Chapter 19
I squeezed my boobs together as he glide his glistened shaft over it, precum leaking out to smear down to my stomach....
It was so degrading and humiliating, he grunts out his pleasure as he sprayed his seed all over my breast and stomach .
He swiped some of his semen from the tip of my nipples and held it to my lips, the act felt so dirty, I felt as if I was being owned by him.... claimed by him....
I unwillingly felt a jolt of sensation that traveled all the way to my center....
I hated this, but at the same time I was throbbing with need, my juices were overflowing down my thighs
How will I ever get back to my life after all these is over?
I wouldn't be able to, not after everything and something told me there were still more to come....
There was something in his gaze, he was me to disobey , searching for an excuse to punish me...
But then again he never needed one
I licked his finger clean just like he wants, his taste lingering at the back of my throat.
His mouth was set in grim satisfaction
"such a good damn cunt you are ,
you really look so good right now , on your knees, I should fucking take a picture next time , don't you think?"
His smile was sadistic, was he expecting me to answer that?
A sudden harsh grip to my hair answered my question.
"y..you are hurting m..me " I whimpered , tears forming at the corners of my eyes
"you deserve everything you get, a whore like you can only get fucked" his grip on my hair tightened, I felt as if my head was being ripped off
"let.. go!.. please let g..go! " I screamed tears stricking down my face... If anything he seemed to enjoy my pain..
His cock was becoming more hardened, it was throbbing as it seemed to get more swollen.
He was getting off at my pain , just how sick was he?
"I so much want to fuck you right now, slam into you balls deep until your virgin cunt bleeds raw around my cock, watch as your tits bounce as I take you again.... and again.... coating your walls with my cum until it leaks out from you.... you are fucking mine! " he growled out the last part
I shivered in fear at his psychotic gaze that seemed to burn straight into my soul....
"I.. I'm not yours, I'm a free p..person " I managed to stutter out under his gaze
An evil chuckle escaped his mouth as his knuckles grazed at my cheeks.....
"I really want to show you just how damn much right now....it really hurts to wait...but it will surely happen bunny " he enunciated on the last sentence
He yanked at my hair hard threatening to pull out my scalp before abruptly letting go of me
I choked on my sob and wobbled my way back to my feet, using my arms to cover myself as much as I could from his burning gaze, it was useless though ..... Not when I was still smeared all over with his semen.
I reeked totally of him all over
I began to search for my clothes
I gasped when he suddenly gripped my arms tightly
"what do you want! You've already taken everything, even I despise myself now, aren't you satisfied? I hate you so much!" my voice choked out with all the hate and despair I felt inside...
His gaze flickered momentarily before it became dark and hardened once more, he totally pushed me away from him , I almost lost my balance in the process
I found my shirt and bra that had been flung to a corner but my shirt was all torn, he'd completely ripped it off from me earlier ....
I couldn't wear it, it wouldn't be able to cover anything, I might as well be walking around naked and I still had two more classes before school dismisses
"you will wear mine"
He wasn't suggesting, it was more of a command
I completely ignored his words, I don't want anything that belongs to him.
An amused chuckle escaped his mouth,
"you can choose not to wear it, I'm sure you'll rather go around giving the whole school a view of your fat tits" as he spoke his gaze lingered on my nipples...
I cringed at the word fat, right now I felt the little self esteem I had vanishing completely
"but then you don't have that right, others can't see you, only I have the right on your body, only I.... "
He threw his shirt at my face and I caught it using them to cover at my upper part
"you really won't get anything by being stubborn, except receiving more punishments from me " he spoke the words quietly but it still had the same effect on me like it would if he had yelled.
I choked back on a bitter laugh
"it doesn't matter, you still find ways to hurt me even when I've done totally nothing wrong "
"you are certainly right about that"
I flinched back instinctively when his knuckles grazed my cheeks ,his gaze was pinned on mine but It didn't seem like he was really staring at me , his gaze was distant, it was as if he was trapped in a trance of some sort
"your entire existence is wrong, you took away everything ...then you became my entire world "
My breath stilled.... It wasn't just about his words, it was something about the way he said it.....
It was laced with so much loathe
It was suffocating....
Threatening to choke on my very breath ,squeezing the life out of me
"your entire world? What did I do to you ? "
He blinked twice as if surprised by his own confession
"what did I ever do, if you're hurting me I have the right to know why! " I repeated, my voice coming out louder and filled with all the frustration I felt inside
He totally ignored my question , it was as if I hadn't spoken at all.
He began to get dressed and I knew he won't be saying anything...
I began to wipe of his sticky liquid from my face and body, it was almost getting dried and stuck to my skin, I wanted to wash away all the dirty things he did..
To wash that dirty part of my mind that had secretly enjoyed it.
"leave it, you so look fucking perfect , and so fucking mine "
I gaped at him , his expression was dead serious , he couldn't possibly mean I should walk around coated with his semen
"I'm not y.. yours, I'll never be"
He snatched his shirt from my clutch and passed it over my head, it felt straight to my mid-thigh, it was too big, I immediately felt as if surrounded by him... Everything was too much of him.
I stared up at his gaze and guessed that was all his intention all along....
His hard gaze focused on mine flickered dangerously...
With raw possessiveness and.....
"you are in my world Gracie, and you'll never get away from it... Never, I'll kill you before that " he said meaningfully , making sure his words drove home to my head.
I wave of cold swept through me before he smashed his lips to mine, it wasn't one of those punishing kisses...
It was different this time...
His lips were gentle and coarse as it searched mine...
He went slow and deep inside my mouth, savouring..tasting all I had to offer ..it felt like a lover's kiss .
He broke the kiss slowly, straightening to full height, he casted me one last meaningful stare before storming out through the door
My knees wobble and I crumbled to the hard floor, I didn't have any more strength in me to stand..
This wasn't just the case of a normal bullying, I just realized that Hayden Mcandrew was obsessed with me
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I stared at the photograph of Hayden and dad on my nightstand, I managed to fix it as much as I could.
He'd gotten enraged when I made mention of his sister, I stared at the little girl which such beautiful and innocent smile, too bad she had to be taken at such a young age.
It made me realize that I know nothing about Hayden Mcandrew apart from the fact that he hates me intensely.....
Who was he?
Where was his family?
What did he meant by I took his entire world? ...
All these questions zipping through my head was making me go crazy
I brought out my laptop, perhaps I could find something about him from the internet
Just anything.....
I typed his name on the search box, what I saw completely shocked me...
He was the second son of Lionel Mcandrew who happens to be a globally reknowned business man with a multi-billion dollar company ... and also a brother? Like Hayden he also had a pair of green eyes, it seemed they all inherited that trait from their father .
The search made no mention of a sister, neither their mother...
It was rather strange, aside from these little information there was nothing else.....
I stated dumbly at my computer
If they were really so filthy rich why did Hayden return back to our little town?
Also, why had he left two years ago?
He'd said he returned just for me but I don't believe it, there has to be something else... something I was missing.
My gaze caught on something on the photo on my bed....
There was something was off about dad... Something I never realized before...
It was the tattoo!
On this picture there is a long drawn tattoo on his neck....
