Pleasure over pain
Bonnie felt lost in the kiss as he took her on a special ride. His hand suddenly cupped the side of her butt as he deepened the kiss, exploring her with his tongue.
"Bonnie, who is your mate," he asked again, against her mouth. Xavier has always wanted to know this but he knew it was pointless asking Bonnie about it when she was sober.
"He_," Bonnie fumbled for words as her feet threatened to fall under her. She faltered but Xavier was already holding her tight against his body.
He pulled back reluctantly. He didn't want to let her go as well and he wondered why it was so. It was just like he wanted her raw.
Damn, the feeling was making him go nuts. Though, there was a solid explanation behind it. He could be feeling that way because he had been holding it all in for Gwen and it just felt like he couldn't do it anymore.
Bonnie's breath was caught up in her throat as she stared up at Xavier. "He is," she hiccupped and tried to keep her eyes open. "He's you," she whispered.
Xavier's hand went stiff as he watched Bonnie. It was impossible but then, something was seriously amiss. Bonnie went into heat so fast and she was even too tight. It looked as though he was her first.
"Bonnie," he called strictly.
She went silent for a moment and Xavier thought she had fallen asleep. "No! I'm not lying!" She said suddenly, raising her hands in defense. "My wolf won't stop purring at the sight of you no matter how much I tried. I sincerely don't know why I have you as my mate when you have a mate already but I'm sure that it's you," and she smiled again as if what she said wasn't a big deal.
Never get drunk if you have a secret, they say.
Xavier went into shock immediately.
How could he have two mates? It was really uncalled for. But why would the moon goddess make such a mistake?
Bonnie was resting against his chest now and her arms were wrapped around him. He felt it too anyways, the heat lingering around him, crawling deep into his soul. It was just the same way he felt during her heat. Weird but wanting.
"Bonnie," he called again, in a deep and less frightening voice. "You should sleep."
Bonnie mumbled some incoherent words and pulled away from him. She moved towards the bed but tripped on the way.
She fell to the floor with a scream. Instead of standing, she stood still and closed her eyes.
Suddenly, she felt soft but hard arms round about her. She was suddenly moving and then, her back suddenly rested on the soft bed.
She opened her eyes and stared up at Xavier in his handsomeness. There was no comparing Xavier, he was like the perfect sculpted being.
His face was still in a dark frown as he hovered above her. "What do you know about Gwen?"
Bonnie shook her head and held back another hiccup. " I know nothing. The only thing I know is that I'm in love with you," she said drunkenly and smiled.
Xavier was watching her with curiosity and his arms were slowly withdrawing.
Bonnie released an exasperated sigh. "You are my mate anyways," and she closed her eyes. "I just don't know why you hate me so much," she moved to the other side of the bed, and the tears streamed out of her eyes.
She was drunk but somehow, her body wasn't ready to move with her heart.
.
She awoke with a great sense of doom. Actually, she dreamt of it. She dreamt that she told Xavier that she was his mate. Or maybe it was just a dream.
She wondered how long she had been gone.
She opened her eyes and she was staring at one of the sexiest chests she had ever seen. There were abs as well and Bonnie had that instant urge to stroke them.
She reached forward without thinking twice and traced the lines on his chest.
"What are you doing?" The thick voice shook through her and pulled her abruptly to a stop but she couldn't even withdraw and left her hand hanging.
She slowly looked up at Xavier's dark eyes and furrowed brows. He was watching her with such intensity that shook through her body like she was staying under the ice.
She withdrew quickly and her heart made a sudden thud in her chest. "I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking for a moment," she stammered and darted at the clock instead. She had been off for over an hour and it was late now.
" Do you sincerely want me so much?" He asked out of the blue, almost knocking Bonnie out. She wondered if she had really expressed something like that to him.
But, it seemed like her head wasn't cooperating with her senses and she slowly nodded her head. Or maybe it was due to the intensity of which he asked.
"Kiss me," he ordered and waited, while his eyes watched her with curiosity.
Bonnie zoomed out and her body shuddered. What! kiss?
"Bonnie, kiss me if you truly want me and I will give you what you want," the thickness did more than make her shudder. Actually, she felt herself tripping more. And the heat suddenly encamped her.
But what was she supposed to do? She was scared to her wit.
"You have three minutes to decide what you want. Three minutes to lose the opportunity," he was saying in a very cool way that Bonnie thought he must be playing her but she didn't want to wait to find out.
What if he was going to give her what she wanted? Him? For that moment? It was risky but she couldn't stop thinking about it.
"One…two…."
She got up quickly and moved closer. The last count was on his lips when Bonnie placed a quick kiss on his lip.
She pulled away almost immediately, unsure of how to continue. They both stared at themselves as if they couldn't believe what was actually happening.
They felt heat circulating the both of them. Though Bonnie didn't really know how Xavier felt or the mystery going on in his head.
Xavier tilted his head in quickly, suddenly, and took her lips in again. He went slowly, pulling at her lips gently.
His arms were working their way out around Bonnie's clothes. He couldn't find the button or perhaps it was the zip.
In a fit of rush, the clothes were ripped into two, revealing Bonnie in a bra and panties.
Bonnie sucked in a breath at the action. Xavier pulled to a sudden stop on her mouth and winked. "I'm giving you what you want, you should be grateful," his thick voice was soothing her ears.
He pulled her closer to himself, and Bonnie shuddered again when their skins touched. Heat passed right from him to her and she clutched at him for dear life.
Her legs worked their way around her waist and she didn't even know when he pulled off his trousers. It was when the cock touched her entries through her panties that she realized.
"Your body moves for me, is it?" He pulled away and nibbled on her ear while his hand stroked her back slowly.
Bonnie's breath became caught in her throat, so she nodded.
Xavier turned her over, placing her safely on the bed while his body served as her comfort and shield.
"And you are only for me?" He argued thickly as he pressed his weight on her. He squeezed her boobs slightly and a soft moan escaped Bonnie.
The question shocked her but he was right. She was his mate and well, she was stuck as one. It wasn't like she had a choice.
He pulled apart and knelt above her, staring down at her with such a soft gaze that Bonnie wondered what was really going through his head. Xavier hated her, she knew but she just wondered what was really going on.
There was a teasing smile on his face as he ripped the panties apart as well like a hungry wolf.
Bonnie felt a finger enter her and a moan escaped her again.
He was watching her, and pleased, he was. So, he added two fingers and tried to press further for a moment.
Bonnie thought he was going to stand until he bent down towards her entries and Bonnie felt something soft and cool go into her.
Ecstasy exploded in her and she held onto the blanket to prevent herself from holding him or disturbing him.
He pulled away again and went over her, kissing her so hungrily and letting her taste herself.
Then, he went into her slowly, unlike the first day. Actually, it felt like the second time that Xavier was treating her calmer during sex.
He filled her in and waited as if she wanted her to get used to him being in her before he started moving.
Bonnie's hands wrenched free and stroked his back but he was already pulling them back, pinning them above her head.
"You are sweet, very and I want to fuck you so hard and make you cum twice" he muttered as he slammed into her.
Bonnie moaned, the word pleasing to her. She arched her back to be able to feel him very well.
"I'm yours for today," he told her. "Have as much fun as you want."
Bonnie smiled and looked at him, taking in the smirk. " Harder then," she said, somehow shocked at her bravery.
Xavier smiled and slammed even harder.
