Chapter 15 First Time

W-What is this?

I don't know what happened next. I just found myself behind the door of my room in Rozzean's house. He's pinning me to the back of my door. His face is very close, and his eyes are seriously staring at me. What the hell?

"S-Sir? Why?" I asked, I was curious because in the middle of the night he was here!

He didn't speak. When I tried to move from my spot, he suddenly held my right hand. I'm nervous! What is he up to now? And why is he so close to me?

My heart is pounding so loudly. It's so strong that it's making me deaf. Plus, I can smell his breath right now. Damn, it smells nice, huh? he just ate! Where's the smell of the chicken curry that Manang cooked?

"Sir, if you're messing with me, please stop. If you think I'll fall for your tricks and admit that I like you to leave this house, you won't succeed. I don't like you. Okay? as I have said before, you are not my type."

I tried to make my face strong, but his expression didn't change because of what I said. He'll not show me his frowning face? and why does he felt different?

"Sir? hello?"

He lowered his gaze to my lips, and my eyes widened. Oh, damn. No, why is he looking at me like that?! is he going to kiss me? I tried to push him away but he just held me tighter and his face move closer!

I haven't even brushed my teeth yet!

"I should do this now before I go crazy."

"W-What?!" I nervously asked. What did he mean by that?

Before I could move from my spot and avoid the impending danger that could ruin my plan, things happened quickly. Rozzean claimed my lips, and because my mouth is open when I talked, his tongue entered.

Sht! This is my first kiss, and it's already a French one?!

"S-Sir, w-wait..." I tried to push him away. But who was I convincing with my feeble attempt to push him?

"S-Sir..." I said, my fingers were shaking, I was so nervous but he didn't stop kissing me. My heart beat faster and faster as he continued claiming my lips, tasting every inch. No... he should stop. I need to stop him. I raised my hands again to push him away, harder this time but he took both of them and raised against the door.

"Tali..."

When I heard him moan my name, I gasped! I was also taken aback. The wall I built to protect myself broke suddenly. I didn't resist anymore. I responded to his kisses, and the hands that were once holding back were now gripping his neck, pulling him closer. A-Am I doing it right? I haven't kiss anyone y-yet.

"S-Sht," I whimpered as Rozzean lifted both of my legs and wrapped them around his waist while continuing to kiss me. His lips are crushing mine so hard. I might be going crazy! It's been minutes, and he still hasn't stopped these deep kisses.

I've only read about this happening in novels. Kissing a handsome, sexy, and billionaire man. Pinned on the wall, clinging on his neck.

"Tali..." he called my name, his lips left mine and it went to my neck. I gulped as the sensation goes on, my body was feeling the heat and Rozzean's hand were now caressing my back. Not so long when he kissed me again. He sucked my tongue and I let out a soft moan.

"S-Sir, w-wait... you're being too aggressive. C-Chill, okay?"

Rozzean's lips parted from mine, but not too far. He smirked, and then I felt his hands again on my back. Caressing...

Mygosh! Is my innocence... m-my protected v-virginity will disappear tonight? I never imagined it happening like this! Not as a maid! Not as Tali! Before I could speak and ask Rozzean that what we are doing is not right, I felt him unfasten the lock of my bra, then he kissed my lips again that made me shut up.

"Hmm..." his kisses were so deep and pleasurable that I couldn't resist anymore. I would think about what to say to him later. I will also scold myself for giving in so fast! my mind wanted to end this, my body doesn't.

Sht.

But I still tried to stop him again.

"S-Sir, t-this is not allowed. Your rule... o-or do you want me to reverse it? I-I will kick you out of your own house... you hired me as a maid, have you forgotten your number one rule? w-why--"

But he was relentless! I was silenced when he lifted me and laid me on the bed. So fast! His eyes were intensely locked on me. Rozzean removed his upper garment and went to me again to kiss my lips.

Aahhh! I want this also!

I didn't resist anymore, no more thoughts that will stop this intimate scene. And why would I? It felt so good to be kissed by this man. I wouldn't stop him because I was enjoying it too. And even if we go beyond kissing... I don't care anymore.

"Sir, take it slow, okay? i-it's my first time," I said but he was so busy!

"A-Ah, s-sir, w-wait... just a moment," I said as he lifted my clothes and with one hand, he held my breast. He started to massage it. His fingers pinched my nipples that made me gasped.

D-Damn... I never thought I will be in this kind of situation with him. N-Not this fast. He did it again, he gave me a smirked and bent down to licked it.

"A-Ahh.. sht. Sir..."

