Chapter 10

Tobias POV

Kendra is right. I have to be more compassionate about her feelings. I want to be her caretaker. I want to be her daddy. I cannot expect her to just be compliant and have no say in how things go. I need to give her more grown up time. I am sure the two of us can work out a schedule for daddy time and Tobias time. I can do that for her. I only need her to behave when we are around the pack. I need her to follow their very strict rules. I do not want him to take her away or send her away. I need her. I think I am falling in love with her. Could I be in love with her on a deeper level? I do not think I have ever thought of a woman as more than servicing my needs. Maybe it is time I try to see more in her. Maybe she can teach me to be more than I am?

I wait patiently for her to come down. She wanted to shower and dress herself before we go to Alpha’s. I was more than happy to give her that. When she asks for me to care for her, when she says she needs me I need to be there for her. I was so wrong to abandon her about what happened with Alpha. I will make it up to her. I will give her all the attention she wants tonight when we get back from Alpha’s. I will cook for her. I will give her wine. I do not like alcohol but I will allow her that. I will try harder to be a good daddy and more. I want to try to be more.

She finally comes down. She looks so precious. She put her hair in pigtails and is trying to look the part for the play date. I know she does not want to go, but she is going for me.

“You look beautiful, Kendra,” I say to her. I take her hand and lead her out of the house.

“Thank you daddy,” she says. I love when she calls me daddy.

I walk her out to the care and open the door for her. She kisses me before she get in. A long passionate grown up kiss not a daddy kiss. She give me a Tobias kiss. I melt for her.

I get in the car. I think how to tell her the rules. I do not want her to be afraid.

“Kendra, listen very careful when we are at Alpha’s he is the boss. You follow his rules. His women do not talk back. They do not make demands. They do as they are told. Just try to get through today and I will make these visits as few as possible,” I say to her.

“I will be very good, I promise,” she says.

“One more thing, if you act up he will be the one to discipline you not me. I will have no say,” I say.

She stares ahead. I know that scares her. “I will not misbehave,” she says.

“Good. I do not want to watch him spank you. That would hurt daddy so much,” I say.

“I know daddy,” she says.

We arrive at Alpha’s house. There are several other wolves already here with their littles. Alpha and his minions are all waiting. They want to meet the bad little I am sure. I know they all heard about her public display. I am sure I will be asked why I let her suck my cock in public. I did not let her. It just happened. She is still new to our community. She needs time to learn the rules.

I park the car. “Kendra, just play and have fun,” I say to her.

I get out of the car. I come around and open her door. She gets out. I can tell she wants a kiss. I kiss her on the forehead so we don’t piss off Alpha right out of the gate. I hold her hand and walk her to meet the littles.

“I will take her,” Alpha says.

He takes her hand from mine. She doesn’t fight him. She does as she is told. It is only a few hours. I know she can do this.

“Bye daddy. I will be good,” she says as she goes with Alpha.

As Alpha walks her over to the other littles to play, the wolves begin approaching me.

“She is hot. No wonder you let her suck you off in public. Damn I would have taken that reprimand too,” Hector says.

“Well, it was not like that. It was a simple misunderstanding of the rules. Trust me she will never do it again,” I say to him.

Hector is a real jackass. I do not know his littles put up with him. They love him. I do not understand it. He runs a tight ship like Alpha. I do not want to be like that with Kendra. I want her to have a choice. I want her to be loved not my possession.

Alpha is sitting with the littles. What the hell is he doing? I hope he does not scare her. She is so vulnerable right now. He knows how hard the first few months is on a little. He should not have even asked me to bring her here until she was completely submissive to the pack. Please Kendra Please be good. Do not give him anything he can use against you.

I cannot take it anymore I begin to walk over to check on her. Alpha waves me off. I cannot check on her if he says no. I wait and I watch them. He finally stands up and leaves them. He begins his walk to me.

“Tobias, you do not trust me with your little brat?” he asks.

“She is trying,” I say.

“Well, she better keep her shit together or else she has to go,” he says.

“She knows that and she wants to stay,” I say.

“Good. She is cute. If she doesn’t work out with you maybe I will give her a try,” he says.

“Yes sir,” I say.

No way in hell I would let that happen. I would take her far away from her before I ever let him get her. He would beat her into submission. He would starve her. Since she is perfect for breeding he would have her pregnant with his pup in no time. Fuck I did not give her a pill the last two days.