Chapter 29

Tatina POV

He leaves me finally. Why in the hell did Glenn text me? I wonder what it said. I have no idea what to do or how do I feel. I feel ridiculous. He is shoving bottles in my mouth and putting me in diapers. How am going to help the woman in the basement if I am locked in here?

He will never trust me now. He keeps giving me this medicine that is making me feel funny. I cannot lose my focus. I have to find a way out of this.

He will be back soon to check on me. I am scared. I am confused. I am trapped. I can play along. He is planning to leave with me tonight and force me to marry him tomorrow. My only chance is to run when we leave tonight. There has to be a way to escape.

If I am really good and play along with his stupid game then maybe I can keep him from drugging me again. I cannot move. What is he giving me?

I am going to try to reach for my phone. It is so close. I cannot hold my eyes open. I have to reach. I have to get my phone. I need to call Jayne.

I wake up it is late in the evening. I have been asleep a long time. He is in the rocker rocking quietly.

“You are awake?” he says.

I try to push up in the bed. I cannot move.

“What is wrong with me?” I ask.

“I gave you more medicine so you will behave,” he says.

“You do not have to do that. I will behave, daddy,” I say.

“I cannot trust you Tatina. You have lied to me too much,” he says.

“I know I have. I will be good from now on,” I say.

“Trust is earned princess. You have not earned it. You have been very bad. I went through your phone,” he says.

“I will be good from now on. I promise,” I say firmly.

“There will be no phone from now on,” he says.

What! How in the hell will I call for help.

“I understand, daddy,” I say.

“I don’t think you do. You have broken my heart, Tatina,” he says.

“Come lay beside me, daddy. I am so cold,” I say.

He keeps rocking in the rocker.

“Please,” I beg.

“What do you think your punishment should be?” he asks.

“Punishment?” I ask.

“Yes. You will have to answer for your lies. So how do you think you should be punished?” he asks.

“Are you going to spank me?” I ask.

“Do you think that is appropriate? A spanking? Do you think that is enough for breaking someone's heart?” he asks.

Breaking his heart, what about all the horrible things he has done. You are sick!

“I promise to behave and I promise to be a good girl,” I say.

“I cannot believe you. Do you think I should sell you?” he says.

“Sell me? Are you serious?” I ask.

“NO! I want to stay here with you,” I say.

“We will see,” he says.

He gets up from the rocker. He looks so devious. I am afraid. I pull the covers over me tight. What is he going to do to me?

He stands next to the bed looking at me as I cower beneath the covers. I am terrified. He pulls out another shot.

“Give me your arm,” he demands.

I take my arms out from under the covers and hand it over to him. He sticks the needle in my arm and releases the medicine into me. I am never getting away.

“Good girl,” he says.

He pulls the covers back. He looks at me up and down. He reaches under my shirt and grabs my bare breast. He pinches my nipple hard. I do not react. He runs his hand down my body and starts removing the disgusting diaper he is forcing me to wear. He grabs me between the legs hard.

He places his hand on my hip and rolls me onto my stomach. I can hear him removing his belt. Oh damn, He is going to beat me.

“How many times do you think you deserve to be spanked?” he asks.

“I do not know daddy. I was very bad. You decide what I deserve,” I answer him.

I brace myself. I know this is going to be bad. He strikes my bare bottom with his belt. It hurts but I do not move. I have to let him have this if I ever plan to get away. He strikes again and again. Ten times he hits me hard across my bare bottom with his leather belt.

“Good girl. You took your punishment like a good girl,” he says.

He starts rubbing where he struck me. It stings so bad. I want to cry but I refuse to give him that. I will not give him tears.

I do not look to see what he is doing. He is quiet for a moment. I think he is removing his clothes. All of a sudden I feel the weight of his body behind me. I have been with him before. I will just lay here and let him have me. I can do this.

He grabs my hips and pulls them up to position me. I do not want him touching me. I can feel his hardness at the entrance of my opening. He starts rubbing himself against my bottom and then my pussy as if he is trying to decide which hole he wants to destroy. I know this is going to be bad. I just have to stay calm.

I do not move. I let him move me where he wants me. I hear something but I do not move. I hear him moan. He is jacking himself off over me.

“I know you do not want it. I can pleasure myself,” he says.

I do not say anything. I just lay and listen. He pushes himself close to me from behind. I can feel the bed vibrate from his motions.

“Tell me you want me,” he demands.

I can’t force myself to say it. I just lay with my bottom in the air. I am waiting for him to just take it. I know he is getting angry. He flips me over so I have to watch him masturbate. He is between my legs right over me stroking himself. His face is angry.

He pushes my legs apart. He shoves himself deep inside me. I scream. I do not want him inside me. I want him to stop. I try to fight but the medicine is making me so limp.

“Say what I want you to say. Tell me you want me,” he demands.

I refuse. I cannot do this. I cannot be this. He keeps pounding into me harder and harder. He leans into my neck and bites me hard ripping my flesh. He starts sucking my neck. He is drinking from me hard. It hurts bad.

“Please stop,” I scream.

This only infuriates him. He releases my neck. He slaps my face.

“No, take it,” he says.

As he rapes me the medicine takes hold and I begin to pass out. He smacks my face trying to keep me awake to endure the pain. I am in and out as he assaults both my holes. In one and then the other.

I awake as he finishes spewing his seed all over me.

“That is your punishment. If you want to act up you will be treated like this,” he says.

I try to say I am sorry but I cannot form the words. He covers me up. He leans down and kisses my forehead. “I will be back to punish you more later. You have a lot to make up for bitch,” he says.