Chapter 35: In the Morning

We mated all night long. Lisa asked me to do something her rapists did to her so she would remember what she did with me instead of what they did. It included using the blindfold, rope, and excessive intercourses in many positions. I was afraid at first to do those things because I didn’t want to hurt her. But my mate was strong. She insisted on doing that.

“Because I don’t want to let myself be a prisoner of my past. I want to stop looking at myself and judging me as dirty, useless, and worthless trash,” she said with tears.

Lisa sobbed and screamed at most of what we had done because she was battling with her mind—her past memory. She had to slay all ghosts of her past. Yet I was with her all the way. Each time she remembered her past, I hugged and kissed her, trying to give her strength and comfort.

We slept when it was dawn. It was as if we had been through a mating marathon. It was my first mating, but it was more therapeutic than pleasurable. Yes, we reached our climaxes many times, but we also shared our fears and worries.

I didn’t want to awake because of the exhaustion. But I smiled when touching a warm body next to me. I kissed Lisa’s shoulder, and she groaned.

“I’m still sleepy,” she said.

“So am I, my love. But we must wake up.” I turned her body so I could see her face. She didn’t open her eyes and snuggled her head on my chest. “Good morning, princess. How are you?”

“Good morning, my mate. I don’t think I can’t move. I want to spend the whole day in my bed.” Lisa kissed my chest but didn’t open her eyes.

“We need to take a bath and have breakfast.” Suddenly, I remembered something. “Lisa, we need to talk.”

She opened her eyes. At first, she couldn’t focus, but after blinking twice, she said, “What is it?” Her voice trembled.

I kissed her lips and touched her stomach. “I wonder if you have been pregnant. We did it countless times last night.”

“Is that what you want to talk about?”

I nodded. “Yes, I want us to have a marking ceremony soon.”

Lisa giggled and kissed my lips. “Oh, I thought you wanted to tell me bad news. We can ask my father and brother to give their blessings now.”

“Great! I can’t wait to have you officially as mine.”

Then I touched her womanhood. “Are you okay down here?”

She gasped, and her face was scarlet. “What? Don’t tell me you want to mate me again.”

I laughed and kissed her stomach. “I want you again, but I think it can wait until you feel much better.”

Lisa giggled and brought my hand to her breast. “You can persuade me, though. If you can make me want it too then we will do it again, but only once.”

“Are you sure?” I touched her face. “Are you not afraid anymore?”

She took a deep breath and sighed. “Honestly, I can’t forget everything. But whenever my memory appeared, I could remember our togetherness. It was like the wound may be too deep.” But then she smiled at me. “Yet when we did it, it was like a salve to the wound.”

“Lisa ….”

“I can’t tell you how much it means to me. It was your first time, and I know it wouldn’t have been as enjoyable if you had a virgin mate or someone without a traumatic experience like me. But you didn’t complain. You were there for me and with me all night, supporting and helping me, believing I could be happy again.” Lisa smiled, although her tears flowed and wetted her face. “I owe you for that.”

“No, you don’t owe me anything. As your mate, I’m happy to do it and be there for you whenever you need me. I was afraid last night, as I knew little about mating or pleasing women. I was afraid I did something wrong and sparked your trauma.”

Lisa hugged me and sobbed. “No, you did everything perfectly. Thank you ….”

I stroked her back. Happiness and relief filled my heart. “Seeing you can smile again is my purpose now. I will do everything to make you happy.”

“Oh, Nate ….” Then Lisa kissed my lips. “Let’s do it again.”

“Huh? Are you sure? Aren’t you tired?”

She blushed. “I do, but I want to give you a beautiful mating time. I want to give the healed me to you. Well, maybe not completely, but I have been better since last night.”

I touched her chin and lifted it so I could see her eyes. Her eyes showed her determination. So, I kissed her nose. “If it’s what you want, then let’s do it.”

Lisa giggled and touched my manhood. I took a deep breath as it was already erected.

“What position do you like the most?” she asked.

“Well, I like almost all of them.” I grinned. “What about you?”

“I like it when you are on top of me.”

“Ah, okay. Let’s do it, then.”

I pulled her legs up and placed them on my shoulders. Then I touched her womanhood. It was wet already. “You are ready for me.” Then I pushed inside.

She moaned. “Oh, Nate ….”

I pushed again until Lisa screamed. She blushed and smiled. So, I did my best to increase the pleasure. Then, when she moaned again, I rubbed her most sensitive spot, and she reached her peak immediately. I followed a few seconds later. I groaned as I poured the seed inside her. Then I fell on top of her.

I kissed her lips and touched her face. She was so pretty. Yet this time, Lisa didn’t cry anymore. Her eyes glowed. Then somehow, I got an idea. I turned her body so her back faced me now.

“Nate?”

“You will love it too.”

She gasped when I inserted my shaft into her feminine body from behind. Then I massaged her breasts too. I reached my second climax without waiting a long time, and Lisa got her after mine. She was damp because of my seed.

That was when Alpha Fred opened the door and screamed, “What are you doing?”