Chapter 32 Butterflies

I woke up with a throbbing head. I mean, with a limp whole body. The feeling of being beaten up all night woke me up. There's a light pressure on my tummy, and there's a familiar scent wrapped in my nose.

The blanket is wrapped just above my chest, the first thing I saw was the high ceiling and the dimness of the sorrounding.

An arm rested on my abdomen and when I walked past its owner the butterflies began to disappear from my heart again. His other arm is my pillow, my head is leveled on his chest so I lifted him just to see his face.

His features are more defined and relax when he's asleep, the usual meets of his eyebrows is replaced with peace and manliness. Pointed nose and moistened lips, my heart thumped in accordance of his shallow breaths.

He's so handsome, looking at him this close. Steady hearts and steady breaths are more than enough to make me fall in love wit him all over again. I traced his pecks and caressed his jaw down to his shirtless abdomen and back. A faint of smile escaped on my lips remembering what just happened. Sending shivers all over my body I remember how ruthless he is last night, his deep kisses and how he handles me with a great high of patience is unbelievable.

This is the man I fell in love with, the only man I will love probably. It is still unbelievable that a woman like me could be touched and approached like this. I was just this curious lady in Mar De Vena craving for his attention.

To this day I still think of myself. I was just delaying the idea of us being this different and far from each other so I still allowed it all to happen to the two of us. Because deep inside myself, I knew I was still this selfish lady he met in Mar De Vena who'll always asks for him even if it's impossible.

We made love. Amazing how he can make me feel this euphoric, to stare and touch him like this is like a billion volumes of electricity in my heart. He said he's still into me and that I own him, like another dream.

I traced his eyebrows down to his nose, I couldn't choose if I preferred this condition of his. He's like a peaceful Adonis taking his nap, far from the serious bachelor of the business world. And just last night I witnessed another side of him, he seemed to love what he was doing and was drunk on his own caresses.

Shiver flowed to my spine by just thinking about it. I felt his hand on my belly move so I also stopped caressing him. I stared at him and felt. Clinging his lips came close to my forehead to dab a soft kiss.

"The sun is not yet up, yet your thoughts are wide awake."

He uttered with his bedroom voice. I immediately blushed when I thought if I woke him up because of my caresses or he was already awake but he just closed his eyes? One of his eyes widened and he raised an eyebrow, seemingly waiting for what I would say.

Meeting his eyes was a wrong decision. If before I could stare at him because he is asleep now I can't. I think about what happened to us last night and that doesn't help. We are under the same sheet naked ...? I immediately felt the underwear I was wearing. Why ...

"I cleaned you up last night. You passed out after so ... "

The shimmer I made was fast because of what I heard. He cleaned me up? I don't even know why I'm this shy, if he dressed me it would be nothing like what we did last night. It was like I was freezing while idiot on the ceiling not sure what I should do.

I can feel his stares at me, maybe he's also wondering what I'm thinking and why suddenly like this. The sun hasn't risen yet but I'm sure it will rise in a few hours. I'm wide awake, and I'm slightly nauseous due to the shots I drink last night. My body is sore but not just that, I'm sore down there too.

And I'm not surprised to feel this because of his unbelievable size. He was right, even though I was still tired and drowsy my mind was wide awake to those who were bothering us. The brain is full of what happened to us last night, of what he said and the situation we are in today. There's so many things that's bothering me. I slowly got up, I immediately felt the pain of the middle of my thigh.

I bit my lip while lifting myself up. The mixture of ache and pain there was the only thing I could think of. Levi quickly looked at me, he snaked his arms on my waist and his head went to my nape.

"You're sore, does it hurt so much?" He said softly.

I shuddered as I pulled myself back to lean on the bed, his worried eyes trailed after me. He sighed heavily and in one second his large frame went behind my back so that he could serve as my back.

I leaned against his broad chest as he folded the blanket of his bed. From my back, he sniffed my hair while his other hands found it's way to my hands and he slightly played with my fingers. My chest was like a drum beating ahead of what he did.

I felt like I was precious gem that he will always keep under him. Her spacious bedroom is what I saw while that's what she was doing. I was again amazed by the open view of the city, it's really different when you're in such a tall building. In my room I can't see the city and it's not that high but it seems that in his whole penthouse that's what was meant to happen.

When you have this disposition you feel you can do everything, as if you are in control of your surroundings. Things matter to him, way to high up, controlling, everyone looks up.

"What are you thinking? I can almost hear your thoughts ..."

I smiled faintly, I moved slightly and our skins clung even more. Which made me think, that I was with the man I dreamed of in front of us was the scene that I had also long dreamed of and greatly admired. Feelings are overflowing, seemingly endless fun.

"I'm way to high. It's scary, I feel like if I fall I won't be able to save."