Chapter 38

As we scrambled to get dressed Jill gave me a worried look. The doorbell rang again and my phone was still ringing. Checking to see who it was I saw that it was cousin Ashley. Disregarding the phone I dressed as fast as possible as Jill had finished before me. She came up to me and gave me a kiss while also squeezing my bulge.

“Jim wait here and I’ll deal with Stacy. If you want, wait here for ten minutes and then walk over to my house and I can let you know where things stand. It’ll be better this way, believe me. I know how to deal with her.”

“Okay” I said happy to not have to face Stacy now.

Jill walked to the foyer and opened the front door before stepping outside.

“Mom what are you doing here?” I heard Stacy ask before the door closed and all I could hear were murmurs. A couple of minutes later I heard the doors close and the minivan engine start and when I peered out the window it had driven away. Quickly I grabbed my cell and dialed Ashley. On the third ring she picked up.

“Hey Jim why didn’t you answer when I called, are you up to no good?” she asked in a pleasant sounding tone. I swallowed hard before answering and I wondered if she were psychic or something.

“I was in the bathroom when you called” I lied.

“Relax I was just kidding. So how are you and do you miss me? I miss you especially your big cock.”

She said the last part very quietly so no one would hear I guess.

“Sure I miss you Ash, without a doubt” I told her figuring that is what she’d want to hear from me.

“You don’t sound very sincere. Are you sure?”

“Well I do miss you. When will you be back? We can talk then.”

“We’ll be back Tuesday and what will we be talking about?” Ashley’s voice had an edge to it with the last question. Taking a deep breath first I tried to phrase my statement carefully.

“Listen we’ve been cousins our whole lives and we’ve been pretty close and always gotten along. But until that night at your Dad’s house when you saw me, you know with Aunt Laura, you never had feelings or desires for me in that way. Now that we’ve gotten physical you’re letting it cloud your judgment a little. While you’re away consider if you really think we belong together - forget the sex and I know that’s not easy but separate the two if you can. Am I really the guy you want to spend all your time with when we’re not doing it? I have to go now, bye” I said and hung up quickly.

My body was shaking when I finished that call. Somehow I had managed to say what had to be said and I was still standing. It was a good lesson for me in life. From now on I would have to stand up for myself and take charge of what I did in life and live with the consequences, at least if it wasn’t face to face with my assertive cousin. When after five minutes had passed without Ashley calling me back I figured she was actually thinking about what I’d said. Now I had to go see Stacy and her mom Jill and hopefully work something out.

The porch light was still on when I again arrived at the Johnson house so I climbed the steps and rang the bell. In a minute Jill opened the door and slipped outside with me. She looked like she was upset over things as she walked to the porch swing and sat down. After I joined her she turned to me.

“Jim I know you want to talk to Stacy but now isn’t a good time. She knows about what we did. I’m sorry, it’s my fault but when we got in the minivan she noticed my bra and torn panties on the floor. If I had remembered they were there I would have delayed her getting in until I hid them. But the way everything happened so fast….” her voice trailed off.

“Uh oh” I said quietly.

“Yes she’s been crying her eyes out since the ride home. I tried to tell her it was all my fault and only because I’ve been so lonely the past couple of years. But being betrayed by your own mother, it has to be devastating to her. And I don’t think she is happy with you now either. It’s probably better if you wait until tomorrow to try and contact her.” I nodded at what Jill said but I resolved to apologize to Stacy as soon as I could.

“Jim” she said in a much lower tone “ I don’t know how it will work out but if it’s at all possible I want to do what we did again. Not if it hurts Stacy but it was so good, even after what happened I want you. I’m not proud of myself but it’s the truth.”

That confession surprised me somewhat but Jill had shown herself to be a passionate woman who enjoyed sex. She had been deprived for years and now that the genie was out of the bottle it seemed putting it back in would be hard to do. This complicated things for me no doubt about that. What I would do I had no idea but until I talked with Stacy it was futile anyway. Standing up I looked down at Jill and was again taken by her beauty as well as how much she and her daughter resembled one another.

“Well Jill I guess I should go for now then, I’ll try to reach her tomorrow.”

Saying that I walked to the stairs leaving Jill sitting on the swing. It was the sound of the front door opening that made me turn even before I heard her soft voice.

“Jim I want you to wait there for me” Stacy said quietly but with an iron edge to it.

I froze in place as I looked back at her. Her eyes were puffy and red but there were no more tears falling from them. She walked over to her mother and said something but I couldn’t hear what was said and in a minute she was standing next to me. She appeared very upset and all the things I had thought of to say to her now seemed inadequate for the task.

“Let’s go Jim to your house so we can talk this over. But DON’T say anything until we get there, understand.” My head nodded yes.

Though it wasn’t a long walk it felt a lot longer due to our moods and thoughts. There was part of me that dreaded what would happen when we arrived. It was going to be a lot tougher than talking to Ashley over the phone, that was for sure. As soon as we were inside the house I turned to Stacy, ready to throw myself at her mercy when I saw her wrinkle her nose.

“Was it down here that you and Mom had sex?” she asked me point blank.

“Yes” I simply replied.

“Then let’s go upstairs for now. I don’t want that picture in my mind while we talk.”

We passed by the couch, where I had just fucked her mom, on the way to the stairs. When we entered my room I realized a little more than twenty-four hours had passed since me and Ashley had been here but Stacy had no idea about that. One crisis at a time I thought to myself. Stacy sat on my desk chair and I did the same on the corner of my bed. Before she could say a word I blurted something out.

“Stacy I just want to let you know how sorry I am but more importantly that it was all my fault. I took advantage of your mother and none of this is her fault.”

She had a strange expression on her face like she was confused. In reality she had a little speech planned out but my outburst had confused her and it took a minute for her to adjust her thoughts. Stacy held her hand up like a traffic cop telling you to stop.

“Okay Jim now you listen up. You’ve tried to take the blame and so has my Mom. I figure you are both trying to do the right thing, at least with that. But the fact is you are both guilty. I’m not stupid you know.”

“I know that Stacy. Listen to what I say though. Your Mother is your Mother, I’m just some guy you recently met. I really believe your Mother was acting in a way that she thought would protect you. Now maybe she didn’t think things out all the way and once repressed desires are released they are hard to control. What I’m saying is you should give your Mother a pass and forgive her. I deserve no forgiveness but I’m a horny teenager. I told you that I wouldn’t be good for you and I tried to convince you of that. You didn’t listen.”

She sat there for a couple of minutes and her brain digested what I’d said to her. Finally she replied.