MY virginity

(Flash back)

At 4pm, I left my office to see mary so I can satisfy my sexual urge before going home. I got to the room and she's not there. "where would she be?" Is she playing with me? I waited for 10 minutes and she's not yet to be seen. This girl should not mess with me because it won't end well.

I need someone who will satisfy my sexual urge at the moment. I don't know why but I have high sexual urge. It started after I slept with a prostitute when I was 19.

I went through hell at my early age. I suffered betrayals from different gilrs before I loosed my virginity. I promised myself to loose it to the girl I would love but unfortunately, I loosed it to a prostitute after many disappointment from the girls I loved, the girls I wished to loose it to. The once I hope to loosed it to turned to betray me. Sometimes its just like an unlucky or that God doesn't want me to loose. Anytime am about to loose the innocence , something will come which will probably interrupt the on building scene that were about to happen.

*Flash back* (Dairy Of my virginity)

Until 2013, I was still a virgin. I used to think it was cool to be a virgin (talk about my religious upbringing) until I realized everybody around me was growing up and losing their innocence, leaving me behind.

In my first year in collage, there was this English girl in my class called Kate. She has a portable sized body, well endowed both in from and behind. But I believed her best asset was her ass. She had it in abundance, not just in abundance but in the right shape that every guy wish to have in control.

She wasn't exactly beautiful but she was sexy in a way because of her nice butts. After doing a few practical together, she found out that I was intelligent and stayed in my group. She stuck to me and we started going to class together.

We were good friends. I had no girlfriend, she had no boyfriend but our relationship was strictly platonic, at least initially. So we had enough time to see ourselves without any jealous spouse pestering at the other end. She lived in a room in a building close to the campus while I lived in the hostel. She liked to hang around me, especially in the class.

I didn't mind because I enjoyed her company. She really was a nice girl, she was funny and witty. She had this nasty habit of slapping my butts jokingly whenever I made a joke about her, that's when we are in private.

It felt weird because I couldn't slap her butt back because it would seem like I am not being polite to her or am abusing her as a lady.

One day, we were in her room, playing as usual. I made a joke and she smacked me and tried to run for it. Somehow I drew her

back and smacked her in her big, round butt. The smack was not so hard but it resonated in my hand as I felt it bounce in my arms. At that moment I can't deny that I didn't have any sexual feeling because of the contact.

She turned around instantly. I look at her, scanning her face for signs of anger,

waiting to hear the rebuke of my life. She looked at me and started laughing.

She was winking and she had a mischievous smile on her face. Then she said.

"You should have said you liked my ass all this while we've been friends. Do you like touching my ass?"

For a while I was speechless. I was just looking at her, feeling the instrument in between my legs rising like a cobra whose tail had just been touched. I stammered, then stuttered and didn't know what to say. I was very shy but I knew I was feeling sexually stimulated and the seductive look in her eyes made matters worse. At the moment I noticed that she was putting on flimsy clothing. she was wearing a spaggetti top on tight shorts.

When my hand touched her ass, i noticed that she was not wearing pants and that made me more sexually aroused and confused at the same time. I didn't know what to do. Well, she eventually came to my rescue. laughing, she moved closer, hugged me and gave me a kiss in the neck. It was an erotic kiss that sent a shudder down my spine. then she whispered into my ear. "Just touch me"

That was the last motivation I needed to spring into action. My hand sprung instantly to those twin round, butts. instarted rubbing my hands on her big ass.

"Spank that ass". She said and I tapped her, but gently.

I felt her bare skin through the shorts and that increased the sensation. All the time i was kneading her ass, she was caressing my face and kissing me softly on the neck which I liked. She moved on to the next level immediately. She removed her spag top remainning her bra. I wasted no time in placing my hands on those twin oranges and squeezing them through the bra. Unlike the butt, the breasts were not big but the nipples were thick and pointed. I stroke the nipples through the lacy fabric on the bra and she started making low, erotic sounds.

I've never watched porn so I didn't really know what to do with a woman in my hands but I was determined to follow her lead all the way and not be too forward.

Yet I still doubted my ability to satisfy a woman. I was really enjoying this, and I was sure she was enjoying it too. I left one hand to keep stroking the nipples and my right hand strayed back to her ass because that was her biggest asset. I kept on tapping, caressing, and kneading and I was sure she was enjoying it too because of the sound she was making. I whispered into her ear that she should remove her shorts. She said no, the right time will come for that but that I can remove my jeans. I quickly removed my jeans without leaving sight of her. It was only boxers now and my tea-shirt. My d*ck was ramrod stiff, and I was a little shy that she was seeing me like that. She stared at it and laughed. Then moved forward slowly with her hand moving towards my boxers.

Suddenly and unfortunately, her phone beeped.

"Sorry, let me pick that". She excused as I frowned in frustration. She picked up her phone from the bed and started talking to someone. When she finished on the phone, I saw her face and I knew instantly that all the passion had faded.

"It's my boyfriend. He says he's in town now and he's coming to see me." She said.

I was still trying to see the possibility of continuing our make out.

" So, what do we do now?" I asked.

There was a pleading tone in my voice. She looked somber and serious, as if she was also sad that we should stop.

"Am sorry, we cannot continue. I think you better go now. He is already in town. He knows this place and he can arrive any moment from now. he is also very jealous." She said.

My dick began to come down until it became limp like an orange squeezed of all its juice. I wore my jeans slowly, making the anger in my eyes look quite obvious. I was hoping she would apologise and fix another appointment.

She wanted to see me off, I said she shouldn't and she left me alone. As I went back to school it occurred to me that the girl might be playing me, actually preying on my lack of sexual intelligence to play erotic games with me.

Hell, I had the right to be angry. She never told me she had a boyfriend in the first place. But then I knew the answer to that. There was no need for her to tell me about her relationship back home since we are students but all the same I still felt hurt.

In the next few days she called me several times, apparently to apologise and explain things but I didn't pick her calls. I thought i was using reverse psychology, that by ignoring her, I would show I have value and would make her want me more. Well, it didn't work cos she stopped calling me after a few days and since then we ceased to be close again. I regretted that I flunked at what could have been my first sex experience.