Beg for me

“Oh, it’s a secret.” That was what Gusev said, but I shouldn’t have trusted him.

He’s acting all lovey-dovey on me, purposely grabbing me from ALpha Magnus every breakfast and only returning me late at night.

This has triggered Magnus so much that he didn't dare to pass three days. “You’re hanging out with Gusev lately.” Alpha Magnus said, dropping the fork as he look at me during our breakfast.

Any minute now, Gusev will come. Just then, Gusev appeared with his usual grin as if nothing is happening. “Hey Alpha Magnus, I’m going to borrow-”

“That’s it. Leave Gusev now.” Alpha Magnus cut his sentence off before he could finish. Gusev and I exchanged looks.

“awe, why? You’re no fun!” Gusev complained but ALpha Magnus stood up, “You’re talking away my tie from her purposely, I’m letting it pass last time but it's enough now.”

He then faced me, “As for you, let’s talk.” I stood up, wanting to fight back as Gusev waved at me and I glared at him.

Great, things were not even good between us and Gusev is making it worse.

“So tell me, did you enjoy being with him?” He asked, making me sit on the bed as soon as possible.

I gulped, this is the first time I came to his room after that…night. Feeling a bit nervous, I stood up and tried to mask it, “Let’s talk outside.”

He grabbed my hand and pushed me to the wall harshly, “Why not here? Are you scared that I will do something again?” He smirked, “Don’t worry, it’s you who will beg for me. I won’t even do anything, other than punish you.”

The look of horror on my face was evident and Magnus was clearly enjoying this. I gulped, not sure of anything anymore. But worse, why am I looking forward to the thought of it?

No way, Kamilah.

“I was controlling myself this day, Kamilah. I’ve been patient enough to give you space, but you’re still avoiding me.” He said. “I can’t wait anymore. No one would help you if you scream, princess.”

I scoffed at that. Sure, I am clearly scared of it all, in this state and the way he’s advancing at me but damn..my eyes slid to his broad shoulders and up to his lips, knowing all too well how it tastes.

“Then what are you going to do to me? You’re all words, Magnus.” I said, daring him. “One moment you’re weak and cute to me, and next you’re advancing at me, threatening me.”

His eyes, looking all challenged, didn’t look like he was expecting me to say that.

“Do you want me to be honest?” He asked me with the thought of having no problem being honest knowing things could lead to something more.

He’s making it seem like he’s giving me the choice to back away from this conversation now before he reveals exactly how impure and worldly a man like him is around a pure woman like me.

“Yes,” I whisper, peering up at him.

He smirked, wanting me to hear exactly what he was going to say to him so that I understand how serious this all is. I was still looking up at myself with interest, with slight curiousness and daringness.

“Fine, then. I’ve wanted to f8ck you again after that night,” He said, watching me with surprise at his blunt lewdness. “Since he’s still caging me, I couldn’t even do anything except suck my breath as his breath tickle my nose.

“I was desperate to have you here in my room again. I can’t stop thinking about pushing that pants up to your waist and nuzzling into your flesh until my face smells like you. I want to bite your crowns through that white shirt.”

Hearing all that, my lips part but no sound comes out. My eyes are wide and searching his, and I’m breathing fast, so fast that he knows for sure that I’m hearing and understanding every word.

Magnus continued, “Yes, I loved to be around women, baby. I love to give women pleasure. I love to see our snug little flesh, I love to taste them and push my big member into them until they stretch. I love feeling a girl’s ass clench around my finger as I tongue my pleasure zone. But most of all, I love to do it all to you, Right here, right now.”

My cheeks reddened so much with all those words he uttered. This is such a first time to hear a man saying this bluntly and in my face. I swallowed hard, my thoughts encircling my imagination. I couldn't even think of a proper comeback, still stuck with words in my brain and how fast my heart was beating.

Magnus then unbuttoned his black shirt, and sat on his bed, parting his thighs so I can see exactly how urgently he wants it. Want me.

“Oh,” I breathe out, my eyes dropping to the thick outline in his trousers.

“Yes. Oh.”

I can’t stop staring at his erection, licking my lips as I looked.

“So you see the problem,” He said in a businesslike tone, turning away from me to conceal the aching hard-on that’s currently dripping some liquid at the sight of me biting my lip.

He then mind-linked me as he gazed.

“I couldn’t stop thinking about how those lips would give and mold under my member, how they would yield to my teeth, stretch around my organ as I carefully, tenderly slid into the back of your throat.”

Hearing his words in my mind, only did nothing but scare me. I struggled to drag my eyes back up to his face. My cheeks warm again, possibly in embarrassment or in arousal, or some combination of the two. I couldn’t even control my own body now.

“The problem is you being turned on?” I take a step forward, my hands back in my pockets as I approach him until I’m completely in front of him.

“You said it yourself. You know my reputation how I am with women and she-wolves. I’m a dirty man, baby.” My pupils are huge now, my eyes just the barest rings of copper around massive pools of black. He traced a line down the point of my chin, dropping to finger the starchy collar of my shirt. “The problem isn’t that I want to enter you. The problem is that I want you to beg for me and I can’t control you anymore…”

“That seems strange,” I murmur, my breath catching as my finger goes slightly lower than my collar and starts toying with the chain of my necklace. “Why are you stopping yourself? Drop your pride, Magnus.” I ushered, daring him. I didn’t know where all this courage came from, but I sure as hell had no plan of giving up. I know Gusev is still outside, he must have heard every word and I could feel Dimitri had come to take him away, probably Magnus’s orders.

The way my lips crease ever so slightly as I talk, the flick of my tongue as I shape my words. His member is painfully aware of how close it is to me; just a few inches more and he could press right into my belly, grinding away the ache I gave him.

“About that night…” I dared to ring it up, not wanting this heavy tension around us anymore “Did you enjoy it personally? Or you enjoyed it because I am your mate.”

He shrugged, “Both.”

His body responds before his mind, his heart hammering quick and his memories whirring like a merry-go-round, bringing up half-forgotten feelings. Feelings of magic and mystery and more-ness, as if I speak a language I only hear in dreams I pretend I don’t dream. I carry a shadow of his past, his childhood. Young, carefree, and so alive.

Magnus jerks back as he realizes what he’s doing, how close he is to me…. how close he was in grabbing his own member just to rub at the need throbbing.

Since my pride is taking over again, and my inner wolf is fully awakened now, all my courage is from there. I know I’m fully sober, not in the hat now. I perfectly know what I am doing now.

So I won’t have any other reason to say to him next time if I regret doing this.

but since the situation has come to this, I don’t have a choice.

My eyelashes flutter and I put my hand flat on the middle of his chest. And then slides it down his stomach.

“Kamilah” He grunted and cursed under his breath noting how his member is practically drilling a hole through his pants, begging for it. Begging for me. And this gave me power.

Maybe it's not so bad after all.

“What? Didn’t you say you want me to beg for you? What’s happening now?” I smirked at him.