25 ~ The First Kiss

Ryan POV

Her blue eyes looked into mine with slight fear and determination. Her body lying below me, almost shivered with the sudden change. She was in the effect with the high dose of velina which most probably had started working as she was talking nonsense.

I pinned both of her hands above her head and she arched her body seductively. Her lips parted a little making me even more turned on. It was becoming difficult to control myself.

My knees on the side of her waist, caging her properly. My midriff was against hers and she took a breath opening her mouth seductively.

"You mean, you are ready for it, Is it just me or you could have said it to anyone,"

I asked, sounding a little possessive or trying to know more about her feelings.

She looked into my eyes with softness and belongingness, the gaze was melting me.

"Never in my whole life, I had this dream. But, since I laid my eyes on you. It's just you, always around me, in my thoughts, in my fear, reasons of my sensations, ice to my fire,"

I thinned my eyebrows hearing her. She was looking deep into my eyes with the slight tear and there I was melting like the wax of a candle.

"You are attracted to me?"

I asked leaning closer to her cheek.

She blinked nervously and arched her body seductively with the effect. Brushing my lips against her cheek. I asked.

"I am, even I do not want to," she muttered while inhaling a deep breath.

"Oh my god,"

She moaned and looked at me. Her face turned even red and lips in a perfect 'o' with the new sensations

"I am feeling hot,"

She complained and rubbed her thighs together.

"There is throbbing there,"

She arched her head back and moaned even louder.

"Ryan,"

My name from her mouth brings a different feeling in me.

"Oh my god,"

She almost cried and her fingernails dug into the bed.

"Hey calm down,"

I tried to say and left her hands. Shifting sidewards, I pulled her closer in my embrace.

A tear slipped her eyes as she hugged me tighter.

"This is horrible, my body is burning,"

"Ofcourse, people take velina only a spoon and you had two glasses, stupid girl,"

She had started shivering, shutting her eyes close, she hid her face in the corner of my neck. Snaking my arms around her, I started patting her to ease her increasing impatience.

Sweat beads started forming on her body. I kissed her forehead with care and sympathy. I was feeling bad for her state right now. But it was feeling like I had a werewolf female around which was in her heat.

Honestly, I had never seen any women in heat or precisely I had never been that much close to a woman. I had saved myself for just one. My mate, my woman.

Yes, I did had so many women around me, many of them called to be my sex slaves and whore but just for mere titles. I had always denied for one but the increasing interest of people in my love life start created headache for me and the slave master was getting wrong signals because of my denials.

And, there I was, unable to say 'No' to Cassandra. One because of the attraction and other because of her past which I still had to unfold.

"Oh Ryan, this is painful,"

She cried, hugging me even tighter. Her legs were trying to press each other.

"What exactly are you feeling?"

I asked with concern.

"Sensations in my core, an urge, throbbing in my stomach, it is like something there…tha...that i am longing for, oh my god,"

She finished in her uneven breath and looked into my eyes.

I knew what I had to do.

I have heard the stories and read a lot of books on werewolf heat. Well, this was one of my favourite areas of knowledge. For me, woman was something the difficult and adventurous creation of the god. And, pleasing her was another difficult task.

My heart was racing feeling concerned for her, both because of her condition and the result of her condition. Slowly, I took her hands in mine and leaned over her.

She arched her body seductively and her lips touched the side of my neck inhaling a breath. I eased her pain by making her feel the sensations.

"Ahh,"

She moaned when my lips nibbled her ear. My cheeks was warming up so do I was. I sucked her earlobe and she wrapped her arms around me.

"Your touch is so relaxing,"

She muttered slowly.

"Tell me, how can I make you feel better,"

I asked, muttering in her ears. She looked into my eyes and sucked her lips. Taking a breath sensually, she muttered.

"More, do it more, please,"

Her voice makes me forget my world and words. Damn, she was looking so hot and goddess with the blushed cheeks, soft eyes and those lips, that I couldn't dare to kiss.

Leaning in even closer to her neck, I sucked her a little harshly. She cried, making her body arch seductively. I could feel the shiver.

"Ahhhh,"

I sucked her more continuing the same torture. Even I was so taken away with the moment that I didn't realise that she got marks on her neck. The dark red imprints of my teeth and lips on her glowing skin.

She placed her hand over my cheek and looked into my eyes. Her eyes slightly watery as I could feel that she was feeling pain with the urge.

"Take me, please, I am burning,"

She muttered, leaning in closer to my lips. I brought my lips backward as I said.

"I can't do it when you are not into your senses,"

I really mean it. No doubt, I had something for her in me. But, for me, this was pure sin. She wasn't normal, she was not in her senses. She was asking because of the drug.

"I am in my senses,"

She declared.

She brought her lips closer to mine even more and I caged her neck to keep her away.

A tear slipped down her eye that somehow tore me apart.

Suddenly, she pushed me below her.

Her voluminous hair swung to the right, blocking my vision of something else but her.

Her eyes glared at my lips when she leaned in closer and placed her lips over mine.

My eyes shut immediately with the effect. My heartbeats were racing at maximum speed, she sucked my lips and I felt like a shiver run down my spine. Taking my lower lip between hers she sucked slowly. Her hands cupped my cheeks and mine were unable to move or stop her.

This feels like an eternity. The feeling that I was longing for initiation. The touch, the feel, the heaven.

I was so taken away that I didn't realize it when I turned her down, below me, and Pinned both of her hands over her head. My lips prisoning her in possession. I sucked her, starting slowly and making her out of breath.

She moaned even louder.