I didn't know what I was feeling anymore. A mix of emotions overwhelmed me because of what Rozzean was doing. When he removed my lower clothing, I didn't protest, I let him do what he wants to me.

"Fck, Tali..."

And just like that, I am naked. He stared and bit his lip while looking at my body. Fck you, Rozzean, you are fckng fast and I am fckng wanting more of your touch.

"Tali..."

I looked at him when he called my name. He slowly moved down. I saw him in front of my puss... my eyes widened in surprise. Oh my, i-is he going to...

While he was gazing there, I noticed him bite his lips. sexy... He even lick its lower, showed me his tongue on purpose! it's like he was showing me how he will move it on my c-center.

But damn, he looks so good. Dangerously sexy...

"Sir... c-can we d-do this slow?" I whispered.

He smirk and before I could say a word again his tongue taste me there. Aahhh goodness gracious! My lips parted and I had goosebumps. I never e-ever imagine someone would do this to me! never!

A-Also, h-how?! How could he do this to his maid?!

He has a rule and it's his fault why his maids fell for him!

B-But on the other hand, this is the reason I need to remove him from my life and to break the engagement! b-but, is it a sin to enjoy him before doing that?!

"S-Sir, this is w-wrong..." but my body says this is right... fck.

And how could you moan like you are enjoying everything, Thaliana Tangi?! you betrayed yourself! you are saying it's wrong but you allowed him to caress you, touch you in areas that was never seen by anyone before.

"A-Ahh... damn y-you, Rozzean.It felt s-so good... keep moving your t-tongue...."

I didn't know this kind o-of feeling exist. M-Mygod, I think I can't finish my plan. I-I want to go home now!

"S-Stop, w-wait... s-stop... aahhh."

After I said that, Rozzean stopped.

"You taste good, Tali.'

Sht.

When our eyes met, I could clearly see from his the desire, how his eyes speaks a lot of things that he wanted to do to me--to my body.

Is he really going to claim me tonight? am I going to allow him? that's fast different from kissing, massaging my breast and licking my pssy. His hotdog will enter me.

But I don't think I can stop him because I-I want to feel more, I want to feel him... that kind of pleasure. And I felt like he still has a lot of things to show me.

Damn you, Thaliana! horny btch!

I bit my lower lip when the next thing he removed was his sweatpants. I closed my eyes firmly. My heartbeat was fast, I can even hear it! gosh.

But, I'm not a child anymore, I am twenty-nine! I'm no longer young, and the man in front of me is the person my Dad wants me to marry--we are engaged though. And... if a child comes first, why not?

"Rozzean," I called his name for no reason. He still hasn't taken his eyes off me. When only his boxers remained as his clothing, I suddenly remembered how big he is. How long he is.

I gulped and raised my hand to stop him.

"W-Wait!"

T-That thing...damn. Will it even fit me?!

But Rozzean didn't stop, he crawled towards me, I tried to move back, but I had reached the edge of the bed and ended up falling. I was just looking at him, on his bulge. My throat went dry and I shouted when he pulled his boxer.

"Ahhh!! Ouch!"

I fell from my bed and I opened my eyes. I heard a sound. When I looked, I glanced at the top of the room—the clock.

It was bright red, and I could see the time.

5:00 am.

Wait... I looked around and I am alone in my room. It's not night, the time says it's morning already!

Sht. What...

My eyes widened, and my breathing quickened as I realized what just happened.

"No... no fcking sht. No!" I yelled

I looked at myself; I was still dressed, wearing a bra and bottom clothes. My Hello Kitty panties were still on. I touched my chest, remembering Rozzean's touch. I checked myself. I felt my center... and sht.

"I-I fckng had a wet dream!"

I hurriedly went straight to the bathroom and removed all my clothes. I looked at my naked body in the mirror. I can't believe I had a wet dream with Rozzean... and it was wild, I was needy of his touch, I crave for more...

Thaliana! what's happening to you?! you were enjoying him pleasing you! that shouldn't happen even in your dream!

"Do you fantasize him? Do you desire him now?!" I clenched my hands.

I walked over and stood under the shower. I turned it on. Even though the water was cold, I didn't use the heater. The scene just can't get off my mind. It feels like it really happened.

"Fck."

I can't stop cursing.

I recalled what happened last night. After he caressed my head at the rooftop, he told me to sleep once I was done checking the appliances. He even advised me not to stay up late. I returned to my room feeling tired and sleepy, I threw myself on the bed. That's it!

"But I couldn't forget what he did. Until I fell asleep, I was thinking about how he tried to comfort me because I was crying..."

I closed my eyes tightly and turned up the shower to ease the heat I was still feeling.

"I am in danger."