right, I know it myself!" With that, Ivelle got in the car.

Felix didn't understand, but he couldn't stop Ivelle by force, so he had to drive behind her.

Liam transferred a house in the capital under her name before. Ivelle always thought that she didn't need it, so she never went there. That day, she remembered it and took a taxi towards the house.

The house was not far from the city center, its decoration was very atmospheric because no one has lived in it these years. It was inevitable to have the smell of dust.

Ivelle didn't expect that the first person to visit her would be Aron. She was a little cold when I saw him.

With disgust in her heart, she said coldly. "What are you doing here?"

He looked at her with a smile and some joy. He looked at the house behind Ivelle and seemed satisfied. "Are you used to living here?"

Ivelle pursed her lips and said, "What's wrong?"

He was not unhappy because of her displeasure but he was in a good mood and said, "May I come in?"

He went into the living room and sat down on the sofa. Ivelle didn't offer him any drinks and she didn't intend to.

Her eyes were a little cold when she looked at him. The last time Ivelle said goodbye, the affection of the past was consumed a lot.

He looked at her and went straight to the subject. "Four years ago, after we parted in the M country, I soon returned home. After you left the Astley family, I looked everywhere for you. I often wondered where you were and ow are you doing? I wander in different cities every year. I want to find you, but I'm afraid of finding you."

He spoke calmly and without coldness, he said gently, "Ivelle, you don't know how much I miss you."

If they met like this four years ago, Ivelle was thinking that she would have calmly asked him what the car accident was all about. Why did he go to M country? Why didn't he come back when he wasn't dead?

But at the moment, she didn't want to know the answer to these questions. Ivelle just wanted him to leave.

Her voice calmly said, "I don't know why you are pestering me. If you are going to join hands with the Biden family through me, then I think you are thinking too much. I did not recognize the Biden family as my family, four years ago. I will not go back to the Biden family. As for the Weld family, I think Liam hates you as much as Jordan so he is even less likely to cooperate with you. Pestering me is of no use to you."

Since he was a businessman, it was necessary to analyze the relationship of interests.

There was a brief silence in the living room. He raised his hand, took her by the wrist, and pressed the palm of her hand against her belly.

What she touched was a scar.

"Four years ago, I took you back from the hospital because you had no children and were delirious. You often sat alone on the balcony in a daze. If there was no one around you, you would have climbed up the window and jumped down. For fear that you would hurt yourself, I closed all the windows in the villa. Later, you got up in the middle of the night to look for a knife and cut your wrists. You cried so bitterly that you tore your heart and tore my clothes to look for your child. You almost hurt yourself that time. I grabbed the knife in your hand and let you stab it into my body. You were in a coma for several days."

His words were light and his face was calm but Ivelle felt a sharp pain in my heart. Time passed a lot that she almost forgets those days.

He smiled, "Later when you woke up, I asked someone to take away all the knives and sharp weapons in the house. I thought that without these things that would hurt people, you wouldn't hurt yourself but you would still hit your head against the wall to die. In order to keep you alive, I watched you without rest every day for fear that you could think of another way to die."

Those days were too difficult and in time, people would choose to forget the most painful times of their lives.

He mentioned it in detail and her heart ached vaguely but she couldn't say a word.

Ivelle withdrew her hand and opened her mouth to say thank you but she thought that it was too shallow and chose to be silent.

He smiled, but there was no emotion, "You are getting better day by day. I thought that because Jordan hurt you so deeply, you won't remember him anymore. I know you have no love for me but so what? I thought that after some time, you would fall in love with me and I didn't expect you to go with him in the end."

He laughed at himself sarcastically. "Ivelle, you really got rid of the scar and forgot the pain!"

Ivelle had no words to retort, she had nothing to say.

He sneered. "I didn't mean to hurt you but Ivelle, do you know how I got through the nights when my parents died one after another? In the middle of the night, my mother always shouted cold words at me and my father said that he was lonely. In such a big house, I couldn't sleep and when I woke up in the middle of the night, I always thought that if you could stay with me as I did to you, maybe I wouldn't be so miserable but every time I wake up in the middle of the night, the room is empty and there is no one around me. "

He looked at her and his black eyes dreadfully dark. "Do you know what it's like to suffer in the dark?"

She wanted to say sorry but words were stuck in her mouth and she could not say anything.

"Ivelle, you don't know how much I loved you at first and then how much I hated you."

This remark came out of Aron's mouth. Ivelle was stupefied on the sofa and couldn't get back to her senses for a long time.