###Chapter 414 We all Know what We Want - Part 6

As I was watching her tears fell to the ground, I staggered my eyes and went to see her. I continued, "Maybe it was wrong to decide to go to Hempstead in the first place. I shouldn't have gone to Hempstead, so that I wouldn't meet Jordan, not to mention, I wouldn't meet Nicole. That way, maybe I wouldn't have met you."

"Ivelle." She opened her mouth. Her voice was choking. She was probably having pains pulling her body. She held the cupboard and sobbed slightly.

I sighed and smiled faintly. However, I looked at her indifferently and continued, "I was thinking if I didn't meet you, my life may not be so hard. I don't know if it's right or wrong to fall in love with Jordan, because I love him. Everything that happened, I hinted to myself that I loved him and could forgive everything."

I paused and looked at her as I said, "Knowing that you are my parents, I just find fate ridiculous. I can't fully hate you, let alone hate you with all my heart. I won't even dare to hate you, because you are my biological parents, just like I love Jordan. After all, love can contain everything, but can it really be tolerated? Because I can't do it."

I looked at her. I smiled and felt some pain. "You just said I hate you, but when I knew everything that had happened four years ago, I chose to leave everyone else behind. And the only reason that I could not hate you is that because you are my mother. You are a relative who is related to me by blood."

At this point, she was silent, probably because her words were too heavy, her face was pale, she was half-squatted on the floor. Her tears hit the floor tiles, her voice was very light, but it was very loud.

I turned around and got out of the kitchen. My heart was still hurting, but I could bear it. People's life was too long, we go down our own road. Memories would add wounds to you when you are in pain and you must start all over again after healing.

In the courtyard, Jordan and Andrew came back.

As they saw my face was not good, Jordan came forward and asked me in a warm voice. "What's the matter? What's wrong?"

I shook my head and looked up at him and smile. There was spray in my eyes. Why does it matter if the pain was gone? If the baby is gone, can it be born again?

His face darkened when he saw the tears in the corner of my eye. He pulled me into his arms and asked again in a low voice, "What happened?"

I shook my head and my heart was so painful that I didn't want to open my mouth. Andrew, who had never seen Erin, looked inside. Although he was worried, he was also speechless and went into the living room to look for Aster.

Ten minutes later, he helped Erin out, her face was pale, and her forehead was stained with sweat.

Alice said coldly, "What's the matter? You are so white and sweaty, go to the hospital and let it have a look."

Erin shook his head, waved his hand, and said, "No, it's all right. It's just a stomachache. It'll be over in a minute."

Andrew was worried. After looking at her, he said, "Let's go to the hospital first."

"No!" Erin held him down and said in a painful voice, "It will be all right in a minute. Everyone will be together for the Spring Festival in the evening."

Unknowingly, Andrew frowned, and his face was full of worry.

As I was looking at Erin, I was silent for a moment and said, "Let's go to the hospital. If it's appendicitis, something may happen."

Andrew looked at me, then stopped thinking about it, he picked up Erin and left the villa. Alice followed him out. As I was looking at their anxious back, I subconsciously clenched my hands and a pair of big hands surrounded me.

I looked up and saw Jordan was looking at me. He said with a low voice, "Don't worry, the hospital is not that far."

I nodded, but I was felt uneasy. I followed them after all.

At the Hospital.

The doctor found out that Erin had appendicitis and needed surgery, so Alice went back to the villa to take care of Blossom, while the others stayed in the hospital.

In the hospital corridor, the wind blew through the hallway.

After looking at a place for a long time, it was inevitable that my eyes hurt. I drew my breath and looked away. The three children in the emergency room were in too harsh condition.

"Don't worry, it's all right!" Jordan's voice was very soft, even with a somewhat calm breath.

I nodded and leaned against his heart, cold and stiff, he tried to pass on all his temperature to me.

The operating room door was open and the surgeon came out and removed the gloves from his hand.

Andrew hurriedly came forward and asked, "Doctor, how is my wife?"

"The operation was very successful. She just needs to stay in the hospital for a few days. Don't worry." With that, the doctor had another operation and left.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and my tightly broken nerves were finally relaxed. Before long, several nurses pushed Erin out and sent her directly to the ward.

Andrew followed. I stood where I was and said for a long time, "Let's go!"

As he saw me walking towards the elevator, Jordan said, "Don't you want to have a look at her?"

I shook my head. "No, Blossom is at home."

As he noticed this, Jordan stopped talking.

When I got on the car, it was silent all the way home. I looked at the flickering lights outside the window, I could not help sighing because it was already dark.

I want to go to the dinner that was supposed to be given to Blair. However, I'm afraid she has already eaten. I took out the cell phone and called her. Somehow, the phone was busy, I dialed her number again, and as soon as she got through, she said, "Ivelle, how's Auntie? Is everything all right?"

I was stupefied, and I couldn't help saying, "How did you know?".

She said, "As soon as you got off the phone when we were talking, I called you back, but your phone was out of reach. So, I was worried that something might happen to you, so I called your landline, which was connected to Blossom. She said there was an old woman who was sick. I thought it was my aunt, so I just knew."

I nodded and said apologetically, "Your food was supposed to be delivered, but I forgot when I was busy. Have you eaten yet?"

She said graciously, "It's nothing, don't think about it. I am at home, there is a babysitter to take care of me, do not worry."

I nodded. I was thinking of Liam, I couldn't help asking, "Is my brother in there?"

Maybe the question was too sensitive. She was silent for a moment and said, "He may be busy!"

It seems that Liam has not gone to see his family recently. I pressed my emotions and said slightly, "Take good care of yourself."

After we talked for a little while, we hang up the phone.

My hand was held by Jordan, and his voice was low and appeased, "Don't worry too much, let's go home and have a rest."

I nodded. I looked sideways at him and somehow said, "There's a book that says, a man will climb to her side if he really loves that someone, but why isn't that what I see?"

Liam was not true about his feelings for Blair, with years of the company, he has been accustomed to the existence of Blair, but why was he so snubbed when she was at her most vulnerable state?

The wound of the heart was far more painful than the pains of the body.

Jordan held the steering wheel with one hand and looked at me, his eyes were warm as jade. "There are ghosts and spirits in that book, but are there any in reality?"